Channeling M.U.H.A.M.M.A.D

[Mustardseed]

Hello everybody
Oh life....is bigger....its bigger than you and you are not me...the lenghts I will go to...the distance in your eyes...oh no I said too much I said it all....thats me in the corner.

As my life changes once again in the most profound of ways, I have decided to take up my AP presence for a very specific purpose....I would like to ask for your patience and love as I try to explain what I have been up to for so many years, and form a sort of fellowship of old friends.

Some might remember me, but very few I expect. I started out a long ago on the AP...time passed...life happened ....and now I would like to come back....wiser...older....and hopefully with a good deal more understanding and love.


I will start my new conversations shortly, and would appreciate any comments anyone wants to add but will as I always tried to do...stay away from heated arguments and unkindness....I would like you all to try your best to help me be good....deal?

My best wishes to you all ...old friends and new

Regards Mustardseed

Ps....I was not sure about the thread name and had to think there...now I changed it to what I really will be doing. This could be quite a ride....and I know it will raise eyebrows and maybe a few sharp comments. If it gets too rowdy I ask that the moderators step in......I believe it can be done and I have my mind set

[Mustardseed]

It all started with a song I heard on the internet.....an interesting song to say the least. As I listened I was very moved and felt that wierd trickle in my spine and around the base of my spinal chord, that I had way back when I channelled God.

I have learned from experience not to ignore that feeling.....here are the words..

"Losing My Religion"

Oh life, it's bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no, I've said too much
I've said enough

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no, I've said too much
I haven't said enough

I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

Every whisper
Of every waking hour
I'm choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt, lost and blinded fool, fool
Oh no, I've said too much
I've said enough

Consider this
Consider this, the hint of the century
Consider this, the slip
That brought me to my knees, failed
What if all these fantasies come
Flailing around
Now I've said too much

I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
That was just a dream

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no, I've said too much
I haven't said enough

I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
Try, cry, why try
That was just a dream
Just a dream
Just a dream, dream

End

I really felt someone wanted to speak and so I decidee to listen

[Stillwater]

I remember this thread from way back when... it seems like everyone who was around in 2003 is coming back to say hi, hehe.

[Mustardseed]

That was quite a time wasnt it...

[Blue Glitter Neon]

Will you attempt to get into contact with the soul of Prophet Mohammed?

[Mustardseed]

Yes...been looking for him for a while now.....seems its building up , but I still need a bit of time.