Something happened.

[donzieja]

I can't put my finger on it. It seems like it's been going on forever, now that I've adopted this attitude, without any thinkable meaning. Lately, I've been doing a lot of deep thinking. Philosophic thoughts enter day in and day out, and I get the unwanted pleasure of thinking about life differently.

Things of this nature feel as though they've happened to me before, which I'm sure they may have, but not to this apparent of an extent. I think of everything very... different. I think of things more often and for longer periods of time, examining why things happen, and the specific triggers that cause the chain reaction of the situation.

It's amazing, yet unsurprising, how many ways things can turn out, when you really think about it. I mean, really, what is the point to anything? I'm not talking out of spite for the world, but rather distaste of how things play out almost all of the time. Have you ever seen "It's a beautiful Mind"? It's about that guy who has schizophrenia, and later wins the Nobel Peace Prize. In the beginning of the movie, his friends are all "Here comes Mr. Awkward, let's see how he messes up this time." He proceeds to ask a female within the vicinity if she'd like to do "something". I'm going to leave it at that. She hits him and leaves. Though, I somehow see why he said that. He was like me, in a way, and I was like him. I see everything very scientifically, not in that I don't believe in a God, which I do, but rather in the sense that I think simply and literally. I just don't get how people manage to go through all of these complicated procedures just to acquire an item of interest, or, in this guy's case, a session of intercourse. I don't understand why we have to get so nervous when we ask a question, or get offended when the wrong question is asked...

I just simply cannot understand where the rest of the world is coming from now-a-days.

It's so confusing.

That's about all I have for now.

Thanks for reading,

~Don