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Winged_Wolf

The dark patch, along with the rest of it, makes me think that what that dark spot is, is actually an anchor--that is, a psychic docking point for whoever/whatever put it there, to make it easier for them to link to you.

Cut away and remove the net, and in particular remove the anchor, and shield--or have someone else do the above.  (Shielding is particularly important as whoever/whatever did this may be alerted by the tampering, and attack the one doing it...not to mention making the whole thing harder by reinforcing it).


--Winged Wolf
"I will stare at the sun until its light doesn't blind me, and I will walk into the fire, 'til its heat doesn't burn me, and I will feed the fire...."
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"I will stare at the sun until its light doesn't blind me, and I will walk into the fire, 'til its heat doesn't burn me, and I will feed the fire...."

Mathias Jonsson

Hello Winged Wolf!

Thanks for the suggestion. The dark spots that might me docking spot sounds plausible, I don´t know if the psychic therapist removed any of this, I only remember him blowing something through my left temple, as well as massaging the third eye chakra. After this session on the astral, I had dreams where someone performed something of a follow-up healing on me, which consisted of blocking the area where the induced images are projected. At least that was what I was told, subconsciously in a non-verbal way. Also this person wanted to touch my right eye where these attacks have been projected, like a magnetic beam (that is actually physically felt!) that did hurt on me, as if the area was irritated, so I wanted to refrain from that touch that was physical.
Who this person was I don´t know, the therapist I consulted says that he didn´t do any of this, ghe said that it might be the higher self, but I don´t think that.
Also in a following dream session this unknown male person folded a kind of sheet over me, before doing the healing.
This might all seem like just dreams, but after waking up I felt that something had been done on my aura.

My present period I have felt enpowered and shielded, and the erotic fantasies that these entities wants to have, has´nt affected me psychologically like before.
Last night I again felt the intruding sphere like presence of these vampires before falling asleep, they induced erotic images, but I didn´t let myself be affected, then I could see in me third eye, demonic looking beings standing a bit away, staring at me.

I have been suspicious of that the attacks actually are controlled by some kind of qlipphotic beings of a grander order, that wants me to join them as a black magician.
In 1996 I had a creaative rush when I started writing some gothic horror stories, at that time I felt a strong presence from a demonic being, not any of these vampires, it was just a passing feeling, but a real one just the same. Also whilst doing my LBRP ritual then, there was an induced kind of flirt of calling me to join a dark magick group.
I don´t see myself as a paranoid, but I do believe that in a previous  past life I may have been on the left-hand path, perhaps even working with demonic lords, and now they want to hinder me from pursuing the theurgic great work.
Also for me it seems like these vampires are just as a kind of attack mediators for these qlipphah, which are probably more intelligent, and now when to attack most effectively. The vampires are just some kind of astral predators that seek nourishment, and also maybe somekind of partial etheric manifestation. Demonic possession as well as lesser psychic attacks of my type seems to be about seeking manifestation as well as channels for their power.

My attacks have been both in the waking state:
* psychological attacks with the use of índuced erotic images sometimes the vampires have manifested partially as a alluring woman.
These attacks have been preceded by a pressure on left and right temples, on the right eye, and on the solar plexus chakra on the back:
The attacks before falling asleep have been preceded by a darkgrey sphere that projects the image-inducing beam through mostly the right eye, and/or the temples.
In the dream state the attacks have been either:
* an almost suffocaing pressure on the breast.
* the vampires appearing as a sphere and physically pressing onto either side of head or arms.
* the dream attacks have been an evoking of either erotic or pornographic images or beings, or a distinctly unpleasant disturbing or nasty atmosphere, like a haunted area. Or the dreams have been controlled to either cause an astral seduction, or to create fear or guilt. All for trying to weaken the aura´s defenses of course.

Finally, I´d like to ask if there is someone here who has the astral/psychic ability to look into my case, and help me or offer specific suggestions for what I shall do?

/Mathias Jonsson



monicat777

Hi. I read your post and I can't help but assume that the one poking your eye and "healing" you was a guardian. I don't know if you are familiar with your guardians? Eye poking is common in my oppinion. It seems to be a way of transfering energy or information.  This has been my experience.  Also, since you seem to be well learned on the occult and so on...I advise you never pay someone again to "heal" you.  An example why not...."im reading your aura bla bla...telling you what you already know and have told me but in different words bla bla and in some way you are cursed bla and i can help you for a certain ammount of money and without this "procedure" you are surely doomed.lol (sorry for the sarcasm..but am i wrong?) *) If you are as educated as you seem to be, you can identify and correct these matters on your own. Don't seek out mere validation, have faith. If problems persist to a point which you can't handle then consult someone with a like-mind who can help you reach a solution. Good example would be this post for instance.
   My last bit of advice for you is...If you explore the dark as well as the light but you are neutral and your eyes are constantly being open to new things it's important to remember that you just might be kinda' powerful.  And certain things will automatically gravitate to you if you are sort of a "teenager" in the spiritual realm. Specifically because they want you. Many would disagree with me I'm sure. But this is my oppinion because that is sort of where I am as well. Absolutely get to know your guardians!(if you don't already)It is so important I can't stress the point enough. And don't let your experiences develop your spiritual self, you decide what you are and where you want to go. I hope I've been of some help.

              all the best,
                      moni


Mathias Jonsson

Thanks Moni for the advice!

Though in my case, I don´t believe it is a guardian that is casing these beams against the right eye, as they are hurtful. The guardians I have sometimes give me advice telepathically, often they try to tell me not to give in to the erotic-inducing attacks, e.g. give in to them, which is very hard, as these attackers definitely know my achilles heel.
As to paying for healing, I agree with you. If I were an exorcist I wouldn´t charge anyone as "All are One" and the true exorcism is  equlibrium and for the benefit of all.
For me, this distance reading gave me some pointers to what my problem are, but this healer sounded like he didn´t want to tell the whole truth.
As for the session, it was real and not a bogus one. I only wonder where to go next.

Mathias J


Nita

Hello Mathias
  I may be posting this twice as I didn't get this post is sucessful I am repeating myself. Robert has a lot of information on this website that you might find helpful. The articles are written by a number of people and all of them have good information on the subjects that they cover.
  NIta

www.astralhealer.com
www.hermeticuniversityonline.com

Ides315

Hello Mathias
What you are going through sounds quite famaliar to what I am dealing with. See "hybrid attacks". Though different methods were used, and I have people I can identify as attackers. Alot of what you descibe I am also going through, I just didn't make my post that complete. (Or maybe clear). Aside from looking on this site for the good info here, there are a couple of other things that we are doing that are pretty easy. We have made a CD and play it almost continualy with "Kodeesh, Kodeesh, Kodeesh, Ahdohnye Sayboath". This is phonetically correct, even though I know the spelling is not. With your studies you should recognize it, Hebrew for "Holy, Holy, Holy God is". It has proven for us anyway, to drive the negatives crazy. Our Pastor also told us that it is some of the words involved in excorcism rituals used by the church. Another thing we had done was a prayer of intercession specifically for us by our Pastor. We are fortunate, in that we can have discussions of this caliber with him. Though I too am persueing the great work, we have found that going to Gods house ie church has been very beneficial for us. Maybe this was because we were led so far "astray" before we realized what was happening. Another thing that a friend who is quite powerful shared with us is to keep a candle burning all the time. It will help diffuse attacks sent at you. I prefer a white candle, but most colors are good (except for black duh). I have also found that strongly affirming the path you choose when under attack helps alot, as does meditating with the mantra I mentioned, meditating about what it means.

Using these things, particularly the affirmation of path has immensely scaled back the erotic images to be pretty ignorable.

Finding a good priest that is aware could be a big help. Ours has done prayers for us that did alot to open up my connection with the divine. I am not sure how to guide you to a good one, we had  help in locating ours in that it just "happened".

The articles on this web site will help alot, and if you can sense were the "darkness" is on you, push against it, it works for me. Also repeating the lords prayer in you head or while meditating (I like to "vibrate" it astraly/etherically) has helped. An interesting side note, it was very hard for me to memorize it again, and when I had it down pat after a week (?) of trying, within 45 minutes I had an "expelling" attack. I kept repeating (with vibratory voice) the prayer until all that would come out did. This manifested in coughing attacks say the prayer, hack, hack, hack. I continued this until I could say the prayer strongly, loudly, and firmly with no internal response, then said it a few more times.

Hope some (or all) of this helps

Ides315



Ides315

Another note. From my perspective, Moni is correct about the outside influences. Once I became aware of what was happening, and again began my studies, an offer of power was given to me by the perpatrator (the human one) of the crimes against us. This came in the form of a dream (OBE?), Immediatly after I "woke up" and chose to continue my studies on the path of light. I have had other offers since, I am not quite sure of the source, but it is not good. It can be hard, they offer alot, but in the end you would get nothing. Take care, and good wishes.


Mathias Jonsson

Thank you very much Ides315 on your suggestions!

The attacks I have experienced have had a definite connection with darker magick (though in a subtle way), as if someone seems to be trying to push me off the lighter road.
I remember in 1996, I could hear calls like inviting me to hail Satan, this sounds ridiculous I know, as I regard Satanism as quite childish, though I confess of having a slight interest in demonology, especially when I was in my early teens. Quite recently my interest in darker occultism made my buy a book on Dark Magick. In Sweden, where I reside, we have a left-hand path society called Dragon Rouge and they use the Reverse Side of the Qabalistic Tree. I cofess being open to more controversial aspects of occultism as I think the old traditional division of righthand path and lefthand path is perhaps all that correct. Also the author who is a member of this society had some good points on the slight superstitious views that still abide in Ceremonial Magick.

But there must be sevrela pitfalls and other dangers with dark magick as I see it, iI mean you might seem like you´re using diabolic powers safely, leading to them using you in an indirect way. I´m not that well-versed in Kenneth Grant, but his Typhonian version of magick seems very qlipphotic oriented(as well as being heavily Sex Magick oriented).

Apart from that, I´m not a Christian (though I´m baptized as one), when I was a young child I was facinated with Christ on the cross. Today the only type of Christianity that interests me is Gnostic Christianity. Apart from that I have felt more drawn to Hinduism (i studied Bhakti Yoga in 1989 when I was 18, and I felt a very close connection to the higher self) as well as Tantric Buddhism/Lamaism.

The answer to my attacks seems to be found in past life, also I have my suspicions that my astrological chart carries several very important clues: I´m a solar Gemini, the sun is positioned in the Eighth House (the house of Scorpio, of death,sex,legacies and occultism), also I´m a Scorpio Ascendant (scorpio Rising), I have Neptune and Jupiter in conjunct in the First House (I can easily access the astral through my mind), further I have Mars in Aquarius conjunct the north Node, my South Node (karmic past) is in Leo (indicating a powerful past) also I have Venus trine Pluto, Moon trine Pluto and Saturn trine Pluto, all indicating ease in dealing with darker, frightening issues and forces.

As to your talk about affirmation of the right path. I have decided to take up my magical studies again in a about a year, this time using the full Ogdoadic system of Aurum Solis (famous from the books by Melita Denning & Osborne Philips) which I strongly feel is THE system for me both the way the emphasize the Gnostic, Neoplatonic and The Renaissance influences, also the sublime way their rituals are designed.
But I have learnt that magick must be built on a firm ground, both psychologically and socially, and as I´m currently studying Egyptology (Middle Egyptian language) at the University,  time for doing lenghthy rituals is pretty scarce at the present.

Again, on the point on chanting, I have found that vibrating the godnames and archanngel names (maybe also the lesser angel names)for every sephiroth is somewhat helpful.
But on the religious point, praying to God and the higher self and/or Adonai/YHVH/Tetragrammaton is helpful. The Yeshuah/Pentagrammaton as used in the Golden Dawn Rose-Cross ritual is helpful.
On method that proved helpful recently was visualizing the aura being as in a up-rotating spiral like it is reaching a higher and higher vibration or "tone" (this done with prayer to the higher self):

But the attackers are clever, their attacks are often aimed whilst in dreams (creating a horrible atmosphere in a dream) or when one is close to those leylines that are magnetic/negative (powerswallowing).

The prime question is are there any useful techniques to extract the psycho-magnetic links on oneself, using a crystal or something?


Best regards

Mathias J




Winged_Wolf

Cut them with a "knife" made of energy.
My favored method has always been following them back to beat up whatever's at the other end, though.


--Winged Wolf
"I will stare at the sun until its light doesn't blind me, and I will walk into the fire, 'til its heat doesn't burn me, and I will feed the fire...."
--Winged Wolf
http://www.lulu.com/wingedwolfpsion
"I will stare at the sun until its light doesn't blind me, and I will walk into the fire, 'til its heat doesn't burn me, and I will feed the fire...."

Tir13

Geez...

Violent much?  It's so much more fun to trap them in mirrors and watch them starve to death....^_^

Ciao

Jason


Ides315

To Tir13

Could you post some details on trapping the entities in the mirrors? And does this also affect positive entities and/or projectors? Starving out a neg would be fine, But I would not do this to a person or a positive entity. Or is it possible to "hold them for awhile" to prove a point, and then let them go? That would probably cause alot of irritation if it could be done selectively.

And to all, if you were to trap someone's double, what are the repercussions on the physical side?

Ides315


Mathias Jonsson

On the topic of warding off negs, this is something that is very difficult when they have established themselves, so to speak. As they perceive one´s achilles heels, you must detect theirs, as well as be able to see where they are connected. Also when trying to cut the chords, these have in my experience, refused to be severed. Maybe saying a prayer or invoking Elohim Gibor (godname of Mars/Geburah) or YHVH or Yshvh might do the trick.

I had one attack in he dreamstate again a couple of nights ago, and this time they (the negs) fronted me in a bunch, some went for my head centres and the others the genital region/lower abdomen, it felt like they wanted to get into the abdomen (it was quite horrible) I did´nt have the strentgh to combat them, as I felt almost paralysed. I suspect that what I have bothering me are both negs and incubi, and that there are someone or some that controls them.

I have requested for help them from F.H., so let´s hope this will come to an end soon.

Also, I´m also forgetting, something to emphasize is thought-control, which I´m trying to improve, this can be very difficult when under psychic attack, but some of Franz Bardon´s techniques of his excellent "Initiation to Hermetics" can surely be applied. Keeping track on how many times a day the induced images/thoughts appear Also my third term university studies in Middle Egyptian grammar (which is complex to learn indeed) is a help, keeping the mind focused.

Finally I want to say that may all those troubled by unwanted beings or influences of the astral realms find the strength of spirit in their fight!

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Mathias




Mathias Jonsson

As I´m new to this forum; i´d like to introduce myself: My name is Mathias,`I´m 30 year old university student. My interests are the occult/magick/mysticism, egyptology, literature, music, film, art.
This forum seems very fitting for me, as I have been having psychic attacks since 1994, actually it first started in 1984, but in -94 when I was studying ceremonial magick (using D.M. Craig´s book) the attacks got much more intense.

In 1997-98 the attacks were so intense, that I can almost was becoming different in personality. I took a break from my magick studies, and the attacks got less intense, but they continued. Since then I have been reading various books on psychic self-defense, including the ones by Denning & Philips, Dion Fortune.

Last year I found an AD that offered distance exorcism, removal of psychomagnetic links, etc. The therapist behind this, claims to be connected with a UK organisation, the name escapes me now, specialized in Spiritual Releasement Therapies and Regression Therapies.
Anyway the work this therapist provided for a rather costly sum (amounting to about $ 80) was effective for a short time, but the attacks returned some days after. At least I got confirmation on waht had caused these attacks.

According to the psychic therapist: the attacks were made by vampiric entities that were draining by inducing thought-images, these entities  seemed to reside in the astral sphere under my bed(in the west) and the cause for the attack were karmic, in a former past life I had been a shaman that misused his powers, and thus these attacks were some kind of retribution, perhaps a type of curse.
Also the therapist noted that I had a kind of steel-like looking web around me, and something darkish on the aura on my left leg, like something missing, plus there was a word on my right arm that is Björn in Swedish, which is a Norse name meaning "Beer" (!?)
I have definitely felt that I have shamanistic ties, I have experienced shapeshifting into beer form on at least two times , as well as contact with a tiger totem. This totem was beside on the astral plane whilst the exorcism was performed.
At the present the attacks have decreased, perhaps my astral defenses are stronger now.
What I would like to find is someone that could help me find a final soloution to this proble, as well as finding the answers to what lies behind these attacks.

Best regards;

Mathias