need help weird repeating events don't end

[bluelite]

Ok, please do not despair as all is not lost. Now I know that this has been going on for quite some time so it may also require some time to restore your life back to some normalcy.  

I have mentioned before the astral world is not a playground for the curious. Most people do not realize that the astral is populated with a host of spirits, entities, intelligences and other lifeforms. Depending on your interest and desires on spiritual matters they are naturally attracted to you some being good, but because most new age practises are selfish and corrupt they usually attract the negative ones. Although these negative influences may pose some trouble for the unsuspecting individual there activities are somewhat limited.

Now, I examined your aura but did not notice any new real signs of magic or witchcraft and this is good. What I may suggest however is that you destory or throw out any articles, items or clothing that you may have used to perform any magical rituals in the past including books from both your home and surroundings.  This will eventually remove most of the attachments and links that may have been formed in the invisible world. The least amount of attention you give to your troubled metaphysical past the better for you.

Another thing is that it is best to keep a positve frame of mind on things and try not to worry about the negatives of the past.  One good method is to become more involved in  the positive active things in your life as this will eventually restore some haappinees and joy back to your life. All real success takes time so just keep at it.

Best wishes,
bluelite    

[gabby64]

Finally, I'm at the end of my ropes, I have been battleing weird psychi phenomena for a few years now, and I am totally drained, I really need to know what has been happening and why it won't stop, I am a 40 yo female, I have always had curious nature and have dabbled in alot of things, including witchcraft etc, I did use ouji board in hs, I will list the events in short form in order of happening:

this is far back at I can remember:
ouji board in hs

reading wc books

1> at 25 worked in restaurant, Jeane (a self proclaimed witch) was dating peter, I gave all my witchcraft books to her because I had lost interest,  a few months later Peter and I started dating, he chose me over jeanie, she was crazey, I moved in with Peter. I remeber one day at work jeannie asked to borrow my sweater, and also she was sticking notes on my back ex: i am stupid, I beleive she did these things to get samples of my hair,   the bad luck with peter was incredble, he was fired from 17 different cook jobs, he had never been fired beforfe in his life,  he borrowed my car 3 times, the first time, all the oil leaked out, the second time he got 2 flat tires, the 3 time he totaled the car, he started drinking alot and smoking pot, he got stranger and stranger, we decided to do a healing ritual, cleasing ritutal, things were better for a few day,s then he called me from work and said something ahd gone wrong, i couldn't leave work, when I got home  there were writings on the wall , pentagrams upside down, and
"creator I love thee" written across, on the coffee table were 3 huge knives fromt he kitchen,  I found him in the bedroom when I looked at him his face had chenged shape and he was hitting and spitting at me, saying vulgar things, I started saying the lords praayer and poured holy water on him, he went into convulsions and thedn lay still, then he sat up and asked where his cup of tea was, he had no memory of what happened,  It was 11pm I immedicated called this number I ahd taken from tv dealing with depossesion, I called the man and he came to our apt, he did an exorcisim, he worked with the cathoilc bishop on long island, he said he had a transient possesion, and that the knieves on the kitchen table was a sign that under possesion hewould have tried to kill me,   he said he had seen hundreds of thises cases, he offered peter help, to be taken to a place for a few months to be cleased but he had to be off drugs, first, or it wouldnt work,   the next day I told gene our neighbor downstaris what had happened, and he was freaked out, he said his brogher wass killed during a voodoo ritural that went wrong, and someone stabbed him during and killed him, gene moved away within a week and wouldn't come near us, I had peters mom come from australia to get him, that was last time i saw him.    

2: feeling quite vulnverable and alone, Iwent to a tarot card reader, she said my soulmate was this customer in the rest.  she said things were blockd, I paid her money to remove blocks,  I married this guy like 2 months later, and I knew it was wrong the whole time but I coudn't help myslef,

we moved to New Orleans,

I New Orleans, the keeper of the motel was joan, joan had an instant crush on my husband,  I came home one day and joan was in our apt,  after that a few days later, I was laying in the bed and I started getting itchy, I had to sleep on the floor, I broke out in a rash,  for the next 3 years I couln'g sleep in the bed in my husband, everytime I tried I got itchy and a rash, the itching always started the same time, 9pm neworleans time, 10 pm las vegas tiem, and 8 pm ny time,  when my husband finally moved out the itching stopped after I did a eneity releasement using srt.  


3. working at another rest ine east village in ny,

one day got this compulsin to go for a reading gypsy  tarot reader around the corner, there had been alot of negative energy in reasstaruant, and the girls were jealous of me,at this time manny was showing an interest in me,  the reader told me that manny was my soulmate and that all the othe girls were jealoust and against me and trying to stop us from being together, things got worse and worse, i was a walking cloud of negativity, bad luck after bad luck, the reader wanted me to give her money to remove this bad luck so I did, I became under her control, and was visiting her every other day,  I even became paranoid of my roomate and was convinced that she was after manny and was having an affair with him, I called her boyfriend and told him this, he thought I was nuts, this was all confirmed by the gypsy psychi, I was obseesed. finally the small part of my intuition kept gnawing at me, and I did research and found out manny was married and had no intentions of leaving his wife, the reader told me he would in time, I was exhauseted mentally and spiritually, finally when she wanted me to use my credit cards, I said no way, I can't do this anymore, and left,   then my bad lck turned to even worse, everywhere that I worked in a restaurant the businees got really slow when I went there, and there was always alot of negativity,

4.during this time I befriended a customer named buddy, I lent heim one of my books on perleandra map system, he gave me his phone number shortly after,  then at night I kept seeing his face in my dre3ams and I had this compulsion to call him, but I didn't becasue it didn't feel right, he kept sayihng i had a good heart, and that he3 wanted to be lik me,  everytime I closed my eyes I saw his face,

he had long dreadlocks, when i was buring a seven day candle, a complete profile of him and dreadlocks and all appeared inthe wax I was freaked out,  he gave me my book back, 1 day after having the book in my apt i came home from work and the whole apt smelt like sulphur and the basement was flooded and my dog was hovering in the corner and alwmost drowned.  i decided to burn the book I took ti in the backyard and put a match to it, it kept going out, this book would not burn, finally with a bid torch I got it to light on fire, when this happened a whirlwind of wind swam around me in the backyard, before this is was comptelety sunny, it was creepy, ito took over 2 hours to burn this book, it was strange, Idisposed ot the ashes with holy water

a few days late i was standing at the bar and suddenly I was al,most completely knocked over by some force, to the point I lost my balance< I must have moved at least 2.5 feet to the right, when i lookied to the left there was buddy standing there, I told him I knew what he was doing and that he better stop, he just put his head down and walked away without any defense, so I knew he was guilty of something.  


5. start new job, nothing but problems and bad luck again, this was 4th or 5th job i had since first going to gypsy, and at everyjob a few days after I started i would have a visit by gypsies in the restaurant like they were following, me,

I had an affair with john, again the same thing all the other girls also wanted to be with him and there was alot of competition, this was the second time, same scenario, like love trianlge, this job ended when I had a fight with customer and they called police, this was totallya against my character, to be so violetn,

6. next job, again business went down, when i started working there, jeoulousis among co workers, fighting, my life threatened by coworker, visits by gypsies, bad luck, was hit by a bus and almost killed, lucky to be alive,

7. during this time I was burning alot of candles and doing cleansing baths from botanica, thene read on internet that I should stop buring all candles, so I did and stopped going to botanica,
one of the readings at botanica with a santeros told me that the gypsy withc was someone from a past life that wanted to get revenge on me,  

8. got involed with a self help group, had a love a first site with mike, I finally believed this was the one I felt it in my heart, he gave me the signs he was interested, Then this girl veronica saw that he was interested and for the next 1 1/2 years she wouldn't let me near him or anyone else, he became like apubbpy and followed her around, also all the other girls were interested in mike, so again the same scenario with the love triganlge, and jelouslies, veronice  practices santeria and has tons of canldels burning and statues in her apt, so alot of things happened here that i won't describe, but it was the same thing again and again, finally veronic got tired of mike and dumped him, when she saw that I was interested in tom, I was hanging out with tom, and was suppose to spend new years eve with him and sure enought guuess who he spent it with, veronica at her house, i was really hurt, this is twice now that she has done this,  


9. start new job again business goies down, and we have huge flood in rest,. and the manager says  a withc must have put a curse on the place because there is too much negativity, he alos wants to fireme, I have never been fired from a job,
so this is where I stand, there have been many more events, but these are the major ones,
all this time I have been doing clearing, and releasements,

and have used radionc protection software for the last 6 months or so,
why does this keep happeingi to me, how can I get it to start,  I;ve read all books on psychi protection and have tried many the best is the software which runs 24 hours aday,

but lately I am still feeling the attacks and my health is detereating,

any thougth would be appreciated, all of the events are real and have happened to me.  I am verysensitive to energy and have been told by expert psychics that I have alot of healing abilties, but that is not helping me with these problems, thanks
gabby64 in ny