Diary Of A Projector: NaCirema_NY

[NaCirema_NY]

Alright...I Noticed That There's A Bunch Of People That Are Seeking Verification That AP Is REAL, Since They've Been Trying SO Hard, And Can't Seem To Get The Gist Of It...I've Been Studying It For A While (Few Months) And Have Only Once Tried To Induce AP Without Hemi/Holosync And Once WITH It (Last Night)...I'm Creating A Journal To Show Unbiased Proof/Experience Of What I Go Through On My Journey To AP...Let Me Let You All Know That I Don't Believe I'm Gifted Psychically At All, And I'm Only 18 Years Of Age...I Would NEVER EVER Lie About Any Of The Statements Made In This, Or Any Other Thread...With That Said...Here I Bring To You:

The AP Journal Of NaCirema_NY

Thursday, September 01. 6:00 A.M. Eastern Time.

I've Had MUCH Sleep...About Twelve Hours. I Heard It's Best To Attempt AP While You're Not Tired, So I'm Hoping This Experience Will Take Me Somewhere...Not Asking For Much, But At Least Somewhere...My Little Sister Will Be Getting Up To Get Ready For School In A Few Minutes, But Hopefully, She Won't Be Loud Enough To Distract Me While I'm Listening To "Boxed Nirvana", A MP3 File I Burned To A CD A Few Hours Ago...I've Kinda Been Putting This Off, As I Would've Attempted This A Few Hours Ago, But I Can't Lie...I'm A Bit Scared. Even If I've Read NOT To Be...I Prayed Before I Went To Sleep, To God, Asking That If Projection Is Anything UN-God Like, Or Demonic, To Keep Me From Being Successful At It. I Sleep With The Bible Right Next To My Bed, On The Floor. It Makes Me Feel Safer...

-- 6:06 A.M. Eastern Time.

Right Before I Get Ready To Listen To The Tapes And Relax Myself, I Notice The Time...6:06. I Have A Weird Sort Of Hallucination -- Not Really A Hallucination, But A 'Movie Like' Flash Forward Where I Fall Into Astral Projection, And Wake Up, And The Clock Says 6:66. Maybe I'm Just Overreacting...But It Just Weirds Me Out A Bit...So I Wait Until The Clock Changes To 6:07, Before I Begin...I Don't Know Why I'm Acting So Weird, But Seeing The '7' On The Clock Makes Me Feel A Whole Lot Better, Knowing That Seven Is 'God's Number'. It Reassures Me That I'm Still In His Hands...I Need To Chill Out.

-- 6:08 A.M. Eastern Time.

Alright...I'm Calm...Mind Is Clearing A Bit...I Close My Blinds The 'Other Way', Close My Curtains As Well...A Little Light Shines In. I Throw My Comforter Over My Window. Cover Up The Display On My Big Stereo. I Want To Focus. I Don't Want Light To Distract Me. I Turn My Box Fan On Low...So It's Not Too Loud. I Feel Cool, And Comfortable. I Lay Flat On My Bed With My Hands To My Side. Pillows Underneath Both Arms, And My Head As Well. I Grab My Miniature Boom Box, And Headphones...Place Them On My Bed, Next To My Pillow, And Turn The Boom Box 'Track Display' Away From My Face...This Way, I Won't Be Startled Or Distracted By The Bright Red Numbers. I Put The Headphones On, And Press Play. Relax. What I Hear Is Like Nothing I've Heard Before...At Least Not On An Audio Track...I Turn It Up A Little...Sounds Like Rain...And Some Other Strange Sounds...
Here We Go...

Over The Course Of What I Think Is About An Hour, I Feel Myself Slipping In And Out Of The 'Dream State'. I Keep Pulling Myself Back, To Stay Awake And Try To Focus...I'm Starting To Feel Something...I Feel Oddly Warm Around My Legs, Slowly Creeping Up My Body...VERY Slowly...This Actually Feels Quite Refreshing...Now Stay Focused...Don't Lose It...A Tones Begin To Come In...I Think To Myself, "These Must Be Where I Open Up The Different Chakras"...For Each Tone..." When They First Come In, They Startle Me A Bit, Out Of My State Of Relaxation, But I Get Back On Track...As I Begin To Focus More, My Throat Itches...My Eye Itches...Feels Like Something's Crawling On Me...But I Don't Move. I Want This To Work.

What Is This? I Can Barely Feel My Hands! Am I Going Numb? Is This Actually Working? Calm Down. Don't Get Too Startled...Should I Move My Hands To See If They're Still Numb? Maybe I'm Halfway Out Of My Body Already...STOP THINKING, And Focus...Okay...Calm...

When I Inhale, My Leg Muscles Start To 'Tighten Up' In A Weird Way...Something's Happening To Me...I Purposely Inhale A Couple Times To Make Sure This Is Happening...Yes. Inhale = Leg Muscle Reaction...What Is This? I Don't Care, As Long As The Track Is Doing Something To Me...A While Later...I'm Starting To Lose Focus...Damnit...I Just Heard My Sister Close The Door...I'm Losing It...Keep It Together...Let Me Make Sure This Is Still Having An Effect On Me...

Inhale...Good. It's Still Working.

Tones Change Some More...Man This Is Taking Forever...I Really Didn't Think That I'd Want To Go To Sleep, But I'm TIRED Now...I'm Awake, But I'm Still Tired Even Though I'm Not Doing Anything...Man...I Wonder If I Can Try TO See My Room With My Eyes Closed?....I Try...Maybe It's Just Too Dark In Here...I Really AM Thinking Too Much...Dammit, There Goes Another Noise...F*ck It.

*SNAP*

-- 6:48 A.M. Eastern Time.

I Just Sit Up Frantically And Immediately...Look At The Clock...6:48? It's Been THAT Long? I've Been Listening For 40 Minutes? Wow...I Thought Maybe Only About 15 At The Most...Guess Time Really Does Slip Away From You...I Turn Off The Track, And Go To The Bathroom...I Sit Up, And "Expect" Hallucinations Or Drowsiness Of Some Sort...Nothing Happens..."Maybe This Sh*t Doesn't Work, After All...I'll Try Tomorrow...Maybe I'll Start A Journal Online Or Something...Don't Feel Like Writing..." Hmmm...Let Me Check Something...I Go Back To My Bed...

Inhale...Nothing...Inhale Again...Nothing...Back To Normal...Wow...Maybe Something DID Happen...Let Me Just Go To Sleep...

*End*

So I Ended Up Sleeping With The Track Playing Lightly, Without The Headphones...I Knew This Wouldn't Help, But Maybe I'd Become More Comfortable To Use IT Again...If I Just Slept To It Without The Headphones Once...Who Knows...Anyway, I Went To Work, After Waking Up At 3PM, And Here I Am...5:00 AM...Getting Ready To Attempt It Again...Wish Me Luck Guys...Hope You Enjoy The Journal Of My Personal Journeys Into Astral Projection...Comments, Questions, Everything Is Welcome Here...See You All Later. OnE.

Friday, September 02, 5:00 A.M. Eastern Time.
To Be Continued...

[Quo Animo]

Cool. I might try boxed nirvana in the future but you listen to Papoose? I see you got one of his quotes in ya sig and nacirema in ya name.

[NaCirema_NY]

Yeah, i Listen To Him, And Personally I Feel Like I Had The Whole "NaCirema" Concept Before He Did, But He Went Public With It, So A Whole Lotta People Think I Got It From Him...But That Isn't The Case...Anyway, I Would Drop A Journal Entry Today, But Last Night When I Tried To Listen, I Couldn't Keep At It For More Than Ten Minutes, So I Gave Up And Went To Sleep...This Time, I Waited Until My Sister LEFT, But By Then, It Was About 7AM And I Was Tired, And Had To Be At Work By 12PM...So, No Attempt Last Night...Again, I Have To Work At 12 Tomorrow, So Depending On How Late I Stay Up, I May Or May Not Try This Tonight...I'll Keep Y'all Posted Though...OnE.

[Shuriken]

I believe that your strong religious belief hinders you in your AP.
I'm not saying to worship the devil or do anything destructive but do realize that you cannot have a good without an equal evil.

The greatest most terrible thing the devil does is attempt to convince us he does not exist

Also the side you are on is always the "good" one so do not disrespect the evil doers because our evil is their good and they keep the world in balance.

Sorry if I'm preaching to anybody

[pap169]

Question: Satan, is he really the bad guy he's made out to be or is he (which I tend to believe) an Archangel whose job it is to tempt us, in which case we will hopefully choose God, our and others' highest good or selfishness and things? That to me seems like service, and he has to take all the heat!


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Answer from Jesus:

Evil was never created by God. Evil was never authorized by God. Evil is not necessary for the unfoldment of God's purposes. Evil is not a polar opposite of God or of God-good.

Evil is the result of a choice. The original choice was made by Lucifer, who refused to go along with God's decision to create, or rather to expand creation. Satan was one of Lucifer's lieutenants, and he chose to follow Lucifer when the former left the circle of God.

When God originally created the material universe, God envisioned no role whatsoever for dark forces. However, God gave human beings free will and God respects his own laws. When human beings used their free will to descend into a lower state of consciousness, they made themselves vulnerable to the temptations and the manipulations of dark forces. This was not what God wanted to happen. However, because God had given people free will, God allowed it to happen.

God will continue to allow human beings to continue to allow the operation of dark forces on planet Earth. The only way to stop the influence of dark forces is to rise above the relativity of the carnal mind, because it is this state of consciousness that enables dark forces to influence human beings.

It is correct that in people's current state of consciousness, the dark forces do have the function of forcing people to choose. Choose ye this day whom ye will serve. However, this was not God's original plan or design.

When you look at the current conditions on Earth, the dark forces have a certain function. Nevertheless, in the eyes of God they are not performing a service. God never gave them the job; human beings gave them the job.

It is extremely important for a human being to avoid any kind of sympathy or other misguided emotions towards dark forces. These forces will immediately and mercilessly exploit such an opportunity to gain an inroad into your consciousness. You have to understand that such forces have no compunctions whatsoever about manipulating you or violating your free will.

There is no reason to feel sympathy towards dark forces. In reality, the dark forces are only receiving the heat that they themselves have created. As is the case with human beings, the dark forces have created their own "reality." They are simply reaping the consequences of their actions. They also have free will, and they can at any moment choose to begin the spiritual path that leads them back to God. If they sincerely make that choice, then we of the Ascended Host will give them all possible assistance to help them return home. However, we must always bow to the free will of both human and other beings.

I have stated elsewhere that people often make the mistake of projecting human qualities unto God. Likewise, people often project human qualities unto dark forces, thinking that such forces are not all bad. This is a very severe mistake that can only detract from, and potentially destroy your spiritual growth.

On the other hand, you should not hold any negative feelings towards such forces, because that too can give them an inroad into your consciousness. The only way to deal with such forces is to learn from my temptation by the devil. You simply rebuke their temptations without engaging them through positive or negative emotions.

When you attain Christhood and nonattachment to the things of this world, the Prince of this world will come to you, yet he will have nothing in you. He will have no attachments whereby he can influence your soul.

A magnificent example of this process was delivered by my Brother of Light, Gautama Buddha, when he was tempted by the demons of Mara. He remained nonattached to any of their appearances. All spiritual seekers will have to pass that same initiation before winning their permanent freedom from the material universe. You migth as well begin now by letting go of all illusions concerning dark forces

FOR POWERFUL TECHNIQUES THAT WORK TO OPEN THE CHAKRA AND RAISE YOUR KUNDALINI GO TO:

http://www.askrealjesus.com/J_SPIRITUALTOOLBOX/AASpiritualtoolMAIN.htm

The Tsunami and New Orleans is just the beginning. Next year the world will change. Will you be prepared?
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[Shuriken]

Let's take a step back from religion and understand this in an unbiased point of view:

Good and Evil are two opposing forces.
Confirm the moral values of both sides and follow the one which fits your being

Personally, I create I do not destroy In your terms I follow god.
So you can stop sending me religious one-sided information to my PM box.

[Annilus]

This is totally off topic, but i find your diary really hard to read because every letter starts with a capital letter, sorry, im just a freak