welcome to the forums [:)].
do you know what shielding is? that might be able to help you.
~kakkarot
First, this is Spectral Dragon's post on Psionic Shielding which may help:
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=9297
Secondly, you are like the third or fourth person to come here describing this problem and you may want to check out this thread:
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=9426
You might want to talk to Lockmar and Bard as they are having similar problems. You're not alone, definitely.
Dria, there IS such thing as Christian magic. the star of David, for example, is a good symbol of holy protection that is not taken lightly by any attacker I have seen. If you can I would wear a Star of David (make sure NOT to turn it upside down) this will not be a permanent way to keep them off, but will give you time to consider the following:
What are the weaknesses in myself my attackers/people reading my mind exploiting?
How can I fix them?
I would also take a look at this thread:
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=9551
And see if any of these apply to you.
Hi, I used to have a shielding technique, but I think I need something stronger. I have begun grounding myself and sending my string or light up the the universe as well.
I have had some of the situations where I'll think something and then someone within earshot will say something along the lines of what I was thinking of. Now it is a long story how this all happened. One of the things I want to do is only protect myself. I do not wish to get into a major battle with whoever is doing this. I just want to make it difficult for them to continue.
However, when it all got started someone walked by my office and said to the others, "Everyone think about "my name". After that, things started getting really weird. I had it happen with a new group and they told them to do the same thing and capped it with "that's what we think about "my name".
I am not a mean person and I just want to live my life, but I feel that this has been intrusive enough, and I'm ready to put a stop to it. I don't believe I am crazy and I have been to doctors and I am not crazy. Depressed, yes, but crazy, no.
Anyway, I need to find out about the Chakras, etc. I am also working on my Aura, and intend to make it stronger.
Oh yeah, last night (after I made the decision to protect myself), I kept seeing the word bound, but I kept erasing it. Interesting, huh? But then again, it could just be a dream and mean nothing.
HI Dria,
After reading your post, two things come to mind.
1. You need to work with your solar plexus chakra. This is located a few inches above your navel. It is the center of your will, power, success and happiness. Strengthening this center up will help give you the confidence to take control of your situation. From the way your post reads, I feel this is really important for you. The color for this chakra is yellow. If you are good at visualisation, do color breathing exercises. I also find this is a good point from which to imagine golden light expanding outwards like an explosion, at times when sudden and imediate protection is needed.
(don't neglect your other chakras, but I do think the solar plexus is important for you)
2. I thought you may want to try a clensing ritual. Just something simple like running a bath and saying a prayer and asking for the water to be blessed for you, maybe even a candle for atmosphere. I had a bout of depression a while back and I found this to be a really healing activity. If you are carrying any redundant energy that is attracting psychic attacks to yourself then this could help. (besides, a bit of self indulgence is excellent for the soul).
Good luck,
spiral
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Originally posted by Dria
I have had some of the situations where I'll think something and then someone within earshot will say something along the lines of what I was thinking of. Now it is a long story how this all happened. One of the things I want to do is only protect myself. I do not wish to get into a major battle with whoever is doing this. I just want to make it difficult for them to continue.
Sometimes it pays to look a these experiences in a different context and to see if they fit other models. In this case it may be that you are picking up on the thoughts of others prior to them being spoken. Obviously the context of the thoughts will help you to decide whether this other option is valid and therefore it is you picking up on their thoughts not them picking up on yours.
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However, when it all got started someone walked by my office and said to the others, "Everyone think about "my name". After that, things started getting really weird. I had it happen with a new group and they told them to do the same thing and capped it with "that's what we think about "my name".
Is this following your making comments to them about your experiences, maybe they are playing a game here to see how you react. As per the above you being sensitive may then be responding to the focus conciously or otherwise being made in your direction.
I would add that in some cases it can take surprisingly little focussed attention for a person to think that they are being seriously put upon.
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Oh yeah, last night (after I made the decision to protect myself), I kept seeing the word bound, but I kept erasing it. Interesting, huh? But then again, it could just be a dream and mean nothing.
Some people use that word to describe the building of a personal shield, it also has other connotations such as a type of entity but in the context of what you were doing it may be a suggestion that what you are doing is being effective.
Hi all,
I'm new here, but I want you to know that I have experienced a "Psychic Attack" since 1999, that I'm aware of. I have also had what I believe to be my co-workers being able to read my mind. Sometimes, people who I don't even know. I thought I was losing it for some time, and I've been treated for Depression and take my Zoloft every day. I know I'm not crazy, but I did wonder for awhile.
I have always been sensitive and I think when people got wind of it they were able to manipulate me.
I do take responsibility for this because I gave too much information about myself and my beliefs to them. I have had people go after me and attack what ever I think my own weaknesses are. It is much better now, but I still feel it in the office. Sometimes, I think it's just me and I'm being overly sensitive. I am working on getting centered again, and getting that tranquility back.
I made the mistake back in '99 of throwing negative energy out at the people who were sending it to me. (Big mistake). I am trying to be positive and accept myself again. I know that there is nothing wrong with me, and that I may be sensitive, but I don't have to feel other people's negativity.
I am seeking more information on what could be happening to me. What I want is to deflect it away and not towards anyone at all. I know that energy can come back.
Even though I'm Catholic, I am in tune with a lot and I am trying to accept it. However, I need to learn to handle it correctly. I'm tired of being a victim and want to be stronger.
I purchased some black tourmaline today and for some reason, I chose a jade egg that I can wear around my neck. I really liked it and bought it when I found it.
Anyway, thank you for listening to me. I look forward to getting to know you all better.
Dria