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nay - i love infinite mercy more than hp as a name.  hp may make people wonder what it stands for, like people ask sometimes "what does that stand for in that thread, is that your picture?"

shyness - u r free to do whatever feels right.  please don't think i am right and u r wrong.  it could be the opposite or something in between.  all is relative.  my perceptions are extremely narrow, limited, immature.  my ignorance is huge, as i said in one of the other posts.  the very fact i am still on this forum shows that i am not very mature in a way.  well, maybe i get enlightened tomorrow and that will be it.  i become a mist of light, laughter.  will be your next spirit guide, but won't ask you to have sex with me astrally.  good luck.

>  But isn't love the difference between a higher and a lower astral being?

yes, it is.  But Love may be something that very few know.  Most people reincarnate many times because they have not yet learned Love.  What is Love?  Love may not be not the physiological process of birthing garments for souls in this physical realm.  Love may be:  forgiveness, mercy, infinite mercy more exactly, compassion, sacrificing oneself for the welfare of all humanity, giving up all personal goals to do what is best for humanity.  Love can be viewed as doing our best to alleviate the deepest pain of humanity:  countless people are beaten to death in China and oppressive regimes like Iran this day and countless people live in terror in Italy, yet the world is lied to that EU is a civilized union - when mafia is so present in Italy and elsewhere, human traffic is very heavy, humanity destroys the land really fast (same land feeds many more vegans than meat eaters, yet meat eaters don't care - then get mad when earthchanges happen after they destroy the planet).  Love is absent on Earth for the most part.  We are a cruel civilization where murder is rule and much of research and development is focused on weapon making and killing each other.  Love is being a living example that shows another way.  Sex shops for masturbation don't make Earth more loving.  It is that same self-centeredness that allows the cruel killing of other life to satisfy some craving for meat.  Our digestive system is designed for veggies only.


>  Or can't we even trust love?

We can trust Love, but Love may not be something that is so simple.  We can write 10 billion pages on what love is and describe 100 lifetimes of yours and see facets of Love.  Do you claim you know what Love is?  I venture to say that those who know what Love is are probably no longer born on Earth.  So, what is love?  What are we to trust?  Love for me, at my level of ignorance is highest mercy for all life at any given moment.  Whatever is multi-dimensionally most forgiving, merciful and compassionate for all nations and animals is Love.  

>If his energy doesn't match with his nice words and his nice looks,
I wouldn't trust him anyway.

It may not be easy to read the oldest demons who have existed for millions of years on many planets.   It may be that the most powerful demons spent a lot of time to put faces, energetic cloaks, etc - to the point where many feelings can be faked and energies manipulated.


>  Looks are just looks, words are just words, the energy someone radiates tells me who I can trust or not.
(In this case I merely speak about human beings)

That is true, but not all people see auras since birth, and among aura seers there are those who see many layers of the aura.  As such, our ability to "read radiated energy" is reflection of our spiritual maturity.  It is not always advanced enough to read without the help of Higher Beings like Michael, Jesus, Krishna, etc


>  If we need to know if someone is reliable or not, we need to rely on something within ourselves.
On our intuition for example.
Or isn't that enough?

It is enough probably, if you are very advanced spiritually.  For me it is not enough.  To be good at physics, you learn from the best.  So, to be good at discernment you learn from the best in inner realms.  None is born knowing everything.  I always ask for help from Jesus, Michael and others to make sure I am not being taken for a ride in some way.  



>  Are demons clever enough to radiate love?
Or are they only smooth talkers and seductive lovers?
Can they also transform their energy so it really looks like they're good company?

It is possible demons can radiate love in your understanding of it.  But from the above, it is evident that your understanding of Love may not be the very truest understanding of Love.  Good company, and being nice and loving to an individual when humanity has so many problems is not LOVE.  But self-centered people consider it Love because THEY get attention.  So, demons can radiate fake Love, temporary individual love, to achieve their ends.  This may be the typical way possession starts.  Love, pamper, keep good company, tell lies, make souls feel good, feed the ego, let them start the new cult for the enslavement of souls, etc.  

>  In that case how much it would help to pray to Jesus,
if demons changes their clothes, their looks and their energy from time to time?

It would maybe help a lot, because He can help you understand Universal Infinite Mercy as the essence of Love, instead of individual attention to your persona, family, nation, religion, sect, etc.  And from there, he can also download "spiritual software" in your subtle bodies to help you determine fakery from truth.


>  I still don't think and feel that my spirit guide/astral lover is a "demonic force".

You are free to believe anything you wish.  I still think he is less evolved than Michael, Jesus, etc.  Try call Michael and you may feel the difference.  Michael may feel like a Sun of Peace, Wisdom, Mercy and Bliss. It's hard to put in words anyway.  Reality is not black and white.  There are many shades of darkness and light.  You choose what you want.  Sometimes girls had their blonde astral lover shapeshift into a reptilian demon while having sex.  So, he was there telling her all the lies before simply because he wanted to have sex with her.


>  Do you really think that the universe is full of demonic forces,
and that there isn't some natural protection from within ourselves (intuition)
and from a higher source? (God, Jesus)

No I don't think the universe is full of demons, however they do exist just like you exist as an individual.  Life is a school and as such discernment and Love may take 20 lives to understand fully for me and you.  Others may need 2 lives or 200.


>  (Since you assume that demons do change their appearance from time to time,
it would be very hard to find the right Jesus, which I don't believe actually,
because I concentrate on Love, and not on looks or smooth talking)

It is very hard to find Jesus if you don't care about humanity.  When day and night, the atrocities on earth are affecting you and you try to do something about it and constantly daily think about it, and take actions to do something - then it is easier to find Him.  When you read tantra books and have sex outside of pro-creation (while Mother Teresa would take care of hundreds of thousands of people working 16 hours a day) He may think you cannot understand Him, so He won't bother to contact you of His Own Will.  Instead, former lovers now between lifetimes may contact you - they are much closer to your vibration.  Physics for a Nobel laureate may not be not physics understood by high school student.  Love for Jesus may not be not Love as understood by you.

>  What would a spirit guide be like according to you?

Like Mother Teresa.  Like Gandhi, who with a piece of cloth alone liberated India from the British empire.

>  What would a spirit guide behave like?

Like Jesus, giving his life for the welfare of all.  

> Don't think that a spirit guide could help solving sexual issues?

If you are Jesus like, there is no sexual issue whatsoever.  Sex may become an issue for self-centered people obsessed with their physical garment in one life.

>  Don't you think that sexuality is also a part of life and our souls?

Souls are genderless.  Sex is a physical function.  Astral body is a copy of physical lifeform.  Thus you experience a lot of physical sensations so to speak while in this gross subtle body called astral double.  Our soul may not be the astral body.  Genitals and sex are just how people reproduce on some planets, just like mouth and chewing is how they eat.

>  If sexuality was only meant for procreation I don't think that it would have such a great impact on our lives.
>Then rape wouldn't hurt so much.
>Then making love wouldn't open our hearts.

You are free to believe whatever you want.  Your perception of "heart opening" may not be what true "heart opening" is.  Some may think heart opening is feeling the suffering in China or Iran or Iraq or USA so much, that you cannot sleep at night.  Your heart chakra is in another dimension encompassing the whole planet so to speak.  As such, people with opened hearts (universal mercy) no longer bother with sex shops and tantra books, but become more like Mother Teresa, Gandhi, etc.  Your perception of Love, may not be what Love is for someone who has ascended.

>  But it feels good to talk about these sort of things, because there aren't many people who would understand.

All is fine.  Love may include the gentlest, subtlest form of caring about one's graduation from this realm.

Please feel free to think I am crazy.  This doesn't change the truth, even if all the above is just nonsense.

just some perceptions from an ignorant soul, hp