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Hi, I think that when I see people on TV that they can see me, and communicate with me. Same with posters, people talking through my speakers, etc. I have had these beliefs since puberty.

Also, if I see a license plate of a car, and if it ends in a number like 4, or, 6, 8 things will happen a certain way, and that if they end like 3, or 5,7, things will happen a different way. I literally believe this. Or if the seconds hands on a clock ends on the right side of the clock this will happen that way, if it lands on the left hand side of the clock, another way.  Events like these go on etc.

I never believe that I am alone, and I never talk to people if I see them, only recently do I talk to people. Anyway, I am taking risperdal (2MG) and these experiences are lessening. I am being put up to 3MG now. I took 6MG the other day and for once for years I felt by myself, like I had control of my own thoughts, and destiny.

What do you think I suffer from? I told my psychiatrist these things (he put me on the risperdal) but does not think schizophrenia.

Sounds like a mild case of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.

Whoa !
I thought Frank is back.
Do you know if he is alive and well ?

Most scientists are very afraid to admit that the gravitational field is not a material object.

How one planet knows about the existence of every other celestial object ?
At all times ?
Does this information travel at an infinite speed (instantaneous) ?
Is it telepathy or a quantum entanglement ? Or both ?

Just imagine that every molecule transmits information about its weight and position to every other molecule in the universe - imagine that each signal is passed by only one elementary amount of material energy - the universe would quickly fill with its weight times its weight and explode ! 

So all that information can be passed only by some non material means.

My theory:
It is all about the ONENESS and LOVE !

Motorhead - Lost In The Ozone

I am a drifter on a hungry empty sea
There is no one on earth to rescue me
The winter storms they freeze me
Summer burned alive
I can't remember when another soul passed by
Marooned and stranded, on the Islands of the Damned
There is no one on earth to take my hand
There is no voice to speak, no soul for company
The sun goes down like blood into the Western Sea

Alone and dying, and a thousand miles from home
I know I never was so broken and alone
I searched the sky for God, shivered to the bone
Drowned in sorrow, Lost in the Ozone

No hand for me, abandon me
Wash over me, watch over me, drowned forever
Alone and crying, and a thousand miles astray
Alone upon the cruel sea, forsworn and cast away
I turned my face to god, but his face was turned away

Lost in the Ozone, nothing left to say
Lost in the Ozone, nothing left to say
Nothing left to say, nothing left to say
Wash over me

No I don't shake but small segments of my muscles pulse / twitch.  You can even see areas under my skin move.  It often feels somewhat wavy as muscles pulse all over.  It is really starting to annoy me...

I had this problem long time ago.

Use it to train your will and patience - tell the muscle to stop and wait patiently (don't get discouraged - be strong !) and after a while it WILL stop.

You may also want to buy a good multivitamin supplement (especially potassium and magnesium) , walk or run a mile or two and get 30 minutes of hot relaxing bath before your mediations.

i am going to try a new method out tell me what you think about it.

Well i plan on working out to such an extent to where my mind will just let go and i will go into a lucid state.( Don't worry about my health because i had some blood work up done and a MRI done recently and i am perfectly healthy) I plan on runnig lifting and doing massive amounts of push ups and sit ups.

Bad idea !

Especially in a gym where if you faint at a wrong time and place you can fall and hit some hard surface/equipment and die, a barbell may fall down on your head, chest or foot etc.

IMHO gym is a place where you have to be very careful, thoughtful, fully sober and always conscious of what you are doing and what is happening around you - maybe even more than when driving a car - if not, you are just asking for trouble.

btw. I have more than 10 years of experience in the gym - i saw many accidents so i know what i'm talking about.

Some of my favorite sites:

http://swamij.com/kundalini-awakening.htm

http://www.angelfire.com/mi3/tomekeeper/begin/begin.html

http://www.rinf.com/e-books/magick_books.html

Hey.Always seeing the number 7.

Oh really  

Don't worry ! 

+1 to what Kodemaster wrote

And remember that even if your body is not moving (lying in your bed for example) it is still moving around our planet's axis (~ 1666 km/h), around the sun (even faster), around the Milky Way's center (even even faster  ) and towards the Andromeda galaxy IIRC.

So IMHO it doesn't matter if you add another 100km/h to these enormous speeds    - you will always find your body with ease (automatically).

Sorry but the first video is definitely a fake.. The creator was on a documentary i saw not so long ago explaining how he made it..

Right ! I saw it few months ago on the Discovery Channel.

Second definitely looks like an airship or hot airballoon.

It looks like a balloon wired with LEDs.

Wow ! How cool it looks !

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Buddhabrot

A nice connection between spiritual world and mathematics.

Nebulabrot is nice too.

Click here for a list of fractal generators.

sarcastic HA!

Jerusalem, Israel
Jerusalem is the capital of Israel
The native name of Israel is Yisra'el
Most countries have their embassies in Tel Aviv. 
Current time Wednesday, 23 August 2006, 00:01:53

heres my view: the roaring sound is your blood rushing through the ears. it is very loud becouse you are in trance.

It may be, but in my case it is completely different so i think it must be something else.

I remember I used to experience as a child.

I have reached a stage in the past two weeks where I start hearing a massive roaring noise and it's so very loud and I feel absolutely gigantic and it feels like I'm being flung back and forward really fast.  I have been experiencing this the past few nights and it kind of scares me out of it because it feels so overwhelming.

This happened to me many times when i was a child - often during a sickness like a flu or a common cold.
It's sound and mass was always very quickly geting louder and expanding to the point of being unbearable and feeling that if don't do something to stop it something really bad would happen.

It's good to know that i'm not the only one.

The roar is so loud but not deafening, and I have heard voices in the roar.

I have also started hearing totally strange noises in this as well like bangs, voices and giggles.  Could these be from the Astral perhaps?

I'm sure that these voices are not from physical plane  

So, what I'd really like to know is; is this roaring, feeling gigantic and being flung about a form of vibration that occurs before/during astral projection?  I'd very much like some sort of confirmation so I can allow myself to go deeper in these feelings

IIRC Bruce Moen [edit: Or was it Monroe ?] wrote about this in his books - he said that it is your consciousness connecting with the whole universe (it is always connected but your mind must be silenced to hear/experience this connection) - you start to hear all thoughts and feel all feelings at the same time that's why it is so overwhelming and sometimes frightening.

I may just be one step away from projecting.

I think it's more like you are already 99% on the other side    :thumbsup:

OOBE reduced my fear of death to the point of not even being sure if i am afraid of death or only afraid of the pain which sometimes accompanies passing to the other side.

paker means musclehead in my language :redface:    :boxing2:  :superman:

My personal belief is actually quite simple:
as long love rules I'm doing the right thing.

:thumbsup:  :cheerleader2:  :Iagree:

At least I thought that astral sex wasn't a common thing.
I'm still not sure if it is a good thing, and I don't mean from an ethical point of view, but more from a spiritual and psychological point of view.

I think it is a very common thing but 99% of time (average) people think that it is just a very nice dream.

I'm actually less worried about all the scary demonic stories I've heard.
But I wonder if there are more people who have sex with spirits or their spirit guides.

Hehehe if you want to see it from christian perspective go to wikipedia and type in "succubus" or "incubus"  

Do they experience this as a good or a bad, or just as a nice waste of time?

It 100% depends on person's beliefs.

What's the point of killing yourself because of an illusion (maya) ?

He can get a better soul contract.

Or not  

As long as he is happy (to give love) it can be pretty much irrelevant if he is loved by his woman or not.

That is pretty much non-existent. that kind of people.

You are speaking to one of them right now

Now you are just being selfish.  :naughty:

I'm being selfish because I'm being realistic?

Half the world is dying of aids, hunger, diseases, war, and he should bring more people to this planet?

Why not ? He has all the same rights as anyone else.

what's the point of living for an illusion?

What's the point of killing yourself because of an illusion (maya) ?

and he might 'fall in love' but who can assure the other person is going to fall for him?

As long as he is happy (to give love) it can be pretty much irrelevant if he is loved by his woman or not.

There are too many people on the planet. if he doesn't have kids it's for the best.

Now you are just being selfish.  :naughty:

I am planning my own suicide for the fall / late summer.

Are you 100% sure that you will end up in a better world/place/situation ?

Are you 100% sure that you can't be happy here in this physical uniwerse ?

Are you 100% sure that you will not win 100M$ in a lotery one week after your planned suicide ?

Are you 100% sure that you can't fall in love and have a good life with many wonderful children and grandchildren who will love you very much ?

hp may make people wonder what it stands for, like people ask sometimes "what does that stand for in that thread, is that your picture?"

Hewlett Packard ?    

he might be someone I've known before (perhaps from a past life)someone who has always cared about me.

I agree. And that is why you are more connected/open to him  than to others.

He's much lighter and brighter than the (living) people I know,
so he might be (perhaps only a tiny little bit) on a higher plane.

My knowledge is that there are no planes - only slower and faster vibration.
I mean there are no clear boundaries between lower, higher and highest possible "plane".

On the other hand I think that he is still working on certain issues himself.

There is a word in Hinduism for an advanced entity who decides to remain close to physical plane to help other souls, instead of evolving further as quick as possible.

But the sexual part was confusing me because I wasn't sure if it was right.

I thought that you said earlier that you are very open in this matter.

And I also think that sex between us shouldn't become a habit.

Look deep inside and tell me why do you feel that way.

Is it because of some external influence ? People telling you that sex is bad, that he may be a "demon" ?

I stop with the sexual part for a while just to see how things really are between us.

I may be wrong but you may lose him forever if you do that.
Maybe by loving (merging with) him you are giving him enough energy for him to be there for you.
Without that energy he may have to go to the light (final destination).

Another thing that bothers me is my own perception.
My fears, my prejudices and doubts are in the way to understand what is going on.

99% of women   :loveU:  are like you     Everything is fine but they have their fears and prejudices and then they want to fix something that is not broken and all hell breaks loose.  

I don't know maybe try to think like a man.

If he doesn't do any harm, should I still send him away?

Your choice - if you don't love him - kick him out.  

But on the other hand: what's the use of having a spirit around who seems to love me and like my company.

Hmmm Well...
...he may be very helpful in magic practices. :witch:
He may be able to protect you from evil :demon:  :chainsaw: etc.

teleport

       

How many times have you teleported, which is something that anyone truly understanding higher realms can do?

There is always some time between understanding, knowing and exploiting, utilizing the knowledge.

Modern (especially quantum) physics is moving closer and closer to the border of "magic" (teleporting, sending information without any physical mediators).

btw. Remote viewing is teleporting your consciousness ( point of view ) to another place...   ...and precognition - to another time.