Trapped

[Kye]

I've projected many times in the past with only a few bad experiences involving negative entities, however my last 3 projections have been very disturbing and getting worse, I keep getting stuck, tricked and trapped in other 'realms'. The first involved an entity who stood opposite me and appeared to be casting spells at me. Each time he did I felt more and more present, as if my conscience was being pulled into his realm, and I was unable to leave for some time which caused me panic. Then there was the next one two days ago, I arrived at a beautiful vision of the sea at a rocky coast line which I was in awe of for a while, I then floated away to the left of the sea and saw a very odd sight. There was a 2 dimensional floor in front of me with a table with 4 or so people sitting at it. When I say 2 dimensional floor I mean I could see the front edge of it and under that was total blackness, in fact there was space without stars all round the vision. Just above this floor and table was an 'animated symbol' can't think how else to describe it, it was an upsidedown  waterfall pouring upwards into a spiral of colours. As I noticed that, one of the people said, "welcome to the Time realm" I then noticed on the floor left of the people was a grid, and on the grid was a crawling baby, which looked slightly unhuman. I felt the baby was distressed, and then one of the people asked me to go and 'help' it. as I drifted over to the baby, I then heard "enjoy your stay in the time realm" and looked to see the people leaving through a white door which had appeared, and the baby had disappeared. From somewhere the knowledge then came to me that these people had been trapped here, and needed to trick someone else into staying for them to be able to leave. I sped over to the door, but it closed and locked as I reached it. I felt very worried incase I was stuck there. I tried to think myself away from there but couldn't, then with huge effort and focus managed to wake up. Then last night the worst so far, after flying about exploring near my house I flew into a house through the upstairs window. There was a party going on, I flew across the ceiling and there was an old guy looking up at me from his armchair, he looked like he'd seen a ghost! I then saw someone who looked familiar in the next room, I came down face to face with him. He had scars in parallel lines diagonally across his entire face, I told him I was projecting, and that I wasn't really there in body, and as I said that I was in a totally different place. It looked like a huge glass greenhouse without any greenery. There were people who looked like scientists in white coats, one of them said "if you're not here you won't mind if I shoot you" and with that pulled a large gun out of a case. I decided to leave through the glass roof, but then heard one of them say "I've covered the glass with a special material that is impossible to pass through, you're trapped" I was terrified and tried to pass through but couldn't! I flew down onto the floor and tried to leave that way but couldn't, I shut my eyes and desperately tried to wake up and after what seemed like a very long time I was back in my body with a thud but still paralysed. I calmed down and didn't move (I didn't want to break the paralysis so I had the option to leave my body again). I then decided to project again and suddenly found myself back in the glasshouse in the same place on the floor. One of the 'scientists' (the leader I suppose) said to the guy who had told me I couldn't escape that it was his fault that I had got away, and then grabbed his head and broke his neck. I thought oh excrement I'm stuck here again, and then one of them saw me and started rushing over shouting 'he's still here' This time I honestly thought I was a goner and couldn't escape, it took tremendous effort to get out of that room back to my body, and I did with a massive jolt which caused me to sit upright in my bed. I felt exhausted and anxious and got up to sort my head out and reflect. I felt concerned about going back to sleep again in case I appeared back there and didn't have the strength to return!

[mactombs]

What you describe is a common phenomenon sometimes referred to as the "old-hag". Sometimes it's an old hag. Sometimes it's a devil. Sometimes it's aliens. Sometimes it's scientists. It's whatever scares you - but I think it's always just a manifestation of your own fears. It's the astral, FoC2, what have you, introducing itself. Emotion becomes reality.

Get over the fear - ignore it, will yourself somewhere else, or just face it. I think it's one of the first steps in exploring the wider reality.

As for the existence of negs, I agree mostly with Major Tom - it seems to me most scary things you'll face are really just manifestations of your own psyche. I am not, however, convinced this means ill-intentioned entities do not exist and are never encountered. You don't go SCUBA diving and deny the existence of sharks - the chance is very, very slim you'll encounter one, and even if you do that it will harm you, but that's a topic for another thread.