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Bob_the_floater

WOW :-o you've got some skills! That's beautiful, cute girl :-)

Often thought about recreating/drawing(on pc) some of the stuff from the NP, but so far it's just been some scribbles with windows paint. Any program you would recommend for a novice ?
Hopefully, the greed and exploitation of certain of mankind can no longer suppress that which is truth. -Richard E. Byrd

shineling

Thanks Bob! Well, if you want to get started in 3D look at Blender. It's free and can model and render stuff.

If you want to get into 3D figures like that picture, look into Daz3D Studio or Poser. I like Daz3d myself but they are both good and easy to learn. You don't have to be a super artist to get started.

And of course you might want to get a good paint program like Photoshop to edit images with. Not too sure about the free options there since I have an Adobe subscription. Do some searching.

Hey, thanks again and good luck!  :-)
"Unbinding the limits on our Soul is man's truest quest."

GrumpyRabbit

Quote from: shineling on March 13, 2021, 19:48:55
I was kind of hesitant to post this one... it's kind of strange... but what the heck lol.

I went to sleep kind of late. I notice that the later I stay up the more intense my APs are. After a slow clumsy separation I found myself in a beautiful castle room with pink drapes and soft blue hues. Around me where girls. Tons of them! They had me surrounded!

A few took me in hand and led me to an old style bathtub where they proceeded to wash me thoroughly. After that they dyed my hair raven black. After that I got a manicure and a pedicure. Looking in a mirror I could see that my black hair was long now like a girls. And kind of pretty!

Here comes the weird part. Naked as I was the girls surrounded me again and a few came forth to stimulate me. Once I was erect a beautiful blond came forth with a beautiful sword and with one swing chopped it off! I screamed! Another girl came forth and carved what was left of my manhood out! Looking down I could see a gaping slit with blood where my peepee used to be!  :-o

"It's almost over! Don't worry!" one of the pretty girls was saying. One girl had a device which she then scanned me with a blue light on my parts. Suddenly I had a full blown vagina. As far as vaginas go I thought it was pretty decent! They did their scan again and suddenly I had breasts!

Well, they dressed me up in a nice dress and put me in front of this regal mirror. I was a beautiful girl! AHHH! lol

One of the wierdest APs I've ever had, that's for sure!   :lol:

Did you feel pain when they did this?

shineling

Zero pain... Although it was kind of gruesome at one point seeing blood.

The question was asked on the other forum where I post why I thought I had this experience. Here is my response. https://www.tapatalk.com/groups/omtalks/sergio-s-journal-t1414-s60.html

Well... I've been thinking about it and I think there are several factors that made this very lucid experience manifest. I don't know for sure of course so these are just theories.

I've been trying to curb my appetites for sex and add a level of discipline to my spiritual practice. I've really been successful at not using that part of my life for about 2 months now. I hardly ever perform any sexual acts these days. So maybe this has backfired and produced a resonance with my female aspect.

I've pretty much turned off my sex these last couple months just to see what would happen. This might explain the whole thing. I feel a great relief that it doesn't have such a hold on me anymore. Really, it's been about 2 or 3 years since I started cutting down.

Anyway, I found the experience strangely calming at the end when I was a whole woman. What I felt at that moment was that I had shed that obnoxious passion that boys have to deal with. I know that I've harbored feelings of resentment toward undisciplined sexual addictions all boys have to deal with.

I would be lying if I didn't acknowledge that if I had the opportunity at a sex life with the right partner I would probably go for it. Just not so much sex anymore.
"Unbinding the limits on our Soul is man's truest quest."

Lumaza

Quote from: shineling on March 15, 2021, 14:06:09
I would be lying if I didn't acknowledge that if I had the opportunity at a sex life with the right partner I would probably go for it. Just not so much sex anymore.
Sex is a healthy part of a relationship. Just remember, "everything in moderation"!  :-)
"The day science begins to study non-physical phenomena, it will make more progress in one decade than in all the previous centuries of its existence."  Nicolai Tesla

GrumpyRabbit

Interesting. I always feel quite literal pain sensations when there is a "procedure" on me - I wish I didn't  :cry:

Anyway, your interpretation sounds spot on to me! The symbolism is pretty clear and makes total sense given what you've been trying to do with your spirituality and discipline.

omcasey


shineling

I went to sleep exhausted. I got in bed and fell asleep. I woke back up in a few minutes though but then realized I was in the astral. I was still in bed though so I got up and ran outside.

Everything was dark outside except for one house down the street that was very well lighted. I floated and zipped down the street. There where many people at the house. Most where talking together or just walking around or I saw some people having a beer and smoking. I went into the house to explore the party.

There was a couch inside in the living room and there was this pretty girl sitting on it. She was reading a thick book. I sat down and wanted to talk to her but she seemed very concentrated with her book. I started playing with her hair and she looked up to me. I said hi and asked her if I could have a kiss. She smiled and I kissed her. She kissed me back and we did that for awhile. After that I went back outside.

There was something going on outside. People had gathered to watch an art of war. Two boys where manipulating reality and making dream manifestations. They used lines that created the shape and then gave it life. The two dream shapes were kinda fighting each other like an astral version of a wrestling match. The two crazy shapes had all kind of ingenious shapes to fight each other. They came together and tried to dominate the other. The two boys responsible had their arms out into the sky as they brought their line shapes to life.

Finally, they shapes turned into spaceships and the two boys took to the air as they rode them. They fought in mid air and came crashing down unto the ground. In the middle of this spaghetti mess of lines the two boys came together and started playing another game. I couldn't follow it fully but it was some kind of intellect game trading lines together and seeing who could fool who.


Anyway, that's when I went home. Went down the street and found my house. I went in and back to my bed. It was empty and I fell into it and woke up. I had been out for about 50 minutes. I went back to sleep and awoke the next day after considerably more vivid dreams than I usually have.
"Unbinding the limits on our Soul is man's truest quest."

PhaPriSpa

#158
Hello Shineling/Sergio.

I like a lot reading your Experiences in this Topic.

It'd be nice to read also about the "Negative" experiences that you have and learning from them (I also have Really Nice and Interesting experiences as well as Not Nice at All and Disgusting experiences like being Attacked in different ways while being Lucid in Astral Realms).

I know that you've preferred to share only your Positive experiences, but I'd appreciate if you can please share also the "Negative" ones and the ways you've handle them while in the Astral Realms as well as in your Waking Life; if you want to create a different Topic for those "Negative" experiences it'd be ok, but please share a link to that Topic to be able to read them as well as I've read all your anecdotes in this Topic (one of my favorite ones in the Astral Pulse).

I appreciate the attention you can give to my humble request in this post, and I send my best regards and thanks to you for sharing your experiences and anecdotes.

My Best Regards.


PhaPriSpa

:)

shineling

It gets better... as I've practiced the ways of Light for awhile now I can say it's the only way of getting out of all that. When I was in my twenties I was attacked for over a year with awful astral energy. It came while I was awake and produced voices and hungry ghosts. It was so bad I was diagnosed with passive schizophrenia.

I still get negative energies after me from time to time but these days I'm more prepared to deal with it. So I live relatively happy and have mostly interesting dreams. I'm actually starting to have a lot of fun with it... exploring and going where I've never been before.

Maybe someday I'll write all about those negative energies but maybe someday...

Thanks for posting.  :-)
"Unbinding the limits on our Soul is man's truest quest."

shineling

Last night was the second time I've had an experience like this. I was lucid but I was kind of a different person. I was still me but I was also another version of myself.

This version of myself was a spiritual warrior who had relocated to the Badlands to study evil. Not to practice it of course, but to gain knowledge of it so I could defeat it.

This time I had built a little hut on the lower hell realms and I was studying this group of hell beings incognito. I had a magic bubble that disguised me and helped hide me. I was watching these hell beings with my binoculars from about 25 meters away. They where some kind of organized sect that practiced evil. They where going through some ritual dances as I watched them. On their faces they had living worms and their flesh looked bruised and rotten. They chanted and swung big knives around.

I could feel the environment around me. The bad vibes were palpable this close to the hell realms. I reminded myself that the information I gathered here was valuable and would help me in the War. The only war. The war against the dark side...

I was watching these beings and suddenly one of them saw me or sensed me. He yelled and all of them got really excited. They spotted me and started running in my direction. I panicked and started running toward Heaven. Somehow I knew in which direction to go and I ran for all my life. I could hear screams of anger coming closer behind me.

I ran and ran away from hell. I passed forgotten ruins and slowed down. They where really pretty and I found myself in a beautiful enchanted forest. The ruins where scattered through it. I forgot about the hell beings knowing I had left them behind. Everything was so quiet except for the caw of a raven somewhere in the trees. I came to this open area where sunlights beams where streaking from above. Dust motes hung in the air and one small little moth flapped its wings above me. The moth was making the most beautiful little sounds like a flute. There was a thin quiet high frequency sound like the type a crystal might make when it's vibrated with electricity.

I kept on walking and entered a long lit hallway. It came to a ballroom with a grand staircase that went up to the higher realms. There where people there and singularities of light. But for some reason I couldn't move as fast. The closer I got to the staircase the slower I moved. I noticed that everyone close to the top was moving very slowly. It didn't feel like I was being impeded but that I was entering a different realm. One where reverence was needed and a much slower more appreciative awareness.

I kept on moving forward and with it came patience and stillness and a sense of wholesomeness. I inched my way up the stairs and into the Light. Amen.
"Unbinding the limits on our Soul is man's truest quest."

shineling

#161
I find it interesting the concept of money in the astral. Some astral planes use currency but some don't. I personally have always been able to pay for stuff that is on sale. I've been to a few astral bizars and they use a credit based system with astral tech. When I use my astral wallet there's always money in it. So I don't understand if Everyone is dreaming of money and it's not real or maybe the currency is valid within the astral plane.

I remember one time I landed on an astral plane with thieves and rip off artists. They would go around in groups ripping people off of their wallet money. After I got ripped off I found my wallet brimming with money... so it sounds like they are just dreaming of ripping people off instead of really ripping people off. I personally think money is pointless in the astral. Maybe it's just a leftover affectation from physical world based currency...

"Unbinding the limits on our Soul is man's truest quest."

shineling

I went to sleep very tired but still had some giddy energy so it took me awhile to fall asleep. I had programmed myself for an exit and when I became lucid I floated/hopped out of bed and went into the night. I was expecting it to be dark outside in the astral but I was shocked to see the whole neighborhood all lighted up despite the darkness of the night. It was as if the houses had been painted with neon or phosphorescent paint. They looked so colorful and pretty.

I started by floating down the street and taking a good look at my neighborhood. It was beautiful with all the special colors. I decided to go into one of the houses as they sometimes serve as gateways into further astral explorations. I chose a charming house done in white and blue. In I went. The door was unlocked as usual.

Inside it was also well lighted and it looked pretty normal and clean. The light wasn't coming from a source. Like I said, everything seemed phosphorescent. On one wall was a big mirror. As I stared at it it changed and became a tunnel. It was super cool and so I crept into the mirror and found myself inside an underground tunnel. The tunnel was made of stone with all kinds of angles. I negotiated my way around turns and dips and finally found an exit to the surface. What greeted me was out of this world.

I was in the clouds. It was super bright. It was abstract. In the clouds were pictures like a comic book. Very detailed pictures that moved like animations. As I inspected the animations I realized they where scenes from some of my favorite shows on tv like Game of Thrones! I went closer to one cloud with a scene from GoT with a dragon in it. I went into the cloud and suddenly I was just there riding the dragon through vast landscapes. He was gorgeous and while I rode my dragon new clouds appeared that gave me all kinds of new possibilities. In one cloud I could land in a castle and make love to the dragon queen herself. In another I could lead a team of dragon riders against the zombie dead. It was so cool!

I must have spent hours going from dream cloud to dream cloud. I wish I could remember it all. I really enjoyed myself with this one. Wish I could describe it better but words just don't suffice to make this type of astral experience well... describable! I was SO out there! I hope heaven is like this and if it was I would not be disappointed. The end.
"Unbinding the limits on our Soul is man's truest quest."

GrumpyRabbit

Spectacular! As soon as you mentioned a dragon I was hoping there'd be a ride on it like in the Neverending Story or something. You didn't disappoint!  :-D

shineling

Lol, thanks GrumpyRabbit! Yeah, it was way neat...I could feel the mucles bunching as it flapped it wings. The dragon was a reddish color.  :-)
"Unbinding the limits on our Soul is man's truest quest."

shineling

#165
This was a really detailed lucid dream. I can't really figure out why I had it but it was truly fascinating.

This is the story of the Nuevo Family. They live in the 23rd century where Greg Nuevo, the father, is a great inventor and quantum field specialist. He was the guy that advanced quantum fields like antigravity, shields, and tractor beams. He became especially famous for inventing the quantum egg which is a personal shield and transportation device that fits over a human body. Well, Greg was also a very enlightened dude and in his mid thirties he and his wife Laura put up many meditation centers. These became very popular because they where extremely beautiful meditation centers at one with Nature. Greg and Laura had started what was to be called the Egg Transcendence.

Later, Greg became even more famous when he developed a system for nudging avalanches before they could collapse and reek havoc. He used his field technology to trigger the avalanches in a controlled fashion. He could be seen inside his quantum egg driving the avalanche down off the mountain. It was a spectacular site. The headline read: "Greg Nuevo Drives the World."

After that the Nuevos had two children. I was introduced to their teenage daughter who took me on my first tour to Greg's new invention, the quantum tunnels. There where tunnels like in a water park but instead of water they used quantum fields and brain scanning technology. You could ride a tunnel and create amazing firestorms of plasma inside them by imagining them. My trip down a tunnel was amazing and Sara Nuevo, Greg's first daughter, showed me a firestorm she had made down one of the large tunnels. It was  beautiful... we rode the tunnel as fields of red and violet plasma danced around us.

Well, Greg's last and final invention was really a doozy and quite controversial. He built a giant quantum bubble city. The thing was that the bubble flipped (inverted) as thousands of his followers entered the field. They just vanished! All they left was a spectacular miasma of energy that could be seen by touring the city from the inside. Some said they had died a spectacular death but it was theorized that the people who had been inverted continued on in a new form of Life. Yep, you guessed it... that was how Greg and Laura "died"... they were inverted when the bubble city flipped.

The Nuevo children went on to have children of their own and many still live in the bubble city giving tours and running the meditation centers. How about those Nuevos? :) wow

The end.
"Unbinding the limits on our Soul is man's truest quest."

shineling

This one was more than a lucid dream... it was a vision. I woke up suddenly into the dream. I was falling into churning brown river water and then I was being pulled with the current downriver. I managed to grab unto an edge and found cold obsidian. I nevertheless pulled myself unto the land. Everywhere where sharp edges and it was impossible to walk without cutting your feet. I decided to plunge back in the water and see what was downriver.

I was taken downriver and there is a gap and I find a small alcove set next to a cliff. No sharp edges. Nice soft brown dirt. It's a small place but cozy. In one corner is an open newspaper like someone has been reading. In the middle are 25 different game cartridges still in their wrappers. Only one game cartridge is open and only the wrapper remains - it says Sergio46.

I saw myself Reading that newspaper and being myself - flashing through to another side that was a separate reality. And I thought about those other games in the packages. And I wondered what they where...
"Unbinding the limits on our Soul is man's truest quest."

shineling


Imagine my surprise when I go to the Wikipedia on A Separate Reality and find my book referenced, Guardians of the Separate Reality. Pretty neat huh? If you are interested you can get it on Amazon Kindle. https://www.amazon.com/Guardians-Separate-Reality-Guide-Adventurers-ebook/dp/B07MPNKVQB


"Unbinding the limits on our Soul is man's truest quest."

Lumaza

 Shineling, I think that's the first time you ever mentioned that you had wrote a book before. I read the free intro at the link you provided. Great work. I love your take on the Nature spirits. I was impressed with what I read there! Very well done!  :-) 8-)

Was your work based on recorded research that has been done or did it come from a result of your NPR experiences?
"The day science begins to study non-physical phenomena, it will make more progress in one decade than in all the previous centuries of its existence."  Nicolai Tesla

shineling

Hey Lumaza, thanks for responding.  :-)

Well, I did do a lot of research but this came about because I used to spend a lot of time in the forest. I saw some incredible things out there including animals that could change their shape and become other animals. This led me to do much reading on shamanism and the Nature Guardians including an in-depth study on all the Castaneda materials. I was able to corroborate a lot of my experiences so I knew I wasn't just going crazy. I noticed too that a lot of information was lacking so I wanted to add my own voice and share my own experiences with the Nature Guardians. One thing I learned is that we are all connected to Nature and if we want to uncover our own personal mysteries we need only seek that higher Nature connection. I also learned through experience that there are guardians that guard those special awarenesses and by seeking them we can garner allies to help us on our journey. Because of the aid of these beings sometimes the world collapses and we can take a peek behind the curtain of reality. There is a certain order and techniques to making contact with Earth's nature guardians... so that's really what the book is about. A way to get in touch with the Spirit and all the benefits that come with it.

Anyway, I'm thinking of writing a second book. This one will be more about dreaming and NPR experiences. I'm finding though that it's all connected. Reality is one flowing phenomena...

Thanks again for saying hi!  :-) Cya.
"Unbinding the limits on our Soul is man's truest quest."

T-Man

shineling,

That's great to see you have a published book.  I love reading and listening to as many books as I can regarding the topics discussed here on the forum.  I have always enjoyed reading your posts so I have now added your book to my reading queue!

I don't have an e-reader anymore but looks like it won't be too bad reading it on my iPhone!

:-)
The Adventure Continues...

shineling

Thanks T-Man! I really appreciate the kind words. I hope you enjoy the book.  :-)  It's not a long read. If you want it's also available on Apple iBooks. Just do a search for it. Cya around and thanks again.  :-P
"Unbinding the limits on our Soul is man's truest quest."

shineling

In the last two months I think I've entered a new phase in my exiting technique. I used to go sleep and sort of set myself up to pop into lucidity after drifting into sleep. Now however, I can really stay with the moment and watch myself fall asleep. Then as soon as I can "wiggle" I push myself out. It seems I can do it at will because I've succeeded everytime I've tried this new way. I wonder if the exiting technique keeps evolving and where it leads to.

Last night I was really in a dare-devil mood. I exited and even though it was dawning in the physical world it was dark outside in the astral. I found my favorite house and the lights on the porch where on. It's like some kind of neighborhood party house where there's always something going on - including hooking up. I decided I wanted some fun so I went into the house to see if anyone wanted to hang out.

Inside it's kind of dim with cozy shadows. There was a girl there sitting on the couch. She was the prettiest out of three girls that where there. I approached her and we spent awhile getting to know each other. She was very kissable. Imagine my surprise when she pulls out a gadget and starts flipping through realities. It was like a very skinny iPad and we flip-booked through many different environments.

It was a crazy night but after her I found another girl and had some fun with her. And then I had a third. Playing with girls in the astral is fun. Everyone is themselves and everyone is happy to share true Love. :)
"Unbinding the limits on our Soul is man's truest quest."

shineling

It was a lucid dream this time. I was sitting in an arm chair staring at keleidoscope patterns in a fireplace. It was the picture of cozy. It looked like the most comfortable wooden cabin. I went outside and saw that my cabin was one of eight. There was a dirt road with four cabins on either side. Around this little village was a deep forest with tall healthy trees.

I saw someone come out of the cabin across the street and we started talking. He was a dude around my age and he was very friendly. We instantly became buddies. A man and woman were approaching the cabin next to mine. They where each carrying a sack full of something. My new friend asked them what they where carrying and the guy said, "apple melons."

Suddenly there was a low rumble like far away thunder. We all looked toward the horizon and could see a big storm coming. And I mean a big storm - the clouds where almost black.

"Get inside! Get inside! Sergio has the strongest house so we'll all meet there. Get your apple melons everyone and bring them to Sergio's." Everyone went to get their apple melons. I helped my neighbor carry a few sacks to my house. I was almost to my door when the entire sky turned black and the wind started howling. I could hear crazy haunting voices in the deep dark fog. And then there was darkness. I used my flashlight to find my house. My neighbors followed me in carrying the last of the apple melons. We closed and bolted the door.

Outside you could hear the storm howling. The best part of the dream happened next. My neighbor took a small box from his belt and said, "PROTECT!" then he threw the small cube at the windows. The little box expanded and the two Guardians stepped out. They look like super cool characters from a comic book or something. One had huge muscles and looked like a Viking warrior. The other had a mane of spikes around and on his head that made him look like a sun god. They did a little dance and then merged into the windows making sort of a barrier.

We hunkered down and waited for the storm to pass. This was obviously no ordinary storm. I could hear crazy laughter coming from outside and the windows and doors rattled noisily. It was pretty scary.

Something bumped into my leg and a looked down to see the cutest white kitten. I sat down and petted the little cat which purred and butted his head against my hand.

"Here Sergio," someone said. I looked up and someone had cut and peeled some apple melons on a plate. I took a piece and put it in my mouth. It tasted like apples and watermelons! Yummi!

The end. :-)
"Unbinding the limits on our Soul is man's truest quest."

shineling

I keep finding new ways to exit. This time I was dozing and I started to imagine myself running in a forest. Slowly the trees got more vivid and background music started to play. I can't imagine who was playing such beautiful music. I glided up into the sky and saw towns and beautiful neighborhoods. The people seemed so real. I landed in the second story of a bar.

Inside was a group of people who I talked to. The first talk was about how getting close to the center of the universe dissolved you into pure Spirit. Someone said they where 47% sure they could go all the way soon and become pure Spirit. Then Jack the Rat showed up and said he would tell my prophesy. He said you can tell how old a soul is by the amount of times it had touched the Truth. He said I had touched it at least once in my current life and I would touch it again before it was over.

I woke up right after that refreshed. The end.
"Unbinding the limits on our Soul is man's truest quest."