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Ivaldi, we have a lot in common  :confused:

The new you brings a tear to my eye.

This is pretty interesting and weird. Your subconscious could've recreated it. Sometimes, when something happens in the physical, something could happen in your dream. For example, someone can shine a light in your face while you're sleeping, and in your dream, a hole appears in the sky and light comes and you hear God's voice. It I were you, I would ask your step-brother more about these people. Young children are better than adults in seeing these kinds of of things, so these people might be visiting you in your dreams. Just my thoughts.

http://www.mro.org/zmm/teachings/meditation.php

Not sure if this would help, but I went to an Asian New Year festival this year. When the drums were playing, I could actually feel it in what I believe to be the Solar Plexus chakra. It got me pretty scared. Like, when the drumstick hit the drum, I would feel the "thump" in my Solar Plexus chakra.

You have a nice point there.

Mitch, I think I have to sort of agree with you there...

Ivaldi, instead of looking at the negative sides of life, try looking at the positive sides. Why some people are richer, more beautiful, and more powerful than others is because of discrimination, prejudice, etc. Maybe if you did get your dream, all life will be happy and peaceful. But please don't destroy the universe in the process  

Ivaldi, please don't think of yourself as trash, you're not. Everyone is different and special. I'm like you, I'm trying to find out the truth behind "life". I think that your thoughts are thought this way because of a belief that you are the only one alive, or if you are in a dream. I do agree that life can hold you back, but it can also push you forward.

Ouch...that must have hurt a lot. I'm thinking that reiki attunements might help. You could have damaged your brain, so I recommend going to a doctor. If you are searching for a free reiki attunement site, then pwease visit www.xehupatl.com.

You probably have seen auras. And I know your third eye doesn't need to be open to see the first layer of auras. For example, stare at anything blue for a while. Just let yourself sink into a relaxed state. This is usually the state I go into when I daydream. Soon enough, you should see a yellow layer around the blue object. Simple, no?

If you are in a dark room and in a relaxed state, you can see things move by themselves. It's really creepy, and it still scares me even to this day  :confused:

Welcome to the forums!
I'm not really sure if AP can be done with the eyes closed. When you were staring at the ceiling, you were probably in an altered state of consciousness (not sure if that is the right word). If you are seeing colors, then I can think of two possibilities: auras, or the colors you see when you close your eyes. If you stare at a one-color object for awhile, you can see the colors you normally see when you close your eyes.

There's also a technique where you can tense the muscles in your body, then un-tense them.

Ivaldi, I thought like that once, too    I thought that humans were selfish and etc. I really hated Earth, which led to suicidal thoughts. But humans aren't so selfish. They may seem ignorant on the outside, but once you get to know them, they really do care about others (at my school, at least). There's a point in some people's lives where they think too much about "life". This can also lead to suicidal thoughts. It's something I call "The Realization".

I really recommend www.xehupatl.com. The reiki attunements are free, and they really work.

Sowwie for the very, very late post. While saying "relax" while doing NEW while falling asleep for awhile, I started to not feel any sensations like usual when I'm saying "relax". But after a few minutes, I felt a swishing movement in my right leg. I couldn't hear it, just feel it. It's hard to explain  :confused:  Anyways, thanks to you guys who kept me sane   I'll try it again and see if I feel any of the sensations described by Robert Bruce.

I hoped I did this meditation wrong   I haven't felt anything, or even the presence of negs, so thank God i'm not possessed.

Wow, your fingers must hurt after typing all of that  

Your technique seems effective. Pretty much everybody has at least some regretful memories. What I used to do to release stress is to put the memory into a picture, and then blast it into a million pieces with hi-tech machine guns! Mentally, of course!

Hiya again. Thanks for the comments. I have experimented yesterday, while falling alseep, this is where I usually get the strongest sensations. As I tried to move my awareness through my arms, the ache came, but when I constantly said "relax" in my mind, the pain lessened and disappeared for all I could tell. I'm going to experiment again tonight, and see what happens if I keep saying "relax" for a while.

Thanks for the comment, Stookie. You're a really great person. I have to admit, I haven't been working too much on my hands and feet. By the way, what sensations did you feel when you first started using NEW?

Hiya. I've been doing NEW for about 4 weeks, and I'm not exactly sure if the sensations I'm feeling from doing NEW is proof that I'm doing it right. The sensations I feel are: a pain, (most of the times it's like an ache), heat, and pressure. I just want some of your comments and opinions. Thanks!

There was a topic about someone: when they got mad, things would catch on fire. I guess it was pyrokinesis. There might be a 'kinesis' that is centered around electricity or something.

I've been working with NEW for about two weeks.
1) I still feel the same, but my mind is a lot clearer now. Before, all I thought about were games.
2) The full body circuit it really useful. I'm not 100% sure of where the sub-navel is, but it has made me a tiny bit more energetic. Sometimes a feel a very light throbbing feeling of where I directed the energy to. If practiced a lot, I'm sure it can have many benefits.
3) I think it has increased a little, but i haven't been practicing it daily. I'm really busy with school and homework. The full-body-circuit can be practiced at any time, but sometimes I forget about it.
4) I'm not really sure, but Robert Bruce called it a storage center, so I guess so.
5) Like I said, my mind is clearer. I can't really tell much of a difference. I guess I'm not as sensitive to energy as some other people are. I didn't feel anything during the reiki attunements from xehupatl.com, either. Although, there were some pricking pains randomly over my body and a strange ache in my hands...

Donal, I'm sorry to hear that your mother died. I have a friend who's dad died of lung cancer. My dad says that my friend will also get lung cancer when he gets older. But like James S said, don't be so scared of it. It will only give yourself a greater chance of getting the cancer. A few nights ago, while I was still scared of negs in my house, I actually had a dream about them. This ended up with me getting sleep paralysis.

I wouldn't say NASA was greedy for power and fame. They helped contribute a lot to our current information about the universe.