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I found a 1 year old dream journal entry and i thought to share it.

It begins with me having a very stupid accident where i stretched my lower back to far, which made my
left side kidney feel weird. I was worried that I might have injured it and I immediately began eating more healthy stuff. This seemed to work for some degree but when the feeling continued I was getting annoyed by it and was trying to command it to go away.

That night I slept very, very good and I remembered only one dream but very detailed. It went something like this.

I was lying on a table in a hospital, I was totally alone in there but still something was happening to me.
I could see I was being operated on and that my kidney's and liver where removed. I could see them lying on a plate next to me (they where looking very unhealthy). At this point I was a bit freaking out but soon changed into something like joy when I saw that they where being replaced by healthy looking ones.

They next day I woke up and the annoying feeling was gone and I felt better than ever which lead me to believe that I was healed from withinn my dream.

I hope this makes sense cause it's a shortened version from what was written in the journal entry.

Whenever I concentrate on my energy but not try to manipulate it, I can't but notice that their is some flow to the energy so that it turns very slowly in a clockwise direction. And it is very strong when their is a light (energy) source directed towards me. It always feels like the energy body turns towards the direction of most energy. And when I would open my eyes after this occurs it always feels and looks like my vision has to shift back into place.
Is it then true for me to presume that their is a standard flow direction to how energy flows in a body?

Hey

Just a quick question about Hypnogogic images.
Are these images full blown images full of detail or are they just blobs of colour forming images?
Or can they be both?


The reason why I ask this is that I mostly see full blown images while in an awake state, and while I'm falling asleep I always see the 'blobs of colour' forming images?

But what if they are not from your own head?

I like to think that the subconscious mind, as we call it, is merely a filter placed on a larger "network" to filter out things that are meant for us, but that it's not entirely impossible to pick up other messages floating around the network.
Even if the messages are not from our own, that doesn't explain why our "decoder" the conscious mind can't handle some information-streams that come in.


Excuse me for using computerterminology to explain the idea, but I have no other way to put it into words.

The Idea of trying to recall the images on borderline sleep seems to have moderate succes.
I can get to see them again, but can't be absolutly to sure it's the exact same images.
Also these images always lead to dreams I can't remember wich leads to believe me that the images aren't meaningfull like kiwibonga said. (Cause I only seem to remember dreams wich affect me in life)

Question solved, Thanks 

Hey,

This might sound stupid but since a month or two I have been having these short views on places or things while fully awake (well, maybe more in a relaxed state). I don't see it with my eyes but in the 'minds eye'. These pictures are always very clear and detailed but are just flashes, they don't stay for more than a second or so. The problem is that when I have a flash I can see the picture but can't seem to store it in my memory so that the picture quickly fades.

Is the concious mind that much slower than the subconcious that it can't keep up with it?

also I think that somehow the pictures are of no relevance to my life because the always feel like they where not ment for me.


Please comment
Every bit of advise or even critics might be helpfull overcoming a barrier I seemed to have hit
Thanks in advance

Hey,

I just wanted to share some observations I made during my last dreams.

First of all you have to know that I don't remember dreams too often (maybe once in a month)
I only seem to remember dreams that aid me in life (in general)

Supporting entity:
Since not so long ago, in every dream I can remember there's always an entity by my side. When I meet up with it I always am glad to see it (think it's a girl of my age, but I can't distinguish a face) and when we met up she is always next to me, and I can't seem to look at her). When she is next to me it seems she is calming me when the dream would make me emotional (in a primitive way, example in next observation)
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Re-imaging imaginary friend:
For this you should know when I was very young, I had an imaginary friend (I didn't do activities with it, it just would be there. It looked like a young child looking 'alien'

Now for the re-emerging, On the end of a dream I was ripped from my present location and was put in the kitchen where my sister was studying. I looked out the window (Normally the blinds should have been shut - it was night - but they weren't) and i saw an 'alien'. it looked smaller then me 1,50 meter, something like the Asgard form stargate sg-1 but more expressive and muscular.

When I was ripped from the dream to the other, my supporting entity was gone too.
Now for the primitive emotion:
When I saw the 'alien' looking at me (or my sister) I got very angry, lost control of my actions and started chasing the 'alien'. Once close enough I look into the 'alien' eyes. to my surprise they are not black and show the emotion of fear and concern. After that I realize I was acting like a cave to the unknown.

I wake up, and immediately feel bad about my actions toward the 'alien' plus I feel the emotion of loss and sadness.

After thinking it over I came to the following conclusions.

-The 'alien' is the impersonation of my fear of the unknown. Very logical choice If you would know that I would be very afraid of 'aliens' (something that occurred in my childhood) but I would be very curious at the same time. Curiosity is a good ability to have to overcome fear

-The 'alien' is a grown-up version of my 'imaginary friend who remained passive'. I came to this conclusion after reading an article about imaginary friends. A picture of my childhood 'alien' came to my memory and it looked like a past picture of my present 'alien'
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Dreams with a goal:
It seems my dreams try to put me in situations that would ask of me to overcome fears, these dreams grow gradually more complex and absurd.
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I describe the impersonation of my fear of the unknown as an 'alien' because that's the only name I can find for it. Don't think I'm ufo crazy or something alike.

Hey,

Lately I have begun to feel a difference when trying to get out (never succeeded, unless I can't remember). At first I started to see through my eyelids (although I'm not completely sure it's through my eyes I see), but now since a week something new occurred.  I hear strange noises that come from apparently nowhere but are as clear as it could be.  These sounds occur after 10+ min of relaxing (I'm still fully conscious at that point). At first there's only a somewhat silent static noise, but while it continues, other sounds come in which are totally clear and distinct.
One sound sounds like a cardboard box that is being pushed over the floor. An other sound is like an empty can of cola rolling over the street.

When I got up after sleep I went to check if there was nothing that could create those noises. One noise (cardboard box) was totally not possible to occur in the house or outside at that volume.

Now what I wanted to ask is if it is normal, or it's just a figment of the mind.

Thank you Stookie for the quick reply.

I wasn't really saying that I focus on one chakra alone, but my question is solved now, thanks

Hey,

I've always had a feeling of energy running through my body, which can fluctuate. But since I've read about chakras i believe my heart? chakra is best developed of all, and I always can get energy there. But since I had a little 'stupid accident' something in the space where the ribs connect (right above the heart) my heart chakra is now very easily open/close-able. Now the problem is when energy is flooding in it's an other feeling than before. now it feels like my ribs going 'open' which weirdly enough accelerates the intake of energy.

Now the question: is too much energy dangerous?

hey,

I'm Bruno, 19 years old, and stumbled on this site while trying to find out about some stuff that's happening to me since as long as I can remember, but only now for a few months it all shifted into a higher gear, making me search after some answers.

I'm more into reading posts than writing them, but occasionally I will have some questions.


Well, that's me and why I'm here.