Truce between me and Aiwass

[Trepkos]

Last week, i was waiting for the bus and reading messages from the spirit world in the medium of license plates of cars. A car came by with license plate LST-*three numbers*. I interpreted this as "listen". Just behind this car another car came by with license plate AWZ-*three numbers*. I immediately recognized the name "Aiwass". Just behind this car, another car came by with the plate AWS-*three numbers*. I said to myself; "ok, what about Aiwass?" Then i realized i had to fight this demon. As soon as i realized this, a car came by with the plate GFG-*three numbers*. I interpreted this as "Good Fabrizio Good". This was a reaction to my guess that i had to fight Aiwass, and, apparently i guessed right. I remained skeptical and said to my guides; "ok, we will see". That same night i had a dream where i was lying on the couch with my legs on my mother in my old home who was also sitting in the couch. On the table there was a computer screen with a "brainy alien with red glowing eyes" on it. His head was big and i could see his brain. Suddenly he attacked me telepathically. He was making me kick my mother violently. Then he stopped. I looked at the screen again and this head was now in mid-air above the screen. He attacked me again with his telepathic control by putting me upside down in mid-air and smashing me violently against the wall several times. Such force! I resisted by closing my eyes. I could still see Aiwass and i used my right arm by putting it in front of my field of vision, transforming it into a snake. Everything was moving, like we both were avoiding each others attacks. Then, when the demon came in front of my snake-arm i shot an energy beam and i hit the demon. Then i woke up. It was in the middle of the night. I couldn't sleep anymore so i went downstairs for a cigarette. After sitting in the kitchen for a while, i looked at my watch to notice the time. Now, my watch is of the brand "certus". Then i realized that it is an anagram for truces. I realized that it came to a truce. I lighted another cigarette and heard a voice saying "you have done well". I felt a rush of energy and decided to write a book. I immediately set to work. I always wanted to write a book but there was some energy holding me back. Now the words come out fluently. I finished the introduction yesterday. I can finally work in peace!! A revolution in my thinking, truly.

[Bluefirephoenix]

An Alister Crowley fan I see. Gotta question for you. How was Aiwass first conjured by Crowley?

[Trepkos]

I don't consider myself a fan of Crowley anymore. In my twenties i was more or less influenced by him. I have his book 4, but i bought it merely for theoretical purposes, although i used some of the asana techniques presented in that book. Ceremonial magick is not my thing, never was. I don't work magick using that paradigm. Thelema today is a bunch of rockers and bikers, and i'm more of an unorthodox techno/science geek.

I don't know much about Crowley but i don't think he conjured Aiwass. I think that Crowley just listened to him and that the demon contacted him out of free will. That's a part of the story how Crowley presented it. Of course, there are also those neo-thelemites who like to invent stories and publish these on the internet.

In my case however, the demon was conjured, but not by me. I know he was set loose by the Tibetans to approach and attack me for evolutionary purposes. On the side, i know that to conjure a demon, one has to know its code. Only with this code, unknown regions of some brain can be hacked.

If you wish to know more about the events surrounding the Aiwass case, then the details of the events can be found in the equinox of the gods chapter 7.

[Xanth]

In my case however, the demon was conjured, but not by me. I know he was set loose by the Tibetans to approach and attack me for evolutionary purposes. On the side, i know that to conjure a demon, one has to know its code. Only with this code, unknown regions of some brain can be hacked.

If I'm being 100% honest here and I REALLY don't mean this in any negative way but... you're not that important.  Nobody is.

This is the problem today with "the one" mentality that most people have in regards to consciousness and spirituality.
You're interpreting random events as something with significance... sometimes a cake is just a cake.

What have you experienced?  You experienced something created entirely BY yourself FOR yourself to satiate your ego desire to fulfill your interpretation of a random event.

[Trepkos]

If I'm being 100% honest here and I REALLY don't mean this in any negative way but... you're not that important.  Nobody is.

This is the problem today with "the one" mentality that most people have in regards to consciousness and spirituality.
You're interpreting random events as something with significance... sometimes a cake is just a cake.

What have you experienced?  You experienced something created entirely BY yourself FOR yourself to satiate your ego desire to fulfill your interpretation of a random event.

There are important people who helped shape culture and human thinking. If you don't consider these people as important, then that's your choice. If you don't support the "great man theory" formulated by Thomas Carlyle and you agree with Herbert Spencer who criticized the theory by stating that great men are products of their environment, then that's also your choice. As for me, i feel inspired by great men of science and philosophy, i feel ecstatic and a rush of energy when reading their works. It's the process of integration itself that counts in this case, which is of spirit, the scattered knowledge acquired from the environment is of secondary importance. Spirit over matter. The greatest minds in history were idealists, and materialists draw upon their works. Look at Hegel, an idealist, if it wasn't for him, then where would Marx and Engels ( founders of dialectical materialism) be? On the shoulders of Kant? Another idealist? Probably.

Things turn into their opposite, so don't be surprised if tomorrow you encounter your shadow and don't know how to deal with it.

[Xanth]

There are important people who helped shape culture and human thinking. If you don't consider these people as important, then that's your choice. If you don't support the "great man theory" formulated by Thomas Carlyle and you agree with Herbert Spencer who criticized the theory by stating that great men are products of their environment, then that's also your choice. As for me, i feel inspired by great men of science and philosophy, i feel ecstatic and a rush of energy when reading their works. It's the process of integration itself that counts in this case, which is of spirit, the scattered knowledge acquired from the environment is of secondary importance. Spirit over matter. The greatest minds in history were idealists, and materialists draw upon their works. Look at Hegel, an idealist, if it wasn't for him, then where would Marx and Engels ( founders of dialectical materialism) be? On the shoulders of Kant? Another idealist? Probably.

Things turn into their opposite, so don't be surprised if tomorrow you encounter your shadow and don't know how to deal with it.

No no, you misunderstand.  The difference here is talking "physical" vs "non-physical"...
There are definitely great people who have existed who have changed the course of human history.  Benjamin Franklin... Nikola Tesla... just two examples.
But it doesn't mean those changes actually ever benefited *consciousness*. 

They made great advances within this PHYSICAL reality.  I'm not talking about anything physical.  I'm talking about the aspects of consciousness that go BEYOND this physical reality... even though they are, actually, one in the same, but more "consciousness" as a whole.

[Bluefirephoenix]

Aiwass is Crowlies higher self, his Holy Guardian Angel. He conjured the entity during the Abramelin ritual after he initially failed to finish the ritual in Scotland. A higher self or HGA is essentially a future version of that person. It's one who has gone beyond the need for physical earthly incarnations and are in harmony and unity with the source of all consciousness. This is who Aiwass is. He channeled the Thelema material which is probably heavily influenced by conscious mind intrusion of Crowly at that time. The being is in harmony with the universe and source. He portrayed that his goal was to unify himself with Crowly which Crowly misunderstood and took it in a sexual context because of his influence from the yogis of Himalayan India. The higher self did not mean it in that context. I suspect by now Crowlie has learned from and corrected this misunderstanding.


Given that information, What do you think happened in that experience?

[Bluefirephoenix]

When you have a perception regardless if it's a dream, remote viewing, scrying, or astral projection... it does not matter which experience it was, the percpetions if possible should be matched against known facts. your perceptions of Aiwiss do not match the historically known facts about the entity. This happens to everyone and it happens often. Your mind, beliefs, yearnings, and fears influence every non physical perception you have. The trick is to learn to see it, evaluate it against any known facts and then correct the problem.

In remote viewing we have a score sheet that is done after EVERY session. You are constantly comparing your perceptions against known facts. The process highlights how your mind works and what you believe. If you do this without getting defensive you will learn something about yourself. If you do not and attempt to defend perceptions that are influenced by your conscious mind, you will not grow, and you will fall into a trap that is difficult to get out of. Lyn Buchanan calls this castle building. Basically conscious mind influenced perceptions build on each other into a story line which develops into a belief. You then incorperate that and have a belief that is entirely fabricated by your mind.

You don't need to answer my question but you do need to evaluate why that experience happened and what beliefs and mental processes are causing the demonization of a being who is not a demon or causing you to have a fabricated fantasy about a demon. I don't know which it is and I don't need to know. It's important to your spiritual development to do self evaluations.

At least this time you have some facts to work with. Not all experiences can be evaluated in that way as the facts are not always available for comparison.

[Trepkos]

Aiwass is Crowlies higher self, his Holy Guardian Angel. He conjured the entity during the Abramelin ritual after he initially failed to finish the ritual in Scotland. A higher self or HGA is essentially a future version of that person. It's one who has gone beyond the need for physical earthly incarnations and are in harmony and unity with the source of all consciousness. This is who Aiwass is. He channeled the Thelema material which is probably heavily influenced by conscious mind intrusion of Crowly at that time. The being is in harmony with the universe and source. He portrayed that his goal was to unify himself with Crowly which Crowly misunderstood and took it in a sexual context because of his influence from the yogis of Himalayan India. The higher self did not mean it in that context. I suspect by now Crowlie has learned from and corrected this misunderstanding.


Given that information, What do you think happened in that experience?

Those facts are clothed in a new-age garment and evoke an anti-sex and lightsider attitude. Crowley did not misunderstood because that being wanted sex. All HGA's want, trust me. I am talking from personal experience. The nature of a HGA is demonic. These beings help the student to achieve power in whatever domain, and look at the influence of Crowley on the musical industry. Crowley is a sexgod at this very moment. He IS the musical industry and controls everything in it. I know it and i don't worship him. I cannot substantiate these statements with facts, but my meditations revealed them to me. The HGA is a genius, and if one has sex with it, one becomes a genius who can exert a powerful influence. Don't believe those facts you presented. The truth lies within, not in the written word. You may argue that the source of the experiences created during meditation are just a form of complex integration of facts accumulated during the waking state, but meditation reveals a lot more, look at your RV experiences.

When you have a perception regardless if it's a dream, remote viewing, scrying, or astral projection... it does not matter which experience it was, the percpetions if possible should be matched against known facts. your perceptions of Aiwiss do not match the historically known facts about the entity. This happens to everyone and it happens often. Your mind, beliefs, yearnings, and fears influence every non physical perception you have. The trick is to learn to see it, evaluate it against any known facts and then correct the problem.

In remote viewing we have a score sheet that is done after EVERY session. You are constantly comparing your perceptions against known facts. The process highlights how your mind works and what you believe. If you do this without getting defensive you will learn something about yourself. If you do not and attempt to defend perceptions that are influenced by your conscious mind, you will not grow, and you will fall into a trap that is difficult to get out of. Lyn Buchanan calls this castle building. Basically conscious mind influenced perceptions build on each other into a story line which develops into a belief. You then incorperate that and have a belief that is entirely fabricated by your mind.

You don't need to answer my question but you do need to evaluate why that experience happened and what beliefs and mental processes are causing the demonization of a being who is not a demon or causing you to have a fabricated fantasy about a demon. I don't know which it is and I don't need to know. It's important to your spiritual development to do self evaluations.

At least this time you have some facts to work with. Not all experiences can be evaluated in that way as the facts are not always available for comparison.

My perceptions don't match the facts? Those facts you presented are the fabricated story. Especially historical facts regarding social issues are made-up. I know who that demon was, like the other ones they set loose to test me. I invoked the mental kung fu snake-style to scare them off. I wished i'd destroyed them, but that's the negative me.

No no, you misunderstand.  The difference here is talking "physical" vs "non-physical"...
There are definitely great people who have existed who have changed the course of human history.  Benjamin Franklin... Nikola Tesla... just two examples.
But it doesn't mean those changes actually ever benefited *consciousness*. 

They made great advances within this PHYSICAL reality.  I'm not talking about anything physical.  I'm talking about the aspects of consciousness that go BEYOND this physical reality... even though they are, actually, one in the same, but more "consciousness" as a whole.

You're right that they didn't benefit consciousness, but proponents of General Systems Theory and Ervin Laszlo with his budapest club are doing good things these days.

[Xanth]

You're right that they didn't benefit consciousness, but proponents of General Systems Theory and Ervin Laszlo with his budapest club are doing good things these days.

I like to explain it like this:

Consider that when you physically die, everything that stays within THIS physical reality is meaningless.
What you take with you when you finally leave this physical reality is all that TRULY matters. 

[Trepkos]

Consider that when you physically die, everything that stays within THIS physical reality is meaningless.
What you take with you when you finally leave this physical reality is all that TRULY matters. 

I'm already dead. 

[Xanth]

I'm already dead. 

You don't realize just how true that statement is. 

[Trepkos]

@Xanth

Explain it to me then. How true is that statement?

@bluefirephoenix

You might be right after all. The experience was my own construction. I added meaning to that experience, and this didn't correspond with the facts. But if i match my experience with facts, then in a certain sense i ground the energy. I think that in this way, one doesn't grow spiritually. One has to conserve the energy to become proficiënt in the context of doing magick. I only recently started to ground my energies. For many years, i didn't and was able and am stiil able to channel enormous amounts of energy through my body and into the universe, because i took my convictions on faith. The grounding of experience (matching them with facts) also applies to your RV sessions. For every step foreward you take, you regress one step backwards when matching the experiences with the facts. I don't know the methodology the institute where you train uses, but it should be noted that grounding isn't always a step forward. Sometimes, you have to have faith in the information your HGA provides.

[Xanth]

@Xanth

Explain it to me then. How true is that statement?

That's part of your journey!

But a hint: You're not alive right now.

[mindflood]

I just done c wat the problem is with believing in an entity, iF it arouses emotion in you thats free energy for the taking, and if you do believe everything is inside yourself then everything your looking at in waking life must also be inside you aswell.