Anyone with vast knowledge in these matters..please help me!

[Rob]

Hey user..  (hahaha "vast knowledge" good luck!)

OK. If you are Christian then you must believe that God created everyone, and He did so for a reason. That means, if you have an unusual quantity of gifts, then you were given them with a purpose.

Now, the only possibly slightly feasibile way for you to block off these abilities would be to become a base, highly armoured, unspiritual person. People meditate to get closer to themselves, become closer to God, and as this happens the gifts of spirit appear. The natural opposite would be fill your mind with guff, deny even the possibility that these things could be real, and deny God.......your choice.......rise to the challenge or run screaming!!  

I dont see any other choices, at least if you want to stop hurting people. Remember that any tool can be used for good or bad, and using it forces us to learn more about it, if we want to use it "properly".

So! I would suggest that there is a better way? You've been given some good advice already. Not to be presumptuous enough to actually guess the real reasons you have these abilities, but it could be to open you mind up to the greater reality. You've sure been given the tools....

.....but please stop wishing people dead!


As a brief aside, I tend to think more these days that even the space inside our own head is not entirely our own, in a way. That is, we live in different degrees of multiple larger communities - family, local area, mass unconscious, etc. We seem physically seperated from all these things, but to me our minds are always overlapping. The more empathic you are, the lower your psychic and belief shields, the less emotional armour you have and etc then the less of the greater reality you block out, and the more you draw in.
What was is Jesus said? - "I am in you, and you are in me, and I am in the Father"

all the best

Rob

ps can relate to some of your points, I'm sure a lot of people here can (well, in part!). For instance point 8 - I have a friend who has similar, and I think Frank here as well, only he's learned how to change the tuning as it were. Nothing to fret about! Stop worrying what other people might think if they found out! Thats whats scaring you, right?

pps why freak out cos your bro saw a ghost? Honestly, who cares?

[pharmakeia]

be responsible and love people. havn't you learned your lesson by now?

pharmakeia

[Silver Incubus]

If you have a gift to make things happen, why not use it to benefit all? Try to make people better through wishing. Cure someones cancer....etc

And im a firm believer of Fate or Destiny. And you comming here might just be that part when you discover how to use your gifts for good.. if you choose to

[Username]

Hopefully so@Silver

Thanks everyone for your replies...I have been busy.  I will take everyones advice seriously.

[Jaime Hester]

Hey, I'm currently under a "psychic attack" right now, and I reccomend buying Robert Bruce's book- Practical Psychic Self Defense- Check out how your Negativity relates to the weird things happening to you. You'll know what I mean when You read it. Jaime

[flowdiggity]

I think this will help you a lot...

I have just started this book and am a little less than halfway through it.  The author begins the book by telling her life story.  She had many experiences similar to what you experience which made for a very dark childhood.  She tells (and teaches) how she changed these seemingly very negative abilities and events into the most amazing miraculous inspiring etc etc abilities/experiences of her life.  I really suggest you take a look because just from your story and the story of the author - I have a feeling that you are talking about exactly the same things.  Here you go, the book is free for download online.

http://www.astralvoyage.com/ebook/creating-your-reality.html


God Bless,
Kyle