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so recently 2 to 3 times a week i am experiencing an obe everything goes to a static white and il come out of my body and just start zooming up through my roof its like im not in control  im just off like a rocket and poof il be somewhere else but everytime i see myself laying down as im exiting. so, il be out and its like im carrying chains on my back i feel this heavy weight on me in my astral body and im always being pulled around. its like something is trying to control me or something. any ideas?? 

did you feel the shift yesterday?

lmao i did a tripple take when i saw it i got to get to a scanner to upload it. the crazy thing is i told my mom about the dream first she was helping me clean out the box i was going through her face was priceless.

so the otherday i was trying to phase and realized that i was already phased into the astral i was speaking with my mother then i realized that i was astral so i got up ran at the window and jumped out of it soon i was up in the night sky and i could see bright stars i turned and started coming down from the clouds and then i saw a large ship and i was directly above it.
so here is where it got good i wrote down my little journey and began cleaning out an old ceder chest inside the ceder chest was a picture of an old ww2 ship the rensselaer victory in the picture their is a image of what appears to be a body flying above the ship. as soon as i get to a scanner il upload the pic. and no its not a stain or a blotch on the photo its a person flying in the pic or it looks just like a person i thought it could have been a missile but it was a cargo ship and they didnt have missiles like that back in WW2.

do you still see auras?how long did it take you to be able to see? i need to be more consistant in my training 4 real.

oh its wild did it again last night i was in a dream state talking to a mentor and he had me start meditating in the street next to a car so i just started meditating my dream went completely quiet my mind has never been that quiet b4 and i felt myself do a reverse 180 out of my body in the lucid state. as soon as i was starting to realize that i had again went ap in my dream something in my house made a noise and i woke up but i take it as a good sign for me to be on my way to CP what i see as an ultimate goal. looks like i got my SC working right for me just gotta keep up trying to escape this atomic structure.

so last night or just now i was in a dream state and realized i was dreaming kind of so i was in the room with 4 other guys and a woman was doing some interesting stuff like with her jewerly putting it through her body and wrapping herself up in it.so she pours us all a drink from this bottle and says that we will start drinking with the most spiritual person their and gives me the first cup and starts passing out these drinks and i drink it
so im sitting in this chair and i drink the drink close my eyes and start to see symbols like when your attempting to ap. next thing i know im coming out of my body but when i do so does all of my friends in the room. how do i know i was obe well everyone was standing in front of their body and i also was then i do a couple of grounding techniques because i was having B/W vision and gained my bearings. i look at them and they are kinda freaked out so i say follow me guys and we run and jump out a window they are like oh crap we can fly but 2 of them are holding on to me afraid the othere 2 are flying around but then it all went south they started just destroying the city after i showed them we could pretty much do anything we wanted. well it was pretty cool in my book. still havent went from medi to obe but i guess i can count that as a half victory.

 ego check this out.
http://deoxy.org/egofalse.htm

and overstand lol

how long can an attempt/session take i currently go for an hour b4 if decide to call it should i be pushing longer?

my knowledge hits on many levels at once feel free to hit me up with anything i do not believe in coincidences i see them as your subconscious speaking into the 21st century /2+1=3 3D. knowledge is free feel free to hit me up with a DM if you wanna chat on a topic. i do research everything leaving no stone unturned is how i have traveled here and how i will continue to grow.

Namaste, ive been a member here for a few months now. still willing myself closer to an AP or Fully blow OBE in the conscious mind frame. I have decided to just say that anything astral for my definition of AP and OBE is the same type of thing except you may be in a different realm or a different dimension then this one.
my reasons for finding this community  are quite simple i want to access my akashic records, find my mission and complete it. align myself into oneness with all and beat the beast down. i study etymology of words so i sometimes word things in a different way because my world is a complex one seeing words as swords with vibration power behind everything you say.

about myself b4 i cam here my name is jim im from KY. ive studied criminal justice in college to learn about the workings of the american and i use that term loosely, justice system. b4 that i was a military man where i learned about war and the horrors it holds for all. b4 this i started a succesful business with a friend in highschool that is still running strong today. and grew up farming on the hills of KY. i am currently working on starting a small berry/veggy farm back up on some property i own.

just want to thank everyone for helping me through this process of mastering self to a level i had never dreamed of hahaha. 4 real thank you and may the sun keep you warm in your times of darkness. 
   

da13thsun youtube lil cuz Namaste.

the last two days while trying to ap i have been jerking a hand or a leg will just fly up, and complete distract me. i suppose one would just let it go but i could get use to it if it would keep on doing it but it just comes out of the blue. I am wondering if this is a sign that i am truly close to conscious projection. 

was it sp? i also just woke up and had to write down this experience i was attacked in two different dreams i would say. the second i was in some sort of store it had big bees in it, freaked me out. but i eventurally stood in the center of them conquering my frear, and left and out side it was a shooting range one of those that you pay for the equipment ive seen them in vegas and hawaii. anyway i thought what a waste of cash and continued on then something tripped me it was 2 guys that were behind me then they pushed me i thought well they cant herd you and i had a voice tell me something about controlling fear nothing being able harm me. so i did that and realized it was right the 2 guys tried to punch me but they couldnt i refused to give into fear of it they tried a few more times and i was smiling then because i realized they couldnt harm me. then they smiled at me with some evil smiles and i felt myself being picked up off the ground and pinned into the corner then i continued to be moved into the lower realms i continued to think i cannot be harmned and keept just filling myself with love. then i saw a face in my dream a evil looking face and herd a voice screaming at me you will fear me over and over. then it stoped everything turned into static then poof i was awake. i could be doing these dreams to conquer frears to be able to project also you know?  maybe i did transport my conscious into the lucid state to more of a ap. does this usually cause you to go through the same sounds and ect while you are in the lucid.

illuminated
ILL to be sick
luminated full of light 

illuminated to have bad light, sick light, but my favorite and the one i go with is IL is not not/luminated
13love though didnt read all of your posts but im etymology of words is something i get a kick out of like the word words is sword because my words are swords.
english- you put english on a ball when it is struck to spin it backwards english the backwards language you do etymology. NICE=dumb, bless=to make a blood offering.

ahhh lol i can see the most vivid images meditating but i can never get inside it i start to think about it what it is whats going on what the people animals or whatever is doing. then im so caught up in what is happening with a random image i end up just wiping my mind clean. i can even get sounds with the images but nothing i think i think to much. lol i have to let go, and just go with the experience.

yea my hands do the same thing going numb i would call it but i feel this vibration almost all day somewhere. whenever i resonate with something like reading the above statements i feel the vibration become stronger. i get the vibration in my teeth deep in my teeth and also and my face and around my head it feels like fingers of NRG poking me in the head or on other body parts. as well i know im right at the door of projection but its just completely letting go i think that is holding me back. just so many things i want to do when im astral. i think my excitement holds me back from projecting. and usually after trying for an 130 to 2 hrs il give up and say maybe later. but i never quit i just say il get it next time. also i have been using a version of lionhearts i forget what its called but i put it as a WILL expression of willing myself out while in a meditative state saying that i release myself from this physical reality and give my self to the universal powers to guide me on the great journey into the astral realms. i think this is making a big difference using a WILL phrase to push myself out from within.

one time i asked a group who they were and they looked at me and said not this again. hahaha

so when i start to get visuals sometime i feel like im actually thinking them up. and when i think that i usually whip them off and go back to a black screen. should i not be doing this when trying to project?

poped up on my twitter TL then i red it and it looks good to me. sacred geometry 13 y wouldnt we have 13 chakra's just saying though.

speaking on evil i had a close encounter the other night so i was dreaming and i was delivering messages i was thinking this is strange but i was walking and had a letter in my hand so im going down the street and an old lady yells at me hey come up here and invites me up. i think na cant gotta deliver this message and continue on my way. she yells back why are you looking over your shoulder for. and i think what? what is this lady talking about and i look up at her she is an old lady i dont even know her. but i decided to look and when i looked back wow. her face transformed from flesh tone to gray her eyes became large and black like i just zoomed into her eyes couldnt look away from them. and she grabbed me up in some sort of pink and white energy vortex type deal and i saw flaming skulls with black eyes floating around me 3 of them i remember. so i started coming off the ground and this lady was wicked i mean nasty yelling something i couldn't understand at me and i was like wow this is crazy. but then i was like hey im in astral right now i got this nothing can mess with me im more powerful then this old lady then i felt my astral body start shaking and i saw her face she stopped speaking and her entire presence changed. i felt that she had became scared of me because i had decided i was going to stop all this. so i started vibrating in my physical body too this happens a lot to me when im in a dream and wake up i start to vibrate my physical body from the astral. but then the dream started to fade away more and more and i kept on trying to hold it but it kept turning black. then i was back in the physical and i opened my eyes and i saw a orange,red orb with a little girl in it she had blonde hair and a pink coat in front of my eyes and it slowly floated away and through the wall. but ive had a few dreams recently that when im starting to become lucid something will attack me and when i completly realize im only astral and that i got it il just wake up before i can take care of the problem but its always a new dream. and a new entity attacking.
 

yea i just keep trying every day and every night i just tell myself to never give up that i know i can do it. one of these days im just going to pop out of my body, and that will be the beginning to a new chapter. i want to project completely awake eventually. like sitting in a chair and say well im outta here and pop feel myself just float away then im looking at myself from the astroplane that is my goal. and i will do this. I WILL I WILL I WILL it to happen. 

so someone sent me this website the other day when i was looking for 13 Chakra System i found it extremely helpful in my understanding of what i believe an aura is and opened my eyes to new possibilities. dont know if you are around but i got this and some videos are on you tube also on the subject i just stumbled into this post on my google search it was actually the first on one page 2 go fig and since im on here i figured id give you this link. 13love
http://www.onehealsone.co.uk/13chakras.php?cid=1

so i became lucid in a dream i was watching a movie be made you could say and these people were repelling off a building to escape and one of them catch up with a lead actor i only say it was a movie because it was steven seagal i was seeing. but at the end of the repel they stop and say well lets get back to the trailers and they walk off and im stuck watching this like i was repelling behind them so i realize im dreaming.
i go well how did i get here i went to sleep. what am i doing looks like im on a movie set here. where do you want to go and do and decided i wanted to go walk up a wall that was in front of me because everyone was climbing it i thought it would be cool just to walk past them. so i tried but i couldn't i would just like put my foot on the wall then when i went to take another step i would couldnt.

another thing that happened and this was last night was i was asleep and came to feeling i was leaving my body i was like cool this is what it feels like ive been here before but i never knew what the sign looked like
but know i know and i felt myself detatch but i couldnt see anything?