Ignorance was bliss

[Hephaestus]

You say you ran up to them and yelled at them to go away. Maybe they took that rather personal. Project again and if they are there apologise about it, if that doesnt work then at least you gave it a go and are sure of their intentions.
This entity that hovered / hovers over you, what does it look like, can you sense anything from it? What does it do, just always watch you?

[goingslow]

Hi everyone,

This is my first post on this board and I am relatively new to everything dealing with astral as well as negative entities.  However I have gotten a crash course in a way and feel I have learned a lot in the last few weeks.

I have had lucid dreams since I can remember dreaming.  But for the last five years or so I would often begin my lucid dream by waking up to find an entity just watching me or hovering over me.  At first this was a reaccuring nightmare to me where i'd think i was awake but would see the entity so would confront it thinking "its only a dream".  Finally I learned to walk through my bedroom wall when this happened and since I was able to do this i'd do anything i want while out (great lucid dreams).  now I had the waking paralysis many times and would force myself to get up (often times it was very hard to pull myself up off the bed) and then walk out the wall and enjoy the "lucid dream".  
Also many times I remember floating across the room and bouncing on the door and thinking "how weird this is" or sometimes flying up in a lucid dream and wondering why its not fun.. why its exactly like my house and why am i stuck in the ceiling type thing.  In other words I wonder how many of these were actually OBE's.  
Now the  part that is really bothering me is this..:  I always believed these entities were only things in  my dreams which were there to make me face fears and somehow overcome something in my everyday life.  The bravery I got when i ran up to them and yelled for them to go away was in the belief they could not hurt me because it's only a dream.  

Since finding out about OBE's and taking them seriously (not just thinking they were false awakenings people thought were real) I have had many encounters in my waking life with entities.  Before sleep now the noises I hear freak me out.. Also I believe I was attacked recently by some kind of negative entity (wont go into details but it was a scary experience).

Also this past weeks I have "awoken" to find a snake like thing attached to me, causing the paralysis I am very familiar with.  What scares me is after I snap out of it i still feel the exact pains and unique pulls of the snake on me.  This is scaring me and In a way i wish i could go back to the days i believed the entities were entirely "dreams".  

One thing i'd like to mention is Robert Bruces book on psychic self defense was a life saver.  Its so matter of fact it doesn't make me feel like a weirdo or a freak reading it.  He really knows about all this stuff and its a relief to read a book where you believe the author actually experienced these things.  i've used many of the tactics these past few weeks.  However I am afraid in a way but more disturbed that I keep being attacked and my waking paralysis episodes seem to be increasing.  
It seems like now that I have opened myself to the reality of the astral world I am being attacked.  I realize now it was happening before but it just seemed easier believing it was just a weird kind of dreaming I did.  Although I dont really regret opening myself by meditating and trying to strenghen my aura I feel as if I maybe was naive in thinking the paranormal or whatever it is called.. world would be fun.  So far it really isnt fun.  

I would appreciate any help on this matter but particularly on how i can perhaps make it so this astral wildlife creature doesn't cling to me or maybe fears me and stays away.  I feel a "biting" but its more of a pulling that hurts on my side or my ear and face often when im about to fall asleep.  I am in two seperate houses and only one has the snake creature... the other house has more noises and shadow men.

My dog also seems to sense the entities the nights i've tried to stay awake everytime i'd begin feeling myself falling asleep and vibrating she'd start barking in her sleep (yes she does this) and kicking.  Its funny because it's exactly at this time.. She also has looked up at the exact time i've heard  a bang before falling asleep at the exact spot on the wall I heard it with her ears up.  I am kind of worried about her when she's sleeping because if these things are effecting me physically and i can hear them.. i wonder if they're tormenting her when she's kicking out and barking like she does.
(i know this sounds silly but she's my dog and i feel the need to protect her too)

I have many more questions but this is so long I'll save them for later.