My experience just wondering

[fate]

Sometimes I have these experiences and they are so real, much more real than everyday life and I know this but there are not many people that I know who I can talk about this subject so it gets frustrating that I know this but not be able to talk to someone.  So I begun to search the internet for some chat rooms or forums so I can express my experiences and get some feedback if someone knows if my experiences are similar to theirs.  I have been OBE traveler for a quite long time but none of them are voluntary and I have tried everything to do this voluntary but with no avail.  I have this experience that I had just last saturday.

I was in bed and woke up with this force of electricity like my body was running against wall of brutal wind, I was laying sideways and not on the back, it seems like these electricity type experience is different in how my body position is. Next thing I knew that it was time for OBE but nothing happened, I waited a while and then I thought about the door next to me and click I was in front of the door, but it was dark and I could not see very well, click I was back in my body, the electricity feeling was still there so I tried again and tried to go through the window and it was very hard like trying to get through a very hard rubber and then I popped out of the window.  I thought what should I do next, I flew upward through the skies and tried to get to the stratosphere, but then I begun to get afraid of the heights so I plumed to earth, I thought of my grandfather who is dead and I was at my old grandfathers house and in the garden who he loved, he was attending the flowers.  I stood in front of him and he looked at me and knew that I should not be there and left because he knew that I missed him. So next thing I did was to try to thing maybe I can talk to some dead people that I don´t know so next thing that happened I was in like a train but not a train and there where alot of people there who where looking at me and I begun to chat to a woman named Helen and she asked me who I was and I explained that I was a human still living and going through an experience called astral projection witch a living person can go through the same places as the dead go, she smiled and said that she had never seen anyone that had done that before, and click I was back in my body.

So if someone can tell me if this experience is similar to theirs or at least let me know if this experience is real.  It is like a fight in my self trying to figure out if these experiences are real or not, but when they are happening they are more real than life, it is complete freedom, so much freedom that I cannot explain it better.  These experiences I experience that there is no time, everything is live and it does not matter what it is such as an object or a flower, and I feel like I am apart of everything.

[Greytraveller]

Hello fate
Your experience certainly Was real and it appears to have been an OBE. It is not unusual to have trouble flying while out of body. This has happened to many people, including me  .
Now I have never met a deceased relative while out of body yet many people have. That was a positive meeting because now you know that he survived physical death and is now living a nonphysical existence.

Hope this helps 
Grey