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Recently, I was astrally projecting, or at least trying to, and it felt like my soul (or astral being, whatever) was "stuck" at the top of my body.  It was trying to get out but couldn't.  Why could this be?  Was I just imagining it?  I don't know much about astral projection because I've never been able to accomplish it

We were watching a video in history class that told us about this.  If the world does end then or anytime really, I wouldn't mind.  I would rather die with the whole world than have loved ones die while I'm still alive or die while loved ones are still alive.  That way, I won't have to grieve over the deaths or they wouldn't have to grieve over my death.  Ya know?

Well...I don't know if this is important or anything but I got this feeling today when i was writing down the date on my paper in history class that it should be 2003 now.  It might have been partially because yesterday was Samhain, the witch's new year and i was thinking about that.  I dunno...it was kinda weird.  Ya kno, I was thinking "October is over so it's 2003."  Am i making sense cuz I don't feel like i am.  I'm being repetitive aren't it.  oh well...

Yeah, I thought it might be that I wasn't relaxed enough.  So, I tried it again more relaxed, but see, I was using this "desire visualization" thing where you imagine an orange and the smell and taste of it and stuff, and I saw this scary guy (he looked like the african guy in that old disney movie with reese witherspoon, whatever it's called)  in front of the orange so that kind of freaked me out and I decided not to do it.  It was right before I went to sleep so I didn't want to have nightmares or anything  Thanks guys though!!!