Those faces are now on my wall

[StrangeDreams]

Ever since my 3rd eye has opened I have been seeing faces when I close my eyes.  Most are not human and do not look friendly.  Szaxx just told me yesterday to have no fear.  But something just happened...I found the picture of Astral Pulse Island and copied it so I can print it out and hang it in my room.  I stared at it on my compter monitor for a long time then looked over at the wall in my room (which is white).  I first saw the square image but then it changed.  I began to see yellow all over my wall then green then suddenly I was staring at those faces, the ones I only see with my eyes closed.  It just looks like a movie playing on my wall but that thing...some kind of green alien/monster type thing with a whole lot of twisted up faces all over it just staring at me.  This is tripping me out.  I'm on the third floor so I guess there's no hope for me because honestly, this is too much.  If that thing suddenly becomes three dimensional and is in my room, I'm jumping out the window. 

[Lionheart]

 Hello StrangeDreams, to get a better perspective on what is happening I went back and reviewed your past posts and I see a pattern that has emerged. At first you were trying desperately to project, but still mentioned not being over the fear scenarios yet. Then you started to progress further, but still didn't handle or confront the fear scenario. Now you are even further and you still haven't handled your fears yet. Now is the time to step back from all of this and reevaluate what you wish to achieve here and how you are going to get there. But you have to handle the fear problem or this is as far as you are ever going to go with Astral Travel.
Please check out this video, the part you want starts at the 1:00:00 hour mark and goes for 7 minutes.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRar8IOwic8&feature=BFa&list=PLEB923BB17E5849A3&lf=plpp_video
I hope this helps you because as I see it, right now you are scaring the beegeebus out of yourself!  

One other thing I  wanted to say here is, if you stare at a colored picture on a computer or a poster etc. for a length of time, then you stare at white wall immediately after that, an illusion is created. Look up Illusions on a Google search and you will see what I mean.

[Szaxx]

Hi,
Your developing a runaway train. YOU ARE IN CONTROL.
I've been there at 8/9 years old. If a kid can get over it Im sure you can. Thats a kid on his own with a cfap load more things happening too. Things you've not mentioned so stop being silly. Thoughts=action its one rule you need to understand fully, yep, you're tasting it in its glory. Its sweet, well most of the time. You can morph the images you see, you can learn to vaporize them too. You can create an image of anything you wish. You can see these images in 3D. You can hear them too. You can be convinced they are real.you can smell them too.
Note the 'can' in all of this?
Running away? Think about that for a second. You are creating these images thats YOU. How on planet earth do you run away from yourself physically? You can't. Skip the jumping too, bad move...
Ok, get a grip of your mind and face this head on.
It a test. Its usually the first big one. Master this fear and your life changes. Its the first step to success. I think that many on here have been  here. Its easy to do.
Stop dead, shout if you wish and hit the image with another, one that will help you. It could be captain scarlet or a giant eraser. You create the fear then create the cure.

[NoY]

like the bogat in harry potter


:NoY:

[StrangeDreams]

thank you for the replies/advice.  I agree with what both of you are telling me.  Sorry I jumped offline last night but I had to get out of my room, go downstairs (used the stairs not the window) and regroup.  Lionheart I agree about the pattern.  I finally started to become comfortable with the strange and sometimes scary things in the astral but I saw this clairvoyance thing as a totally separate issue and I got scared all over again.  It seems I am going to have to get a grip and face my demons.  I realize running away won't help since at first I only seen them with eyes closed.  So I conveniently avoided closing my eyes.  Now it's out in the open and telling me I can't avoid it any longer.  I just accepted a live-in position as a coordinator for a women's shelter house and since I moved in last week there hasn't been anyone else in the house and this is a huge, old house with a myriad of rooms and late night noises and such.  I assume that is contributing to my fear. 

Szaxx I will take your advice as well.  Since I started seeing these things it hasn't felt like I had any control over it.  I tried once but honestly didn't put enough effort into it.  I can't imagine how you dealt with all of this (and more) at such a young age.  I felt like progress was being made in the astral as far as my fear, but now I see it starting all over again over these visions.  So I will listen to you both and confront it.

One more thing that I believe confirms what you both said (the pattern, the fear, a test).  Last night I had a dream (perhaps a projection but I wasn't aware of it as I usually am, I didn't even know I was dreaming, thought it was really happening).  Without going into all the details here's the end of it:  I was with my ex-boyfriend who died several years ago.  For some reason I felt like he was going to hurt me so I yelled (or maybe said in my mind) "Help, Spirit guides!" (I have never actually met my guides but for some reason everytime I'm in a scary situation I say this).  Immediately a large serpent looking creature appeared to be swimming towards him and when it jumped out of the water it changed into the strangest thing I ever saw.  It looked like a man lying down on the ground but contained in his body was another man/creature standing up.  The whole thing was covered in a beautiful zigzag pattern of three different shades of green.  I believe it was meant to scare me but Iwas so mesmerized by the beauty of the colors and the pattern that all I said was "aww, he's pretty".  I turned for a split second and when I looked back the thing was gone and in it's place was a naked man standing there and on his face and stomach were traces of paint of the same pretty green colors.  He looked human except for the tail that shot out across the room and tickled me on the nose as he said, "Next time I won't be so pretty."  It was very strange but I believe this was another test.

Again, thank you for your quick replies, insight and advice.  I have much gratitude for the Astral Pulse and all of you wonderful people here.

[Szaxx]

By giving us trust and understanding you have made yourself beautiful moreso.
Thank you for this trust.

[Lionheart]

 I'm glad you finally bravely confronted your fear. One test complete, more to come. This is the way we learn our true lessons in the Astral! 

[StrangeDreams]

such sweet words Szaxx, thank you.  Thank you as well Lionheart.  I will keep you posted as new developments unfold.