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erynys

i just got healed today. by principle. i feel great. i havent had a bad thought since then. and ive been really hyper. ive been singing a lil bit better cause i have better pitch, and i no longer choke when i try to take really big breathes. my energy is flowing so quickly and freely in my body. and when i feel my chakras, they're really healthy. its so great. there's not a demon in my house. btw, if you say their name or mention them, it attracts their attention, so i will only mention them once, and thats on this post. anyways, i can feel my energy burning so brightly in me and i feel so positive and good. :) its so wonderful. thanks to principle for being so awesome. :) i will try that pillar thing. and i dont think ill need the LBRP. i can do my own magick. it seems to work better when i follow my instincts, which have become a lot stronger lately. :) toodles.
im not really THAT psychic. i just like to pretend that i am. :)

Nay

You're taking that "pretend" thing to the fullest extent, eh? 

erynys

im not really THAT psychic. i just like to pretend that i am. :)

Nay

...Ummm..this..pretend...thing.....   "im not really THAT psychic. i just like to pretend that i am. :) "


Jelal67

Talanay, I think you should give him a break. I'm only seventeen, and I remember all the things that happened to me at that age and how real they felt. He obviously has enough excrement going on in his life to have somebody creating doubt in his already troubled time, and especially now that he is feeling better, cut him some slack.
I'd rather spend my life attempting to make myself happy rather than prevent myself from being unhappy.

Nay

:)  Didn't think I was breaking him....   I'm not sure what you mean about being seventeen and having feelings and whatnots...  We all have that.. right?  You don't see this whole thread as some big joke?....

erynys

um. hmmmmmm.....im 15....but yeah. no its not a joke. why are you so cynical? thats a little odd. anyways. good news, because of my increased energy flow, i have made progress in tk. i am now able to feel objects and their molecules. yay. its cool. cause i reached to my psiwheel, and i felt the paper, and the shape and everything. it was cool.
im not really THAT psychic. i just like to pretend that i am. :)

Nay

I'm cynical because this whole thing for two days has been nothing more than a joke, sorry.   I'll be serious when it gets serious and people stop living in a fantasy.

violetlight

Quote from: TalaNay on April 24, 2007, 06:23:48
I'm cynical because this whole thing for two days has been nothing more than a joke, sorry.   I'll be serious when it gets serious and people stop living in a fantasy.

:-D everyones Living in a fantasy!

a world of their creation, ne pas?

lets make it peaceful.. by living through compassion...

and lets start here.
"Most people do not really want freedom, because freedom involves responsibility, and most people are frightened of responsibility."  -- Sigmund Freud

Nay

Sorry, I don't believe in feeding people's fantasies.  It's best to not lie to oneself and or others. :)

erynys

ok, feeling the hate, processing the hate, rejecting the hate, trashing the hate, ok, its gone. :)
im not really THAT psychic. i just like to pretend that i am. :)

violetlight

Quote from: TalaNay on April 24, 2007, 19:15:14
Sorry, I don't believe in feeding people's fantasies.  It's best to not lie to oneself and or others. :)

how would you feel if someone told you that obeing was impossible... and that you were making up all your experiences... that they were a fantasy?
"Most people do not really want freedom, because freedom involves responsibility, and most people are frightened of responsibility."  -- Sigmund Freud

Nay

Quote from: violetlight on April 24, 2007, 19:36:18
how would you feel if someone told you that obeing was impossible... and that you were making up all your experiences... that they were a fantasy?

It wouldn't bother me one bit.   

I am not making my comments in order to be mean, I'm being honest, from my point of view.  I see someone describe experiences that seem to fit the description of someone partaking in drugs, Salvia to be exact.  To me, it all played out like...well, just that, a play.  Spider sacs, dark evil clouds and spirit guides that seem to be waiting in the wings for a consult....  I'm sorry but it all seemed too much like a story.  My doubting the experiences should not take away from them...

violetlight

Quote from: TalaNay on April 24, 2007, 20:13:18
a play.  Spider sacs, dark evil clouds and spirit guides that seem to be waiting in the wings for a consult.... 
lol!

yes, and you are entitled to your opinion..

but, ultimately, it is an opinion.


i know youre not trying to be cruel...

but cynicism seems to drive wedges further between us...

it maintains the illusion that we are separate, and that each of us is right..

and it disconnects us from our natural empathy.

who cares is someone is pulling a fast one?

for the slight humiliation it might cause, knowing we've been 'had'-

those moments where our hearts opened to someone else's truth

and we felt a longing deep inside that someone would know peace...

those moments reAwaken us to our True nature.. which is absolute... and the only True Truth there is.

peace~

violet
"Most people do not really want freedom, because freedom involves responsibility, and most people are frightened of responsibility."  -- Sigmund Freud

erynys

talanay, the images i see are exactly like the images others see. im just using different words to express how i view them. i know they're not spider sacs. ok. they're balls of energy. to me, they look like how a spider sac would if a spider sac was made of energy. i dont do drugs. ive never done drugs, and i dont drink anymore. im not on any medication and i dont create fantasy worlds for myself. it bothers me that you say these things merely because it is insulting and rude, not because i feel you are doubting my experiences.
im not really THAT psychic. i just like to pretend that i am. :)

Jelal67

I geuss in the end, its all subjective though...
I'd rather spend my life attempting to make myself happy rather than prevent myself from being unhappy.

Nay

Violet, I appreciate you thinking I need to change, but I'm comfortable with myself.. so, thanks, but no thanks. :)

eryn, you should not feel insulted if it what I say isn't true.  Laugh and go forward with your life without another thought of me, regardless of my believing or not believing you.  I still don't btw.  but that is my issue.  :)

violetlight

im comfortable with you too.

its the world im not comfortable with.

it needs peace.

yet, it has to start somewhere.

i am prepared to take responsibility for what i contirbute to all we regard as 'hate' and 'fear'.

i think we all should.

but then, this is just my opinion  :wink:

peace~
"Most people do not really want freedom, because freedom involves responsibility, and most people are frightened of responsibility."  -- Sigmund Freud

Nay

You're not going to make us hold hands and sing kumbaya now, are you?  ;)

Selski

Quote from: TalaNay on April 25, 2007, 09:37:59
You're not going to make us hold hands and sing kumbaya now, are you?  ;)
I love kumbaya! 

Can we sing it Nay?  Aww, go on, go on, please...  :-)

Sarah
We all find nonsenses to believe in; it's part of being alive.

Nay

:-D  I'm singing but it just isn't the same without you being able to hear me... gives it a whole new level. :-D

erynys

i think everyone is over analyzing everything.
im not really THAT psychic. i just like to pretend that i am. :)

violetlight

 :-D

ku-mba..YA  m' lord-

  :wink:

well.. it starts somewhere!

but hey- what else are we constantly searching for?

peace~
"Most people do not really want freedom, because freedom involves responsibility, and most people are frightened of responsibility."  -- Sigmund Freud

Nay

Happiness and quiet.. blessed quiet.  :-D

violetlight

"Most people do not really want freedom, because freedom involves responsibility, and most people are frightened of responsibility."  -- Sigmund Freud