Two experiences that felt like rape

[luffy28]

Hi,
I was in a hospital earlier this year because of mental problems. I remember one night that I woke up between 2 and 3 am and felt I was being raped (in the anus) by a spirit. It was through (or happened) through a masturbation technique I use. After I climaxed I felt like I had been beat up and had depressional feelings for days after that.

The second time I was in my bed at home and the same thing happened but I felt it was the astral body of a person I work with for my disability that was raping me (through the same masturbation technique).

Are there any good books on psychic / astral protection?

I know Robert Bruce has one.

Thanks.

[Xanth]

Ignore Robert Bruce... you'll leave him being MORE scared than you already are and it'll only make matters worse.

My suggestion, stop priming your experiences first with sexual imagery.  You're perceived negative experiences with being "raped" will end.

Suffice to say, you're pre-loading your experiences.  Stop it.  

In the end, always keep a positive frame of mind and you'll be fine.