Monsters begetting monsters.

[Marzillian]

Once, not to long ago, my guide appeared in a dream when i was confused. He told me that this spirituality
business (Ap'ing and individualization processes) was all about "watching out for the beast". Then in an episode of the
x-files, a senator says that this universe is all about monsters begetting monsters.

Do you choose to become a hermit? Is there any escape out of all the madness in the first place? This same guide i mentioned
also appeared in another form in a dream, and said: "once upon a time i was also a prisoner, but then i developed 'stereovision' ". But to
what end? To gain power?

I mean, is a person able to process the power that comes with the ability to astrally project. Power corrupts they say.

[EscapeVelocity]

Power corrupts depending on our ability and resolve to challenge and resist the corruption. Unfortunately, most of our world cannot resist. That is just the fact of 7 billion humans at current incarnation levels.

So we work at local levels. That is all most of us can do, imo.

[Marzillian]

What do you mean with "local levels" ?

Like, for example, denying some experiences?
I find this hard, as the desire for more can become too intense.

Or as in, temperance?

Let me give you another example. This is what i actually mean by "monsters begetting monsters".

Say you're gaining a piece of knowledge, the following: The idea that the whole physical universe
is built out of sin. Now one can talk about Christian concepts et cetera... . What i mean by this
is the realization that city infrastructure; roads, houses, skyscrapers, buildings in general all result
from the pain of others. Where does the inspiration of an engineer come from? Do you know what i mean?

If today 10 people suffer and die, tomorrow a building is erected. The other way around, if 10 people have had
a joyful experience, a building is torn down... .

This very powerful thought contributed to me becoming a recluse. It's too much
to process sometimes. It puts a whole different perspective on the idea of "service to humanity".
I'm still hoping i'm missing something out here, and that this thought is false.