Been a while...

[gwciv]

Hello wonderful travelers of AP, it's been some time.

Life took me out of my endeavors for astral travel and as a result, I'm back to square one. It seems all the work I put in to it has left me and as a result, frustration is getting the better of me... A terrible enemy for relaxation and focus.

I'm mainly writing to get this out of my system and maybe a little moral support. I have no one that I care to talk to about this in daily life, you guys are it.

Ah, my status report:

Never getting to enough relaxation for separation any more. Also, I've developed some acute sleep apnea that seems to be preventing quite a bit. Also, despite my past successes, which were beautiful and very close, my belief seems to be wavering. It's almost as if I've learned too much, I've learned too many techniques without finding a truly successful one. I remember mind awake/body asleep being a gem. Phasing was starting to produce slightly as well. What do you ya do?

Anyway, I'd love comments, feedback, a fly out during the night to pull me out, positive emotions, whatever. I will not give up, whatever the case.

Best thoughts and wishes to everyone, I admire you all,


G

[Xanth]

If you're becoming frustrated with the lack of success at conscious OBE's... then perhaps you should forget about OBE's for the time being and just work on self-relaxation?

I imagine that the OBE's will naturally start coming back to you sooner or later.