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Homosexuality and The X-men

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SnakeDoctor

i slept for a little bit tonight, and had a dream. in the dream i, for some reason, started dating this guy(im a straight 21 yr old male.) and i was constantly talking about how it doesn't feel right. and im going to break up with him. so i drop him off and walk him to the door and say, sorry but i don't think we should see each other anymore. im just not attracted to guys. then the scene changes and im part of the X-men, im being chased thru a swamp or woods. things start exploding all around. we fight back, win and then i wake up. whats all that mean?

Mez

lol thats f***ed up. No clue what it means... maybe you think that X-men's real mission is to destroy the gay population?...

SnakeDoctor

lol my uncle would love to hear that...lemme tell ya

Stookie

Here's what I found here: http://en.mimi.hu/dreams/homosexual.html

QuoteTo dream that you are homosexual (but you are not in your waking life), represents a union with aspects of yourself. It is symbolic of self-love, self-acceptance, and compassion.
In your dream it could mean a dissatisfaction with this aspect of yourself.

They didn't have one for "X-men"

Awakened_Mind

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I've not had a drop of alchohol for 9 months. In that time I've had 5 dreams that I've been drinking. In all of them I've felt guilty when I realise what I'm doing and the dream ends soon after.

Yours may have been a reflection of a past life. Perhaps you were a women, or homosexual. Seems to have shocked you either way. Not sure how sexuality works in the spirit world. I've heard of 'Astral Sex', in fact I think it was a thread on here.

-AM
Truth exists beyond the dimension of thought.

Sharpe

I think the dream was 2 parts, x-men had nothing to do with homosexuality.
Your mind drifted off somewhere in the middle.

That homosexual part could be what stookie said, you have to understand that dreams are everything subconscious, everything that you are not allowed to think deep through.
If you do think deeper and deeper about this dream and get a feeling that you're on the right track why you could have this dream, you could solve it.

The thing with sexual preference is, if you are not arroused by men you aren't homosexual.
Try watching gay porn and try to... hmmm, jerk off at it.
If you can't or are too disgusted by it, you aren't gay.

The X-men part could be just a simple subconscious thought about the movie or cartoons, sometimes dreams aren't to be taken seriously, but you may notice that some dreams have a pattern, if you find that pattern, you will find something of your personality.
The deeper you dig into these thoughts, you can uncover why you behave in some ways.
And discover why your personality is build this way.

SnakeDoctor

i actually tried that a few years ago...just couldn't watch it. and it wasn't 100% gay porn. it was 2 bi guys and a girl...after i figured out what was going on i stopped watching and was weirded out.

but, i did notice a pattern to my dreams...alot of them are violent or involve love. rather its me running from violence(like in horror movies), being involved, or me just holding hands with someone....occasionally all three. one i remember, i was trying to not get involved in a war, i was hiding out some where, my significant other gets killed and forces me to get involved.

Sharpe

I think that you might be afraid of someone and you don't stand up for yourself against that person.
But, I can never know this for sure because only you can figure out the pattern between dreams reality.
Because you allready know what it is, but you don't "know" it, it's not conscious.

For example, in my dreams I have a serious recurring "idea".
In my dreams the scenario's mostly go like this: I find something amazing and tell everyone but yet after I tell them, they say to not take it seriously or they laugh at me for taking it seriously.
Well, amazingly this happens in real life aswell, I tell someone something amazing, but the person doesn't take it seriously and cracks jokes about it.

If this thought stays subconscious, it will add another piece to the puzzle of my personality.
And following this sequence over and over and over, my personality gets formed.

So after understanding the dreams link to reality, I decided not to take human's that seriously, most of them do not know anything, they believe what the majority tells them to believe and crack jokes about anything else.
You see, my dreams were trying to push me to follow the majority of humans, and to not learn anything.

But, besides any wanted or following my feelings, I NEED to know or learn some stuff, so I have to let go of feeling good or happy and go towards feeling miserable but knowing.
It sucks to be human.


SnakeDoctor

no...i know its not standing up for myself...i say whats on my mind, and if it gets me to where im trading punches...then hey, thats life.

Sharpe

Well, just try to think it through, read a bit about dreams and the subconscious.
Think, think and think some more, eventually a thought will pop-up.
At least, that's what happend to me.

Borat

Maybe you're sexually attracted to one of the male X-men?

SnakeDoctor


morning_star

I would place my bets on what Stookie said.  Your homosexuality is probably an indication that the situation is about you.  I think the male you were dating might be a part of you that you are letting go. It might possibly be something within you that just "doesn't feel right" that you are ready to part with.  As far as the x-men thing goes...sometimes our mind uses familiar icons to represent other things.  The characters are not as important as the feeling of running through a dark area(maybe a dark time in your life) and feeling the fear as you are chased possibly to your death.  Maybe the fact that you fight back and win is an indication that you do subconsciously believe in yourself and that you do believe you will get through whatever it is that brought on the dream.  I could be wrong, but I don't know you so I couldnt say for sure.  Your therapist would know better what it meant.  It might be good to note that the X-Men stories have been seen by some as metaphors for the struggles of the homosexual community.  This is more evident in the films where even a "cure" (ex-gay ministry) is discussed in the third installment.  I hope this helps a little bit. :)

SnakeDoctor