Healing Request -- Positive Energy, Empowerment, Love

[Simmiah]

Hi!

I'm dealing with a serious psy-vamp, entity situation & would appreciate greatly any positive stuff being sent my way to help me grow & learn how to fix this & protect myself!

Lots of love to everyone here!

Rosalyn

[Lexy]

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[Pauli2]

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Sending healing will only heal the wound. It will most likely not remove a "serious psy-vamp", whatever that is.


Face your psy-vamp.

Send it PUL.

Absorb your psy-vamp.

It may be part of you.

[Summerlander]

Is everything sending PUL with you, Pauli2. LOL

Simmiah...

Psychic vampires don't exist. You are feeding that reality for yourself. By the way, you want positivity? Sure. Who doesn't. You don't need us to send you anything intangible and most likely non-existent. Simply create positivity for yourself. Your mind is capable of doing this. Seriously! You don't believe me? Meditate. Have lucid dreams. Have OOBEs. Your mind is way more powerful than you think. It creates realities!

[Pauli2]

Is everything sending PUL with you, Pauli2. LOL

Not everything, but very much. I think Moen has said, that if he would be allowed only to teach one thing, it would be about PUL.

[Szaxx]

Grab yourself a nightmare, then you can fight this coward on even ground.
They prey on your weakness, face it and you will win this on your own. Its that simple.

[Simmiah]

Pauli2,

no it's not part of me.  I already have done considerable EFT work releasing whatever you want to call them:

pain bodies
emotional negative stuff stored up
etc...

This problem pretty much started full blown the day after I stopped speaking with someone.  Up til that point I was functioning perfectly fine.  Never any issues like this.  Though I experienced the same thing when I was physically around them for two separate climbing trips.  So I'm sure it's related to him even if he's not fully aware of it.  I already have cut contact & will not resume.

I already tried sending him love & healing but it did not work. I even tried speaking to him to resolve his hatred of me , did not work.

Basically I rejected this guy romantically & he's got loads of issues.  I'm aware of what they are & he will not seek treatment.

However I have NEVER had anyone latch on like this before.  But this guy was following me/stalking me for a few months prior to this starting & I suspect because he would drain from a close distance ....which may explain why he wouldn't stop it even when I confronted him 3 separate times about it. 

My nightmare is starting to resolve. 

& attacks back aren't working because I don't think this guy honestly consciously dabbles in psychic work.  I didn't either until this stupid thing started.

Basically attacking back only seems to make him feel bad for a day or so then he resumes his obsessive thoughts of me which I suspect cause him to trigger either entities around him to do the same thing to me or he himself, I think it is more intense (I've observed this since I finally got shielding from someone 3 weeks ago to help me) when he's focused on me which is a lot since this guy told me himself he has no life, no friends, & is very lonely.

So........

I hope others learn.  If someone's got issues & you have a bad feeling, don't do what I did...ignoring it.

I was pushed by other ignorant people at our mutual gym to continue being friendly with him because they felt sorry for him.  I regret it now.

I wish I had cut contact within the first 3 weeks I felt seriously uncomfortable.  I was so uncomfortable I avoided being alone with him even though he pushed for it.  He reeked of "deadness" when I read him empathically..

I've only seen that feeling 3 other times & each time the person exhibited some kind of seriously negative issue.  I don't know what it means yet, either the person is seriously cut off from love/God energy or they have entities around them that I'm picking up on.  I don't know.

But I do know from now on I'm not going to be around anyone like that regardless of other people's ignorant opinions.  This 9 month nightmare was enough to cause me to realize my gut feelings are accurate & honestly after I told my friends about this guy's behavior one of them said ...that alone was enough to cut contact in the beginning.  No one should make someone else uncomfortable because they won't leave them alone.  It violates boundaries & is inappropriate.

So.......gives you more info.  Yes love helps in the sense that it'll keep me going.

I'm learning now how to shield & protect myself properly so I will not be vulnerable to this type of leeching ever again.

I know what he targeted.  I did seriously large amounts of spiritual development through meditation/reading Buddhist sutras for many years... & I grew a lot of in terms of unconditional love.  However I did notice an increase in needy types of people like him being attracted to me.  All this reading about psy vamps confirmed what they are attracted to. 

All the BS about being like attracts like...yes that's consistent for 90% of life but there are people who are attracted to "nice" "loving" people because they think either you're weak & they can use you or ... like this guy they "need" the fix they get.  I'm surprised at the lack of info for others because I've found 2 other girls who went through the same thing but they both got lucky & the guy left them alone.  Unfortunately the guy I met was very lonely & had very poor social skills (obviously he was following me around everytime I was at the gym) ... & it got to the point where I stopped going altogether.

I'm just glad I got lucky & found 2 people who were helpful & empowered me to learn the skills I need to protect myself.  I think of it like arming myself with an alarm system ... it's normal & smart to do.  It's my psychic health insurance I guess now. 

Well if anyone needs those techniques I can link to two messages... & one of them is on a website & describes entities to some detail.

Thank you for the response. Any love would be still appreciated as I still have lots of work to do to learn shielding properly.

[Lexy]

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[Pauli2]

Well if anyone needs those techniques I can link to two messages... & one of them is on a website & describes entities to some detail.

Thank you for the response. Any love would be still appreciated as I still have lots of work to do to learn shielding properly.

Yes, link to those messages. Thanks in advance.

After all, we are here at this Earth to gather experiences.

[Simmiah]

update:

posting link that finally DID help me.

& for the record, for others out there, perhaps this was only the case for me but it was not my own beliefs feeding this "problem" I had.

I DID figure it out & yes it was a psychic vampire (contrary to popular belief apparently on this already "out there" forum) ...

I suggest a strong wake up call to those who judged me here.  because you did not help, you only added a LARGE stressor to an already very bad situation...  don't judge anyone else until you can walk a mile in their shoes.

you don't know what it was like for me nor do I know what life is like for you.  hence, I don't judge others btw..it is my general policy.  keeps peace & allows others to be them & experience their experiences as they need to.

http://www.amazon.com/Solving-Psychic-Attack-Nita-Hickok/dp/0982487622

Nita also has a blog that was helpful & described my problem very accurately. 

So, I hope 1 person reads this & realizes they are not alone.  I even started an anonymous blog because I am not exposing myself anymore to the level of judgmentalism I saw when I started seeking help.  I am glad I stuck to my own gut intuition this time & felt what was correct for my individual situation vs. what others thought/perceived.

in the end, none of the shielding, psychic development stuff worked in the least bit.  So, keep an open mind.  Not all you know is correct.  So if you haven't had the same exact problem as the other person you probably have nothing but sympathy/love/compassion to offer them as support.  So only offer that.  If you did have a similar experience perhaps it was only applicable to you.

Suspend judgment as honestly, it is the best way to learn.  I know, because I realized studying science in college that the true scientist does this everytime.  Otherwise you end up biasing your own studies in the process.  I hope someone learns from me responding.  After this I'm going to disable my account here.  Love & peace out.

[teddybear]

@Simmiah

So glad to hear you are better!

Sorry I never got back to you. I've been having some similar problems myself, and been having quite a bit of trouble. If you're interrested in hearing about it, check out my youtube-channel 2011mystory.