pondering

[healixe]

I used to stop and wonder,
I used to sit and stare,
I used to laugh,
I used to cry,
I used to really care.

But something changed,
The day I learnt,
That I wasn't really there.

some people say im crazy,
they would not be wrong,
if my life is  over,
then where do i belong.

whats the point in living,
if i will surely die,
whats the point in dieing,
if i will not be left to lie.