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Anyone know. Do you have a guardian angel.

Does anyone know what a higher self is and how to identify it?
Is it a figure or a state.

Hello, I'm in need of help but cannot find the help I need. After a great deal of spiritual searching which started when I was 19 I have ended up in a mess. Now my life is very difficult and I losing faith that it will ever sort out. I've always been naive - the book that started my search was Linda Goodman's star signs. This book turned me into a power freak searching for my higher self and metaphysiacl matters. All my life I've had dreams outlining the desolatedness , hopelessness and debilitating situation I was born into. Unknown to me my father was a black magician. I could never understand why my mind wouldn't work. I spent all my money searching for help to heal my mind and confidence and get on with life but now all my money is gone I'm down to my last thousand I visited countless mediums searching for help but did not know that they communicate via a spirit standing next to me that manipulates their faces and controls the messages people give me. I now recognise that this type of communication happens between all communicators. Aoll people keep communicating to me in a negative way lying and cheating to me. A few years ago during my bad trip I met Naz Ali a psychic in London who gave me a heart attack using an eye in my stomach. I went to another person who took it out. I'm still not functioning well so after much searching I wrote to Betty Shine who did something to my head and it feels continually heavy. After reading psalm 14 etheric wires started to grow into my head forcing a lot of sparks and energy into my head. It weighs heavily on my body interrupting sleep , feels orgasmic. It's causing me great trouble I need to get rid of it. Something is growing stronger on my head a nd I'm scared of all the things that have happened to me. I pray to God and the Lord but recognising the seriousness of my problems I'm losing faith my life will ever solve. I live in uk. I need help but I don't know where to turn to. Cannot trust people because Naz Ali programmed my so called guardian angel to make aoll people act badly to me. When ever I communicate to anyone I can see it running up to people, manipulate their faces and thought processes and even the things they say. I'm desparate, very unhappy, some bad thing s have happened including the death of my dad and step brother in connection with this nightmare I'm living in. I'm getting sicker and more discouraged owing to the tremendous pressure constantly forcing itself into my head. How do I get out of theis evil nightmare.

My head pains are severe and stopping me from operating at my best.The situation feels horrendous. After reading psalm 14 asking for all my problems to be healed, something heavy like a cloud of heavy energy began to sit on my head, tinglng and sparkling, feeling kind of estatic but in a bad way. The tingling beagn to form into wires that have wrapped themselves all around my head, they push into the top back of my head , the middle of the scalp and tear down the scalp from the middle of the scalp to both ears, they are also other wires all over my head wrapping ,pushing and forcing itself into me. Between the eyes the wires form the scalp have formed into a distinct U just like the third eye sign that hindu's paint on their faces. All the wires pull and force themselves into me and I have no way of stopping it. Across the top of my head from ear to ear there are so many wires there is a deep wedge of ths heavy energy forcing itself into my brain , ears and from the third eye down my nose and into my cheeks. Also their are other wires I can feel that go into my genitals and down my thighs. It's difficult to sleep and greatly hinders my thought processes. It' s a terrible problem that I need to get rid of soon. Unfortunately after reading psalm 14 my mum began to suffer the similar symptoms and she needs help to. It's gone on for so long I'm really hoping for a miracle for all of us. All of my problems have gone on for much to long and I really have to get rid of them, the dreams, bad destiny pattern, the horror, the unintentional mistakes. But it's a struggle to function. I'm really hoping a miracle is winging it's way to me and relations soon. My life has turned into a disaster zone. I'm just holding on. So much has happened but if I wrote it all it would be too long too difficult to descibe and of no importance to anyone. It's just that I need something really definitive to end the tribulation and horror story I'am witness to. I'm realising I trapped in something bigger and badder than I can possibly deal with. The important thing is I need something to rid me of all my problems including all the GA problems and help my relations but positive thinking and and new age solutions do not cut it. It got me into someting I never wanted. But I still really need help. I thank you all for your input. if anyone can relay anything (more substantial) of a solution to this mess I'd be glad to hear of it. Best wishes

I'd like to express some ideas probably not well thought out but in noway unsympathetic or uncaring of the topic in hand. These traumas need healing but often we don't know what needs to change until the pain gets too much, once the damage has happened, it can't be undone, I think this leaves unwholesome patterns within the entire person which then replicates itself in other aspects of their life,even though it wouldn't seem it , there is this really bizarre way in which we are forced to co-operate with what ever is making bad things like this happen to us.It can only change once the imperfect construction is replaced but still the damage has been done.

There are different bands of energy, we're all kind of split inside ourselves this is why we do things without thinking,  out of curiosity, without commonsense foresight of the outcome of our actions.One level of us wants to go forward but the other half does everything to stop us,this is why some people do things which harm themselves and others,against the better part of themselves.

Abuse beats us down, oppresses and depresses. A major part of the outcome of abuse is devitalization which does not allow us to recover our energy and move out of negative patterns or to even suspect how it is happening to us.But the pain and devitalization forces us to find a better painless way out of trouble.A very difficult challenge.

Does anyone think that childhood itself is somehow an abuse of the human individual and that we are both damaged and nurtured from it out of naivety, inexperience and being innocent.It is sad when children are abused but even more sad that adults are abused ..why..because it shows that we are somehow blind to be able to see the construct of the problem or to even develop a solution to hidden situations,being mentally restricted and unknowledgeble leaves us open to abuse.

Abuse is so common because unlike what the world wants us to beleive the entire world is actually caught up in conflict,provocation and reciprocated attacks ,unknowing, and unconscious harm leading to conscious evidence of harm, this is what life is for human beings.When does a smile turn into a snarl,when does a grin hide a scowl.Abnormality and the going wrong of the natural course of growth is so appparent everywhere we look.This is what allows it to happen. The reason why abuse is so common in all it's different forms is because the underlying enrgy situation is not clearly apparent  but in control ,but the physical world seems clear but is in fact influenced by the underlying energy but...we're not able to see this.There is an actual underlying construction of energy under the surface of life , a channel for wrong and unpleasant events to occur even though we can't see it and do not know what will happen. We seem to be pawns of fate.

I've met a few rape victims in my life and they seemed so well adjusted, it wouldn't be possible to believe it happened to them who knows how they deal with there pain, but even less looked at ..is where is the pain coming from for people who have everything one could wish for in life ,and are still not happy and still searching to the point of committing suicide to end that search and be done with it.Despite being alive there is also this unconscious death urge which can actually be ruling our lives and messing life up for us while we're busy thinking that we are rationally trying to make the best of out lives, it's not true, that's the problem that we do not have the eyes to see and no-one in the world will teach.

The new age in it's present form is incapable of telling the truth in a palatable fashion , too fragmented and far from being a genuine new age, let's hope the "new age" will  " evolve" into something better, meanwhile the answers will only be found by those who look between the lines than the lines themselves.

Sorry this post took so long

I'd love read the rest of the story.

Hi Lordofthebunnies,

This is a quick of the bat critique. The writing seems very cerebral. It all reminds me of those japanese cartoons. I don't like the line I think it was the "sun looked very beautiful" some of the writing looks very straightfroward almost too straight forward and wooden, really liked the dragonfly over pond image.I'm interested in what the rest of the story would be like. I think there is too much involvement in the main character  but the descriptions of behaviours are easy to visualize.

Too many paragraphs.. think of writing that flows.You can pay some attention to things like grammar , wording..don't make things so straight forward.Some of the lines seem to cliche or too ordinary to really matter. Do you go to a workshop for writing it could give you ideas on your writing.too many lines go out into full blown descriptions when they might not be need  to be so  wordy.To me the plot seems a bit too cardboard.

Definitely this could be polished up.

Reading it reminds me more of a  drama play than a chapter from a book.I think finish the book then put it away for a few days at a time and then  review it and see how you feel about it.

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The passage was lit with oil lamps. They cast a yellowish haze that illuminated the tapestries decorating the walls. As he walked by, Ikeda stopped and glanced at one tapestry that always caught his eye whenever he went through this part of the shrine. It depicted the gods Hemonos, Alma and Youros. They were on top of a mountain, sending down a divine light towards the people below them. The light settled on what looked like elegant men and women, priests and rulers.
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The line above could be written instead "The passage lit with oil lamps cast a yellowish haze illuminating tapestries ... Does it have to be haze is there another word w2hich could work better .

Anyway I'm not the best critic in the world but I can see that this work can be worked on and you can develop your art as a writer with some promising results.

Wishing all the best

Hi Angelburst,

I think what could of happened is that your exploration has threatened negatives in your life that don't want to let you go or to be free. Take your health interest to ahigher level, use things which make you feel well and bring your health to a higher level.Wear crosses and put crosses around your house , especially your bed room and yourself if so inclined.Crosses at head and foot of the bed and at the sides.And spray everything with holy water and drink lots of holy water everyday, and take an interest in church. Use Olive and Hornbeam of the Bach Flower essences for energy and crab apple for cleansing, and scleranthus for balance and Walnut and Mustard.Ignore unloving behaviour from all other persons and always enforce the good, be in good cheer, don't be deceived, use your common sense, have humour around you and never let any person entice you from your money for any reason or draw you down a wrong track.View everything with an eye to engage the good but to not allow negative developments in your life from any word or action from people or anything. Use your common sense.See the good only and always follow it while always reducing all nagativity from any source. Tell who and what is good for you or not good for you. Because they smile doesn't mean they're good.


Wishing you the very best

i don't like the idea of explaining everything down to the placebo effect,scientists often do this with homeopathy and apart from double blind trials, homeopathy, the preescription has nothing to do with placebo effect. For most truths an accepted lie is so evident in the world it's difficult to escape.My two cents is that placebo effect so valiantly thrown at anything remotely unexplainable to today's views is a blanket putdown of any view which does not confirm current ideas, and thus should not be accepted so naively.Placebo is used too frquently to influence those who cannot investigate the matter but accept what is enforced by our brilliant scientists

I suspect that what Mustardseed said about negs and homosexuality may be right. There is too much about human nature that we don't know, what Robert has written has very wide implications but not enough technique on clearing. But in saying this we must remember many people have burdens that we don't know where they are coming from.We need less of a scare job and more practicalities which is very lacking in the psychic arena.

Human sexuality and interference with this energy is of great concern because it is cwntral to the human race. In present form we cannot exist without it , hopefully someone will come up with a way of clearing the human field of this problem.

We must remember that human kind is complex and closes away what we don't want to look at. What about intersex people. Life can be difficult and believe it or not much of the time evrything is trying to get you down especially through conflict, anger, antagonism and group gang-ups, blow-out bloodshed,be careful who you criticise the world can gang up on you like you did something wrong in a terrible way.But the abuse homosexuals receive from other can be horrendous, along with self hatred and doubt, they have a heavy deal as it is,and they like everyone else have a right to live. Who knows why we act like we do or choose what we think we want.Who knows if what is written about God is the truth about God.

Thinking about this issue has made me think that having to gain a "right" is a great example of man's inhumanity to man,why are we so much less than that we have to gain a right to some kind of liberty, think of the suffragatte movement for women, and the struggle of the african-american in America. "Giving them rights" while being a step forward will still be used somehow for restriction and defining of the human reality. This world is about "divide and conquer" but there are times when people have had enough of brutality and unfair inhumane wicked treatment and group-up against the offender. Oppression always leads to upheaval.

Beavis, just discovered something, there is one equation that is almost everywhere, it is called the golden ratio, something about it being 1 to 1.618.

I'm no mathematician , but did you know that in that maths , that there isn't just infinity but also infinity squared, I think we are an equation but my math is nowhere near to proving that...at all...i just have basic maths abilities,also the equation would be some kind of interlinking equations to make up one equation. Different parts do differant things in connection to other things. What ever equation it is it would be very complex indeed

Thanks Nick.

Thank-you Tayesin. Why is there so much confusion on the form of Higher Self some authors, experience it as a human being in their mind,like shirley maclaine, others explain it as images in the mind.

How can a person get in touch with their higher self.

Looking for validation in the "natural world" in animals for answers to whether homosexuality is right or wrong, consider this, what we take to be natural, may infact be unnatural, isn't it supposed , that we are living in a fallen realm. Ancient creation myths and most religions all speak of a mythical paradise or heaven where we came from, but they say we are not in that place anymore. Our natural world may not be all that wonderful but it is the thing that we know that we can take example from not knowing anything better.

Isn't it more of a conundrum Yerza. If you felt offended by my post please don't, it simply wasn't intended that way, but isn't it interesting when one says something and another says something else the disagreement leads to conflict and conflict leads to something else , who knows.It's like a mirror maze of distorted conflicting oppossing reflections. I guess I was expressing my unfounded feelings on all that had been said

Same sex relationships possibly work like hetoresexual relationshiops, many different factors attracting the participating parties into a relationship, it's that simple. Who knows who falls in love with what. Some people are superficial and others deep, opposites attract and like attracts, sexual drive is so intrinsic to human existance it would be silly to deny that lust being one aspect of love, is not in some way the motivating factor behind what we think of as love nowadays, in homosexual and heterosexual relationships.

What life requires of us is to judge with no experience, to decide when we are blind,some part of us must lie to believe in a truth. In many relationships there must be the feeling that something is missing some wholeness not inherent in one individual thus we seeks out relationships. Sometimes we seek what is expected of us, other times we go against the grain maybe not even wanting to or knowing why we are.Think of how brave homosexuals have to be to live in todays climate by so called civilization,when human nature cannot understand human nature, why on earth should religion have the lowdown on what homosexuality is. Most of todays religions have very antagonistic ideas on gay people and very very bizarre ideas on exposing the truth of anything or cloaks smoe truth in disguise.   If it were that truthful why do we keep questioning.Why so many different religions.

Religion is an ultimatum, accept this or leave, is what religion says to me,so I don't feel religion has the blatant authority it proclaims unless it could explain itself very clearly . Read most religions and being bamboozled is a great possibility.Religion has to be taken [] on faith.And it is a faith.

Personally I feel gays are normal, hetero's are normal because what the hell is normal these days.

That comment about gays and the roman empire and others,  a famous author notes the same obeservation and that their purpose was unknown to gays in that era,was to be in direct contradiction to tradition and to challenge authority. Can anyone blame gays for  the downfall of empires, one surely cannot think so, very many situations would be necessary to acheive that and gays are a very small portion of that dilemnma. But we get the feeling that somehow the idea is that somehow gays show corruption in eras and that somehow there is a seemingly higher rise (so history tells us, but how can we know because we cannot directly check)in homosexuality before the downfall of an empire, somehow many might read that homosexuality between the lines is a sign of corruption which was one of the signs which showed the beggining of the end of that empire.

But the truth probably is that the empire was dying anyway for many quite right reasons and that rising numbers of homosexuality was actually a challenge (like a needle in a haystack) to the old ways contributing to the destuction of a civilization or empire that possibly decided somewhere had to be ended.In considering these issues it might be better to read between the lines somehow just saying certain words gives rise to controversy, confusion ,ignorance and general silliness. So we bang our heads against the same old walls.How do any of us know that what we say is the truth. Is this the truth.If it is the truth can be enforced, if it's enforced will it solve any problem or add to them.

It may not seem easy to prove but the truth is every human being is proof of psychic realitites, the reason that we don't seem to know this ,is that we are designed in such a way as to not know it or suspect it much of the time.

Mind control could possibly be everywhere not just in some gov lab, who knows what the truth is. Nobody!?

Even scientists dream hopefully and how do they explain dreams, light in the darkness in the middle of the night where no light should be. Having a dream is not too far from having an obe.

How can any earthly authority restrict psychic reality, how is that possible when we all encapsulate that reality right now and always have done. Can they restrict life.

Also how would it be possible to prove obe, what would you require to do that, some machine to show what is happening, as the person goes travelling.

There's a hospital in England somewhere where they've built a double ceiling, in an operating theatre and a secret sign has been made into the bottom of the double ceiling so that if anyone has an NDE the experiment hopes to see whether anyone can see the sign and describe it or draw it accurately, thus proving that they actually might have had some kind of experience.

But isn't it more likely that if someone does have a provable experience that it would be brushed off with some complex scientific explanation which will deny the psychic side.

What kind of world is that presents the truth as untruth, and untruth as truth, a very changeable one, it changes all the time. May be we need to deny the esp side to get on physically. But certainly many scientists have themselves had bizarre experiences they cannot explain by todays scientific definition.

If scientists proved obe exists, why would we believe them, and how would it help us, or possibly harm us. Do we have to believe everything they tell us . It doesn't surprise me that reasearch is virtually nil, but guess what, we're still dreaming and having experiences.. hopefully the truth will speak for itself at some point.

Sorry to hear of what's happenned swelling and rashes could possibly be indicative of heat, cooling down with ice cubes , could that be helpful, cooling the areas where the inflammation is. Cloth with drenched with chamolmile tea.

Hope this helps

Take care

My two cents,

fortunately new age is too weak to really be of value to anybody, false stuff with some truth mixed in, this leads to dangerous situations and wasteful curiosity. They take advantage of people's  intentions , give them intentions they never had ,and when you get into a problem, no-one has the key because they don't have it. Rarely will there be any good information 95% flakely stuff and 5% something possibly real. The new age is full of quasi-gimmickery, everything is supposed to heal you for a charge few places work for free. Books sell emptiness, only we do not have the eyes to see. Emptiness leads to emptiness, something radical is the only way out of that trap. We know how to buy emptiness, we never suspect we are getting not much.

Support systems in the entire world are almost non-existent in many different areas, need support from the new age? forget it , it comes with a charge and it doesn't work. They don't give you a key, they give you a maze. Complicate rather than simplify. Talk to new agers ad most with these belisfs and if you have anything differnt to their conformity, they will never comfirm your findings, the new age is not as free thinking as so many think it is, it drains you, confuses you and gives you more unpeace not less. There has to be another way.

Notice more and more psychics give readings in closed environment, wise psychics who want the money lock you into the room, can't leave until money is on the table, this is more and more common. They sell emptiness, we don't intuit our truth and they won't tell you, they are draining you. The New Age is a new movement to easily invasive hooking itself into lives and taking a lot out of people. There needs to be a new wave of New Age.

On the positive side there is a wealth of new avenues opening up to us and can be set out in a more helpful manner instead of dictating the way it seems to be, would actually need to be more exploratory in nature and confirmatory result wise.New Age encourages in contradiction to most spirituality all the traps that do not indicate spiritual wisdom. In it's current phase the New Age is a mind trip with not much validation to life on the ground, the complete opposite infact. It's a brainwash but isn't it fascinating trying to sort the wheat from the chaff. This is my cynical thought but despite all this there is still some sort of value there

Isn'tit too shallow to think that just by being positive, then positivity will return to you. If you're negative then you'll receive same.  Life is really a lot more than any cliche we could ever read. The issue with this type of thinking is that we only have one segment of the truth, instead of the full truth.

These sayings are only guidelines accepted by most, with no clear validation, they do not address complexity ,what happens when these guidelines do not seem to work.

Couldn't we say this about all religions and it's people, more or less, to some degree.

Why do we love?, what is the purpose of love? I don't know for sure but some languages have many terms for the word love, all with different meanings for different forms of love. And why do we love, what else is their to do, it does seems better than the alternatives.

About heartbreak, I have a feeling just setting foot on the planet is the beginning step , I think our hearts are broken which is why we're always looking to be filled up and whole. But one unsettling insight did you know in cases of domestic abuse, that increase in domestic abuse from the male to the female increases, and often starts from the moment the female becomes pregnant. What kind of dynamic is that?

The strength of larger communities is their increased chances of creativity, survival, and the garnering and utilisation of knowledge, these qualities are harder to find in smaller communities.

Hi Orcher,

Sorry to hear about your litle sister having that horrible dream. I Had a dream like this once about the same age, I bet if you check most people have had this shocking dream. I've begun to think that on some level human beings are programmed to carry this type of fear. Almost as if it's part of our evolutionary path. One we will resolve without conflict.

Consumerism definitely is the name of the game in this society, now that it's been bought up, money controls almost everything and the need to make money in most cases within this system suggests we are deficient without money, you have to work for it but it burns you up to get it many people experience health difficulties when it's too late only to find money cannot fix them. Coupling the idea of human , and deficiency is very interesting, it means we're empty and always need to fill up. Without money ,you can do nothing , money is the token we use to buy services from others that we could very often not have in any other way. We are group beings we cannot exist alone, one person cannot do everything. Some concepts about money need to be broken down to put it in it's place, to show that beyond sentimental longing for a nice world, money is not the goal of life , that we are forced to accept and are being held hostage to. Some appreciable development in the use of money and it's purpose would really help this planet.

On the issue of mankind. We're living in a very strange place, have you noticed that most everything bad for you is advertised with a smile. See another smile and you want what they have too. But is the product worth it. Too often we see nice on top but nasty underneath.
There was this show on tv, it was about the ten most deadliest predators on the face of the planet,they went through these shocking displays of what all these animals, snakes, spiders do, and for each animal they highlighted the particular part of the world were this animal lived, the last deadliest predator I found the most surprising and one that didn't immediately occur to mind, in that programme man was voted the number one predator on the planet, when they showed where this "animal" could be located they painted the whole planet red, great tv shock value. But lets hope we're more than just predators.

It's seems that somehow we are killing off planet earth but how many of us have to be told this, do any of us feel it or have truely direct evidence of it, it's one thing to know for yourself and another to be brainwashed by the press and accompanying lobbies. How can we know anything is the truth unless we absolutely know the truth, if we know the truth are we able to act upon it or do we have the means.

I keep thinking about the bottom line in this world and it all comes down to money, not too many people are seeing the connection between money, family, society and an upside down sense of values. If they do see it they don't know correct methods to change it, if they do change it, would it be perfect !?  Not  surprisingly spirituality is also for sale. But are you getting what you pay for. Do you know what you want. Do you know from a commonsense perspective or are you following the tune of others.