New and almost uncomfortable feelings..

[Zarklon]

Lately i've been feeling kind of odd. I dont know what the source is but it seems like when i'm around certain people or when certain events occur I seem to feel almost nausious in my gut or where the tan-tien is supposed to be I guess..  I'm not too sure how to cope with this just yet.. The other night I went to a fair with my girlfriend and her family that I was around for the first time and immediately upon entering the fairgrounds I felt like I needed to leave or almost as if I was drawn to a spot or location but just couldnt pinpoint it...  It was the first time being in this town in a while and I met a lot of people I knew and seen an ex of mine and stuff like that but I dont think it was me coming across my ex that had this feeling brewing inside me.  I felt kind of spaced out the whole while and could hardly enjoy myself... i got to the point where I needed to leave my girl and take a quiet walk by myself to try to find the spot in which it felt like I needed to be.. almost like finding a hole to hide in during a war is what it felt like.  Maybe it was simply the environment .. Im not really one to enjoy being around large and potentially uncontrollable crowds but it sure was a first that I felt that strongly a feeling of needing to escape or locate a specific area of the fairgrounds.  

I have been getting quite nausious lately around meeting new people as well.. just getting close to some people make a new feeling happen inside me which is quite uncomfortable and it makes me worry that I would seem too strange around new people to even be myself and make a good impression.  Usually... or actually just about all the time I get these harsh feelings around people it is because they arent too good of people if you know what I mean.  I kinda think its a natural defense mechanism or some kind of extra sensory perception that has naturally developed in my  being rather quickly as of late.  Has anyone experienced this enhanced perception or intuition if you will?  I've always been one to pick out the good apples from the bad in a crowd of people but now its being coupled with nausia and almost physical stomache pains!?  

Please help me to figure this out for myself and maybe a way to cope/enhance/dismiss it ... whatever I need to do.  Thank you all!

[Vilkate]

Upon this I had two immediate ideas:

1.Either you suffer from demophobia (fear of crowds&people);

2.Or, you have become very sensitive oh human energies. I, too, very often (almost all the time) experience feelings alike when meeting new people or being around many of them; however, I don't get nausea, just sudden quivers, and a want not to touch them and be left alone.


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Anyhow, I don't know how to help you to make these sensations cease, as they have only been becoming stronger for me, and I don't feel it as a problem for me; therefore, I have not tried to stop them.

[Zarklon]

Thanks for your input .. one thing I can say is I definately dont have a fear of crowds cause I went crowd surfing a TOOL concert before and loved it!  But I do believe these feelings are or at least have been increasing for quite some time now.. If anyone has any ideas maybe for how to lessen these feelings and only feel them more by will then please let me know.. maybe a shielding of my aura of some sort?  I've never tried or had much of a reson to do something like that before so I'de be kinda sketchy about it if I had to =/   Thanks again.

[Multihealer]

Hi Zarklon!

I´ll send light so you will get a clear view of what is happening. And it will release blocking in you're energy field as well     Perhaps i medial introduction class would do it for you?

Love and light
Kent

[Zarklon]

phew.. if your light was responsible for last night I'm really thanking you because I had a major day with my girlfriend who is possibly pregnant with my baby and she ended up doing something to make me upset and wouldnt realize she was taking a risk or at least wouldnt admit it for a while yesterday and I ended up leaving and getting to a payphone and all kinds of stuff.. it really was amazingly scary and at the same time it cleared a lot of smoke around my life .. I lost a person I thought was being a good friend but in turn was trying to get in my pants .. lol.. I'll leave it at that ..  and she realized her Ex was doing the same when she took a ride with him to get a "jack" for his car .. C'mon .. anyway .. If that was the way for me to see the light then thanks .. but it definately created a small patch of fog somewhere I'm still trying to heal..  Peace and thank you much!

[Multihealer]

Hi Zarklon!

Excellent Zarklon, I'm so glad for you. Keep up the good spirit  

Love and light
Kent