If this stirs you, meditate, wake up and see!!

[TheSeeker]

Good post.  One thing though, where did the number 144,000 come from?

[mattrox]

isnt that the number given by jehovahs witnesses?

[anothertruthseeker]

I started reading the feedback from members on this forum and I would like to throw in my own experience, in the hope that some of you wake up and smell the coffee.
In the last 5 years I have been suffering from a mild sleep disorder which leads me to shut down in the midday and also prevents me from enjoying the punchline of a good joke, as I start to feel my mucles collapse. Also known as narcolepsy, there is no known cure.In this period I was working in a very high pressured job, which was also highly paid, except i had never made friends with anyone in the places I worked and resulted in me taking happy drugs and indulging in hedonistic activities most weekends. In an effort to hide the sleep attacks at work, I was spending time napping on the toilet and missing deadlines.
Then I started getting fired from job after job, until finally I felt completely worthless, miserable and wretched. I was completely lost and frustrated, as well as directionless and i felt that maybe I should see a psychic for advice. Needless to say, the prognosis was good and I walked out feeling much better. I felt an extreme sense of gratitude and decided to commit myself to some sincere prayer for guidance. About 5 days later I started having the most incredible dreams, where I felt as though my whole body had been split apart and reassembled by 'beings' not of this world. It was as though my spirit body was being separated from my physical body on the bed.I have never been a religeous person, but I woke up to feeling that a huge amount of energy and information had been pumped into me, with me gasping as the vibrations rushed down my body. The dreams always began with what felt like hot fibres being spun at high speed through the centre of my thumb and forefinges. I awoke for the first time at about 2am staring at the tiny red puncture marks on my hands in disbelief.I felt as though I had been given a glimpse of a reality far greater than the one i had woken up to. I also remember that images were projected onto what felt like my own private cinema screen. They were universal spiritual symbols, akin to mandalas and codes.
Other dreams were involved where I had the feeling of beings talking to me through feelings. At first I was confused and protested against the abductions, asking why I was there. The reply..."we know what's best for you 'my name'" Later on I asked them angriy why they couldn't fix my narcolepsy seeing as though they were so advanced.
The reply was..."you don't have narcolepsy"

On moving back to my home country I had peacefull nights for months until I made the decision to learn how to meditate. Then all of a sudden the dreams began again and I remember one where I was enclosed in a room where a man was putting me through what felt like a battery of simulations and tests. It was about understanding my spirits ability to be invincible. I was plunged through all types of earth matter, such as steel, concrete and glass and then had to fight a fire breathing dragon. I had my legs bent back over my head and had to dive through my arse, symbolically "consuming my own s**t" as a way of dealing with fear.

Within days I had decided to go through a holistic healing process in an effort to rid me of emotional baggage. I had several sessions with a kinesiologist, in order to move on from holding the pain of the narcolepsy job losses. I also had relationship baggage and serious self esteem issues, relating to being overly hard on myself, impatient and not loving myself.
After the therapy i felt noticible lighter, as though a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. In short I was starting to feel better.
The next evening I started to sense a low frequency vibration in the room and it felt as though it was coming up through the floor.
I looked for info on the internet and found very little, except it made me call up an 'expert' on geopathic stress who dowsed the house and installed tacheons at great expense, which he said would sort the problem out. The next night was no different and I began to feel what I can only descibe as the beginnning of the most terrifying chapter in my life. It was as though this vibration had manifested into a prickly, sticky, dense ball of energy which was moving up and down my body at night. It would hover above my solar plexus and then as soon as my adrenal glands started working from terror,it would burrow it's way into my solar plexus and lodge there for most of the night, releasing a purring noise, which was so audiable, i though other people must be hearing it too. If it wasn't in my solar plexus it was creeping up my spine, on it's way to my head like a bubble. As it hit the nape of my neck I could feel the hairs on my head standing upright, as though an invisible hand was combing it from bottom to top. I was distinctly aware of a popping sound, as 'it' decended into my matrass and then up into me during the night. Once in my solar plexus, my entire stomach would bloat like a baloon and I would pass wind and spend most of the night on the toilet. In my dreams it would attack me like a brown, dirty blob and I would try and strangle it and chop it in half, which was futile. My sleep was becoming more and more disturbed and i started to experience evil seduction dreams, where I could sense a head attached o my penis, or a woman hovering me above my head. The dreams always began in a way that was enticing, like meeting a long lost friend or a missed family pet. Then they became very sinister with dark images, shape-shifting beings and forced sex.
I became depressed, brooding, solitary and worried. I started to have suicidal thoughts and began to fantasise about how I would end my life. This continued every night for seven months.
I told one or two select friends but they had never heard of anything like it.
I saw a priest who prayed on my head and exocised me. Something came out and my whole body shook with this dense vibration surging up through my body and out through my mouth and fingertips.
That same night it was back. I saw a reiki healer and she removed it, but it came back relentlessly each time.
My very supportive parents started to think that i might need psychiatric help and I tried to explain that what I was experiencing, could not be interpreted by the 5 senses. I said that it was as though my body had developed a sixth sense, detecting vibration.
My sleep attacks in the day became longer and deeper and I began to despair. I went from psychic to psychic looking for help and hoping they would recognise the symptoms and be able to give me some good advice. After spending heaps of cash on charlatans, I finally manage to find someone who I felt was sincere
She claimed to be a trance medium and a new age priest.
She channeled stuff that didn't resonate with me, but she told me in no uncertain terms that I needed to make a direct link with god, meditate as though my life depended on it and burn images of certain people who she felt could be sending me negative energy.
She also said that I was appraoching the 4th dimension and that my vibration was quite high. Apparently i am also psychic and from the Pleides and that I had been a priest in many past lives. She also suggested I draw pentacles on my feet and use seal and garlic oil, over and above the francinsense that I was already using, without dilution on my body every night.  I was initially skeptical and I
I tried to meditate, but found it very difficult, almost as though I was battling something inside me. In short, I gave up and the hell continued and one night i became scared for my life and drove home to my parents in desperation. We jointly decided that maybe I should go for a full psychiatric evaluation and I then consulted a psychiatrist, who thought that an EEG might be a good start to screen out any abnormal electrical activity on the brain. Those of you resonating to my story thus far, will notice how the medical fraternity would rather provide mind numbing drugs, rather than aknowledge psychic awareness.
Both my mother and sister are on long term medication for depression and i am determined not to go that route, so I agreed to be tested and went home. The following day I decided to get councelling from two non denominational pastors, who had both had supernatural encounters. They prayed with me one evening and I cied and cried for hours, feeling better for letting all the negativity out of me.
I also started praying every day and the following night I meditated with high intensity and managed to break through the fuzz and pressure. I wasn't in the zone for long, but when I snapped out of it, I felt clear and went to sleep with zero disturbance. I had another high energy dream that night with images flashing before me and when I woke up, felt great and fantastically positive or the first time in ages.
I got myself to the gym and decided to start a 3 day fast.
In these 3 days i felt a growing serenity and felt as if my sanity was returning. I became focused and kept exercising.
One week later and I feel like my life is coming together again.
I beleive in miracles and I beleive in God's compassion and love.
I understand that this has been some kind of initiation for me.
Perhaps a fourth dimensional test, which is designed to strengthen any soul areas needing work.
Since my sleep has improved i have given up drinking and smoking and I am doing the vegetarian thing.
I have grown enourmously and I am profoundly aware of the following things:
Changes are happening on earth. This is a move towards christ conciousnes and a move into a higher earthly dimention.
Those of us who don't wake up and see the evil going on around us, are living in a fools paradise. Take off the rose coloured glasses my friends. Question what you know about spirituality that you haven't been force fed by mainstream religeon.
Born again christian wannabees talk about developing a relationship with god inorder to be saved.
I never knew how to do this, but meditation is the way.
You have a spark of god inside you, which you need to connect with.
Once you have connected within, you will connect without and you will begin to change. Pray while in meditation and declare to god whose side you are on...then prove it to him. To do this you need toremove yourself from temptation. You need to rise up and be a shining example to others. This is how we raise the energy of the planet, not by ramming religeon down the throats of al in sundry.
If you want growth, you have to change your life completely.
Drop old friends who bring you down, start doing the simple things which bring you joy. Give generously and with compassion. Seek only truth and trust your own intuition. Most psychics are conciously or uncoinciously working with dark forces, although you will have to gather truths from each one with dicernement. Improve yourelf and raise your awareness though yoga or meditation.
There are 144,000 people who have been born to raise consciousness.
If you have never had a job that satisfies you, it could be that this is yuor lifes purpose. If you are one of these people, you will always have enough to survive. Let go and trust
Ask yourself the question: "Do I want to ascend in this lifetime?" "Do I want to lead by example and be a shining light?"
If the answer is yes, then you are in for a rough ride and you are going to suffer. Darkness is there waiting for you to stray off the path and you will be tested.
Faith and fear are the flip sides of the same coin and
you cannot know one without experiencing the other.
Face your worst nightmares and in doing so you will have faced your demons.
Read, read, read and then follow your gut feel, not your brain, which will use ego to bull**t you. Robert Bruce's book was helpful, but you need to see that you have drifted awaw from the light and that you need to come back to it, otherwise you will get lost in the dark.
Like a parent, God is always waiting for us to come back to him.
We are all angels with awesome powers to do good...don't wallow in self-pity.
All the information is available and at your disposal NOW.
Knowledge is power, ignorance is pain and suffering...hell on earth and all the psyhic self protection won't help.
Meditate properly into the zone and make it a daily ritual.
I know some of you feel helpless and terrified...I have been there...face it...suicide does not make the pain go away!!
If your life is so much misery then it's a strong sign that you need to discipline yourself to make life-changing changes.
The path is a knife edge...Good luck!