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#1
It happens to me a lot when i'm meditating, in transe or before sleep. I think it comes from a slight dephasing between etheric or astral and physical body. What i find funny is that i never notice it at first, i would start to see through my eyelids very naturally, and after a few minutes i would suddenly realize what i'm doing :lol: But i only see in grey and black most of the time, scarcely in perfect colors (well in fact i just did it this morning lol but it's not usual for me).
#2
Very interesting text boydster ! Thanks !
What you say about the breathing and those "atoms" of prana is very true, it's very easy to see this phenomenon. Don't hesitate to post other texts like this one if you have some :wink:

Hope everything is going fine for you !
#3
I've activated it hundreds of times (not exagerated lol). In fact it's strange how it makes this huge pressure, but with a little mental effort one can invert it and make it an aspiration from the top. I highly suspect that there are in fact 2 chakras there, or 2 parts of a big one, the highest one being just above the actual physical crown. Nothing specific to notice anyway after those activations. It's like any other chakra, no really big deal for me (in fact it has been almost always active (pressures, energy rushs etc.) during the day with the brow centre for more than 2 years now, and nothing spectacular has happened to me :))
#4
Salut God's Love :)
Thanks for the information, it very helpful as i didn't managed to find some good one on the internet regarding this chakra.
#5
Then it must be some other kind of entity, and not a incubus. Have you never seen it while APing ? It will answer you i think.

I agree with boydster nevertheless, my encounters with negs (which have thanks to God calmed down since a few months ago) have always shown me predator entities that were only interested in sending fear and sucking energy, and had a very bad feeling attached to them.
#6
Welcome to Out of Body Experiences! / I DID IT!!!
October 20, 2004, 09:51:13
Congratulations cereal !

You can also visit Robert Bruce's Treatise on OBE on this site (www.astralpulse.com) which is very interesting.
#7
Thank you a LOT for this link boydster, it's really interesting ! It's also the first concrete reference i have to this from the past.
#8
1. It's normal, the extremities also get cold for me, nothing to worry about.

2. I never manage to really understand the sponging action, in fact i don't really do the "official" NEW actions, i just suck the energy up and it works very well like this. If you're not relaxed when doing something like this, don't do it, make your own technic instead, one which feels more natural to you and makes you spend less mental energy.

3. I don't feel a very important difference between places and times. Just do it when you can, it's better than not doing it at all ;)
#9
Good to hear from you too boydster ! :)
Thank you for you answer, especially the brain energy tech i had never read about before. I'll try what you told me and let you know the results as soon as possible. I'm glad to hear that you've experienced the same visions as me, i'm not lost then ;) It's been some time though that i haven't seen the supernovae and energy swirls (err not sure of the spelling ...)
Have a good evening (or morning i should say for you lol) !
#10
I've tried cube's technic last night before sleep, i focued on a more brillant part of my inner vision and made it a door witht visualisation, but it was a little unstable (which is normal as i just took 5-10 secs to make it appear, it was just to see if it worked well). I opened it and managed to see very clearly a black and white scene behing it, with buildings, but it vanished after about 10 other seconds as the whole was too unstable and therefore difficult to hold. Thanks again !
#11
Thank you for these tips Leo Volont ! :D There are very interesting !
#12
Thanks for your answer Tayesin :) What i feel is very localised and indeed feels 100% like a major chakra, but i just started feeling it about 2 months ago, though i have been doing energy work for many years all over my body.
I've indeed heard of Maitreya, but i'm a little sceptic too on what we see and read on the internet.
#13
I understand what you mean, i have this feeling too. Sexual energy has a very distinct and clear flavour for example, and in a lesser proportion heart center energy too. Have you ever tried to stimulate your chakras on the roof of your mouth (i think it's called lalana for the biggest one) ? You then really taste energy coming from upwards, though is a little fade and bitter.
#14
Hey tayesin, could you tell us more about this thymus chakra. I have started feeling a very strong chakra between the heart and the throat ones, and in fact i now feel two other chakras on each side of them, near each nipple, so that it feels like a diamond (the top of it being the thymus). What does it mean ??
#15
Thank you both for these informations :)
#16
Hi guys !
I've been doing NEW actively (1/2 - 1h a day in average) for more than 2 years now, and i have really good results. Raising my kundalini is one of my long term goal, but i'm not obsessed by it nor awaiting it.
However, about 1 month ago, i woke up in the morning for i felt a really hard "bitting" in my perineum, at the place of my base chakra, which really hurted me in fact (and woke me up as i said), and i felt a HUGE, and i really say HUGE vibration inside it, like my base chakra was about to collapse or something (lol), i couldn't feel anything else than this, and in a matter of a second i felt something like a fist hitting me very hard in this area and making it's way up. I was totally surprised and frightened in fact (i was not expecting anything and dreaming a few seconds before) and i push the best i could to make a barrier on its way, which i did, and there was like a small "deflagration" when my willpower stopped this pulse from going up (it stopped at about the aera of the sacral chakra in my back) and i had a weird feeling for 2 days inside me, like if i had "turista" (lol - which was not the case of course !)
I'm just posting this experience now for i thought at this time it was some neg attack, and i almost forget it, but a few days ago i happened to read an experience of kundalini and it made me think about it. I'm not saying it was an actual kundalini raising, but could it be some kind of kundalini energetic pulse ? And why now ?
Thanks.

Kalonek
#17
Welcome to Energy Body and The Chakras / Tatoos
August 17, 2004, 05:18:29
Hi everyone !
I was just wondering, as my old lady is thinking about having a tatoo, if thoses types of body art (tatoos, piercings etc) had an effect on the energy body ? I'm rather sure about the piercings (acupuncture etc) but what about tatoos ? It's some kind of penetration inside the skin, so it might also affect the energy body, but in which way ? Do you think a tatoo can increase energy in some areas, or the opposite, have a negative effect ?
Thanks :)

Kalonek
#18
Hi everyone !
I was just wondering if anyone who has succesfully "activated" his vision screen (which permits clairvoyant abilities) with NEW could explain me the process. I am interested in it for it'll permit me to go further in my development.
Thanks !
#19
I was just wondering if any long term energy "user" (with NEW or any other technic) has noticed a diminution of the appetite ? For in fact it does it for me i think. I was a normal eater but since a few months, i ate less and less, but i just feel the same. It's like if my body was absorbing more energy from what i eat. For example i can eat a very little salad and i feel just fine, and my weight is still the same (63kg for 1m80), in fact i've even taken some muscle for i practice sports ! I don't understand how it works, but i just feel good with that little food, and i'm not hungry at all after that. I feel even better maybe than when i was eating more.
Am i the only one or do other ones are experiencing the same thing ?
Just to know :)
#20
Hi everyone !
This is my first thread into this part of the forums, for i happened to have gone under a  direct psychic and physical attack by a neg wednesday morning. I didn't come earlier to post as i had my exams at university going on [xx(]

So, there is how it happened :
I was in a strange nightmare. A type that happens sometimes : i am alone in the night in my flat, but all lights are turned off and eventhough nothing is there with me, i feel an evil presence and atmosphere. These dreams are always very realistic and it's almost always the same scenario going on. However, suddenly, as i was dreaming this, i was brought back to lucidity and my physical body almost instantly.
Immediately, i felt something wasn't right. I was in a "semi-dream" state as i would call it, i mean that my mind was still very far eventhough i was perfectly aware of my physical body and my surounding. I tried to move my body, and there is when it started to turn "bad" : I couldn't ! I was totally stuck to my bed ! In a matter of seconds, i felt a strange pressure on my chest, becoming harder and harder each second, and i felt clearlyan entity "sitting" on me. I thought "ok, relax, this is "just" a sleep paralysis, no big deal, if i stay calm everything will go back to normal". I had never had one before. But the pressure became even stronger while i was thinking this, as if my physical chest was totally crashed ! It was VERY unpleasing. At the same time, i felt the "thing" coming closer and trying to "enter" in me by my front, like to go through me ! It was even more unpleasing, and i was feeling some major energy movements in my body. Strangely, i stayed very calm mentally, and eventhough my first instinctive reaction was to fight back by "pushing" my energy body in the other way, towards him, i quickly searched what i could do. A lot of images where going through my head, but i didn't pay attention as i knew they could come from "him".
Then i remembered having read in PPSD of Bruce that an "energy wave" in the body could cut the link between a neg and its victim. So i immediately focus on my feet, and had a huge rush of energy coming through me. I heard the thing starting to scream in my head, really loudly, like an animal roar but still a little bit "human", though very sharply (like to shout at me or scare me). I felt i could move my right hand, and as soon as i had done so, all my body was free to move and the neg just disapeared in with his scream a few seconds later.
I continued to do some energy raising for a few minutes and then get up and had my breakfast as i felt a little drained.

That was my first "meeting" with a neg (i think), and as i said i oddly stayed totally in control of myself except at the very beginning when i was taken by surprise and reacted by instinct. The whole experience lasted for about 15 seconds from my awakening to the neg vanishing.

Does anyone have had a similar experience ? How did you deal with it on the moment ?

Kalonek
#21
I was juste wondering, as we happen to have the ability to make things by visualizing them in the astral (altough they don't last very long), has anyone ever experienced some sort of musical OBE ? I mean by this an OBE or astral trip were the sound was very present, maybe even somebody have tried to make his favorite musics appear in the astral to follow him and create a more familiar atmosphere. I don't know if it's possible though, but i think it would be something interesting to test, as it would greatly lower newbies' fears if they can have a bit of "astral" music in the background. I've wanted to do this experience for a long time but i always forget about it when i'm out ... [|)]
#22
Hi everyone !
Well just to have your opinion on this experience.
I was lying in my bed yesterday night before sleeping, relaxing in a very light transe state (feeling "fat" arms and legs due tu energetic expansion). I was calling my guide to show me a signe, over and over, and suddenly (maybe no relation with my guide) i felt "strange" (the best i can say sorry) and my internal vision became as if i had tuned my tv set on a channel i can't recieve (lots of grey dots moving). This changed quickly in a tunnel that flattens also quickly in a gigantic 2D plane with millions of grey (black an white) squares on it. I had a view from very high (i was still in my body and fully aware of it btw, it was just in my internal vision), from miles and miles above it. I changed of position very fast so the plane was moving in front of me, and it was really HUGE. I tried to come closer but the whole thing vanished after about a minute or a little more.
I was therefore wondering if this could be an astral plane entrance structure as described by RB. What do you think ?

Thanks !
#23
Hello everyone !

I have just recieved my copy of PPSD and tried a few minutes ago my first core image detection exercise. When i first read about those core images of being trauma even of things going back to childhood, i thought immediately of one thing that happened to me when i was really young (a REALLY stupid thing) that lead me to a powerful phobia for the next 10 years approx. (it's ok now but i used to make a lot of nightmares of it) I'm totally fine with it now but i thought that it would be a perfect core image for a neg attachement.

So i did what is written in PPSD (i have a year of practice with body awareness so i don't think i'm missusing it at it works well with NEW for me), thinking back to this episode of my early childhood, feeling i was there, visualising it. Immediately i felt a little strange, like something wasn't going well. A few seconds only after i started, i felt a floating sensation in my body, like at the begining of a transe, but i hadn't did anything for it. I continue to make the exercise, and try to hold the image in my mind with my awareness hands to push it away. That's what make it all worse. In fact i tried to push, but it didn't move at all, in fact, the image was becoming brighter and blue, really bright, i pushed harder but nothing moved, in fact i happened to move it a very little, and the blue light i was trying to push became bigger and filled all my mind, i was surrounded, it absorbed me despite all my effort to push it back. It was too powerful for me. In background, i felt a strange feeling in my solar plexus center, like when i am frightened (but i wasnt really), and my heart center began to beat fast in background though not very powerfully, as if i was attempting an OBE).

I stopped pushing and relax a few seconds, but started again. I managed to push the image a little futher but it was really really hard, and it was surrounded with a kind of electrical movement. It became bigger again and i was absorbed another time, exhausted.

So my question is : what do you think of all this ? It is the normal stuff for early core images detection, like if the mind refuses it, or am i facing some big core image that i even don't manage to push away to turn it.

Thanks !
#24
Hello folks !
Well i would like to know what you think about what happened to me this morning. So, i was half asleep in my bed, eyes closed, and i felt that i could achieve easily an OBE. A very light pressure on my astral body pushed me out of my physical body, and i was floating over a bed, but it wasn't my room, and everything was shining in a bright and beautifull white light, the walls etc, so i thought i projected directly in the astral plane. But i also saw on my left a black form escaping from my vision behind me, like if it was frightened that i could suddenly see it. I flew back on my feet and followed it in the room next door. The other room was totally the opposite of the bright room : very dark, without light, and with an moderately-evil feeling, and i saw that the dark thing was hidden behing a curtain (!) I come to look at it, and a dark woman-like thing jumped at my throat, with pointed teeth and claws, a leather-like skin, screaming and shouting. I was surprised and tried to beet it but i was sucked back in my body. I thought first i had dreamt of an OBE, but i tried to get out again and i achieved it really easily, but this time in real-time zone, and i saw my room shining with gold light on the walls.
So, what do you think of this ? Was it a creation of my imagination while OBEing or some weak neg frightened by me ? Or even not a neg but some kind of entity ?

Thanks !

Kalonek
#25
Hello there ! I have practiced chakra stimulation and trance state for about 4 months yet, and have had quite good results since the first attempt i think, but i didn't managed to achieve a complete OBE. A few nights ago, i was dreaming of an odd thing and immediately realized it wasn't reality, so i decided to jump off the window for fun. While doing this, i suddenly pushed hard on my astral body and felt a big trance vib in all my person. I had a clear view of my dream, falling from the window, and the next moment, i was watching my ceiling with a wavy, gloomy vision and heard a woman voice shouted "you're floating over your body ! stop this !" while men voices were telling me "go ahead, you nearly got it !". I was surprised by the woman voice and the image of my ceiling disapeared. I was back in my dream which was ending, already half awaken in my bed (but eyes closed and my face against my wall so  couldn't have see my ceiling even with eyes wide opened). A precision : as far as i remember (the whole thing has spent like 2-3 seconds so it was quite fast), my ceiling was at like 1m from me during this, although it is normaly at 3m50 while in my bed.
As i never had an OBE, i was wondering if it could be my first very quick OBE or at least a manifestation of my astral sight ? What do you think about it, you that have more experience than me poor frog eater ? ;) I was about to stop training for OBE as i couldn't manage to have one, but this gave me a small hope :) Thanks ;)