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QuoteAny assistance would be greatly appreciated, though I'm not certain I any longer have the will to carry it out.
QuoteReading up on the Goetia demons is what caused my second possession. Concentrating on their symbols and names apparantly calls them up quite effectively and unintentionally. I don't think it is wise, nor safe, to summon up such forces without first attaining the proper connection with one's higher self. Otherwise you end up serving, and not the other way around.
QuoteVisualizing heaven opening up and Angels forcing the entity into the light seems to have some effect. I know, it's cheesy, but I was desperate. I also spent quite a bit of time concentrating on the force and visualizing it being burned. This has led to some relief, but I can still feel a Will Core, so to speak, sitting in there and messing everything up. Doing these visualizations seems to make it uncomfortable. It moves about when I do this as if it's trying to wiggle itself into a better position.
QuoteSix years wasted. I've exhuasted myself. I'm thinking about joining a monastary to devote all of my time to this. I can hardly keep a job anymore.
QuoteI suppose it's time to realize and accept the truth.I've lost. Game over.