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Vanessa

So I have sort of gotten distracted by life these past 10 years or so. Life has been hard, lol.
I joined this site I think in 2013 and started astral projecting in 2012.

I quickly learned to achieve short OBE's almost nightly or at least 5-10 times a month when I began. Never long experiences nevertheless fun.

I noticed back during 2012 that just being aware going to sleep. I would start hearing voices of people I heard during the day but never paid attention to. As if the brain was releasing thing which may have been important but neglected during the day. Sort of like hearing things that had been stored in short term memory. But hours later. Eventually the voices would end and it would get quieter. Then I'd start seeing images of never seen landscapes etc. Sometimes I'd just hear sounds as if in real life but HD. I found out fast that I could induce hearing music by trying to exercise some unknown muscle in the brain. I'd listen to songs Michael Jackson never made, or songs I liked IRL. It would be like remembering the sounds of a song vaguely IRL, but then focusing on it in just the right way (relaxed, but focused at the same time). Eventually the memory of the sound became real. I was pretty good at it. I could do it within minutes usually. Then I got more and more distracted by life each year. I forgot to use these gifts I gained so fast. I usually had OBE's without trying to hard and other experiences for a few years after I first started in 2012.

Now I haven't really had any of these things in the past few years. With the occasional exception. Honestly life been hard and I am not as present as I once was. I am sort of zoned out at all times to cope with existing. It's like I have forgotten how to exist normally in this world. I am constantly in a sort of alpha state, sort of in my head. Sort of inbetween reality and deeper states. But never completely in one or the other. Sort of stuck inbetween..

Yesterday I read the forum post on Phasing again by Frank. One of many that I resonated with. I intended to try it again last night as I had tried it before with some success. But I think I let go of the idea as I needed to sleep. I figured sleeping was more important.

In my sleep I later found myself unexpectedly in sleep paralysis. The room looked different. I was a little scared as usual, but not terrified. So I rolled out as I usually do. But I had vision and movement problems. Eventually I was in a dark space. Intending to fly out of the room. I half succeeded, but lost my way. I instead ended up in a completely black void. I decided to continue falling into the void and forget about the IRL world. It worked I was completely detached into the dark void. It felt nice to be back there. As I kept letting go into the void. The once again familiar purple vortex began unfolding. I was falling in the vortex, wondering if I ever will make my way through it (I have tried before but never do). It was nice being there, but I woke up just as the purple vortex began to stengthen. I wonder if I will ever find out where it leads or what it is. I've been in it before.

So a small experience after some time off

LightBeam

I'm glad you are experiencing again the non-physical. How exciting! I find that the more I talk about it with like minded people and think about it during my daily routines (life goes on :)) the more I am in tune overall and have frequent experiences of all sorts while asleep and awake as well. That's why it's important to me to come here and feel the complete freedom to express myself and as a bonus to also perhaps help people if they find my experiences and input informative.

I also wanted to challenge you on the statement "life is hard" :)
For fun, try to change the definition and tweak it a little. Try looking at this way "Life has challenges that help me learn and grow. What am I learning from these OPPORTUNITIES". If you replace the word hardship, pain, challenge, with the word Opportunity, you will feel immediate shift on how you perceive life. And when you change your reactions towards "opportunities" the more your manifested reality will change to match that reaction. Find the positive within every situation, the lesson, the strength you acquired with every step. And most of all feel extremely proud of yourself that you are so brave and resilient to you have chosen to enter a very intense school :)
"The problem is not the problem. The problem is your attitude about the problem."
Captain Jack Sparrow

Volgerle

Quote from: Vanessa on September 24, 2024, 11:53:22It worked I was completely detached into the dark void. It felt nice to be back there. As I kept letting go into the void. The once again familiar purple vortex began unfolding. I was falling in the vortex, wondering if I ever will make my way through it (I have tried before but never do). It was nice being there, but I woke up just as the purple vortex began to stengthen. I wonder if I will ever find out where it leads or what it is. I've been in it before.
First of all, welcome back.  :-)

Some comments on the purple vortex topic:

A time ago I had some experiences with the purple vortex/spiral/galaxy thing. For me it seemed to indicate a kind of portal or gateway to a network to either other dimensions or planets. An alternative interpretation was that it is a database like an Akashic/Cosmic Wiki because I also experienced the Earth being displayed as a kind of interface to gain information from. Sounds weird I know, it is (or was) another research project of mine but I got stuck with doing other things or nothing due to lack of OBE opportunities (maybe in part also due to life's occassional hurdles and hardships like you have).

Btw, I searched now and re-found the thread I made here almost a year ago about a "purple vortex" in the Void back then (a kind of started "Void 2.0" project for me). Unfortunately so far it was discontinued for the stated reasons above. So if s.o. is interested you may read here:

https://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome-to-out-of-body-experiences!/the-void-part-2-5-years-later-the-videntia-project/

Btw2, I recently had decided to take up this project again and research  the purple void (database/gatweway) a bit more. Maybe it is time again and your post even is another sign for me to go ahead with this.

 8-)

Vanessa

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Quote from: LightBeam on September 24, 2024, 15:06:29I'm glad you are experiencing again the non-physical. How exciting! I find that the more I talk about it with like minded people and think about it during my daily routines (life goes on :)) the more I am in tune overall and have frequent experiences of all sorts while asleep and awake as well. That's why it's important to me to come here and feel the complete freedom to express myself and as a bonus to also perhaps help people if they find my experiences and input informative.

I also wanted to challenge you on the statement "life is hard" :)
For fun, try to change the definition and tweak it a little. Try looking at this way "Life has challenges that help me learn and grow. What am I learning from these OPPORTUNITIES". If you replace the word hardship, pain, challenge, with the word Opportunity, you will feel immediate shift on how you perceive life. And when you change your reactions towards "opportunities" the more your manifested reality will change to match that reaction. Find the positive within every situation, the lesson, the strength you acquired with every step. And most of all feel extremely proud of yourself that you are so brave and resilient to you have chosen to enter a very intense school :)

Yes, coming to this forum has always filled me with curiosity and caused me to delve deeper within the unknown. Reading and sharing experiences here is curiosity and exploration. It is exciting :) The great part about this site is that I feel like it is not flooded like the modern forums are. On here I feel like one can find more meaningful connection and information somehow. Today in a flood of information everywhere people seem to talk about things without substance just pushing out information without experiencing it themselves. Or maybe I am just naive?

I agree with your views on life. I both accept life for what it is, hard. But also recognize that I have learned an am learning things about the world and the essence of myself as the hits in life make the edges of my soul softer. Of course there are many beautiful things about life too in everyday life

Thank you for the kind words and well-wishing tone in your message :)

Vanessa

Quote from: Volgerle on September 25, 2024, 10:20:11First of all, welcome back.  :-)

Some comments on the purple vortex topic:

A time ago I had some experiences with the purple vortex/spiral/galaxy thing. For me it seemed to indicate a kind of portal or gateway to a network to either other dimensions or planets. An alternative interpretation was that it is a database like an Akashic/Cosmic Wiki because I also experienced the Earth being displayed as a kind of interface to gain information from. Sounds weird I know, it is (or was) another research project of mine but I got stuck with doing other things or nothing due to lack of OBE opportunities (maybe in part also due to life's occassional hurdles and hardships like you have).

Btw, I searched now and re-found the thread I made here almost a year ago about a "purple vortex" in the Void back then (a kind of started "Void 2.0" project for me). Unfortunately so far it was discontinued for the stated reasons above. So if s.o. is interested you may read here:

https://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome-to-out-of-body-experiences!/the-void-part-2-5-years-later-the-videntia-project/

Btw2, I recently had decided to take up this project again and research  the purple void (database/gatweway) a bit more. Maybe it is time again and your post even is another sign for me to go ahead with this.

 8-)

Thank your for welcoming me back :)

I am so intrigued about your comments on the purple vortex. Thanks for sharing with me. I hope you can continue your project and have more OBE's soon so we can all take part of your findings on the purple vortex. I am so intrigued by it. I hope you continue investigating it :) I am curious to hear more about it

Thanks for the link to the project. I will read it later