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you get them because you fear them. You think abut it all day and you can't process it and so you dream about it. Since I do not believe in demons and Negs etc. (and hence they do not exist in my reality and don't bother me.... well until my fear comes through for short periods of time) thats my explanation.
It might also be that your exploring your sexuality (not that your turning into a pedophile or lesbian, its just how the brain expresses itself sometimes) May I know your age to know if I am not totally wrong with this?

So what you should do:
Think about positive things. Try to meditate so that you learn how to controll your thoughts and your thought process.
Do simple breathing exercise and envision breathing a golden color into your body which spreads all over (all the good things) and imagine breathing out a black color (all the bad things). This should help your mind.

Its important that you learn to controll your thoughts since you think to negative.

If everything just gets worse and you begin to be depressed you might want to go see a physcatric (sp?) since I can't really help you then.

thank you for the help is will do that i missed my medication that night could be a reason i also was affaraid that night.
i am 22 years old but also a virgin (i can say that i see sex sometimes as a bad thing i have bad association with it maybe cause i fear people and
also have a phobia of phedofiles and becoming one i used to think i was molested why i was so misrable)
maybe its my fear i try to escape. i am extremeley affraid of becomin evil.

i had a stumack ache the next evening and i layed in my bed thought i was sceard of lying there again and i thought: i cant be evil unless i choose to be
i remembered someting someone said in a movie: you dont kill people cause you had a bad childhood you do it cause you choose to!.
and then is disappeared havent had a bad dream until this morning.
thanks

Ive had dreams a few nights now that dont feel like mine cause i been almost a pedofile in one
another a lesbian and another this girl that got held prisoner by a vampire devil demoin thingy person that made me/her
his wife i had alots of teeth and wierd body- this one got to me really just as the pedofiel dream i thought i was turning into a monster. 
why? when i close my eyes when im tired i see spiders and other scary things. I havent had the strength or the guts to try to protect myself yet I have some mental diseases and i loose grip of reality when things frighten me and i cant always focus on the fact theres supernatural things out there and that im in big trouble it just scares me more. Im affraid i can see the difference from my symptoms and other things and THIS IS NOT SYMPTOMS. i am drained with energy and full with angst when this happens.I cant deny that i am in bad shape but these dreams arent helping exaclty.I cannot even read a simple text cause i cant focus. so all i know now is to burn som sage and hope my necklaces and stones i have beside my bed will protect me.

why does people get theses kind of dreams? anyone that has thoughts about this? what do you think? 

"Stellis,  a blue silver is good and also mirris will make a silver reflective akashic wall."

is stellis a colour? do you mean i should visualise a colour?

Send a pulse of energy out the crown and out the feet then seperate that into two beads of energy and wrap them in either direction to form a cylinder around you above you and below you . Draw a bead of energy down a neg in orange fire colours to cleanse or bind them . Visualise self in a sphere ideally . Then bind the neg in each stone at the heart , on the groin and on the head

neg? a demon? what stone? you know im not that good at english, maybe you could explain a little more?  please?

thank you for you answers(all of you), may i ask? what do you believe in?it's probably hard to answer it's a complicated question i guess but some of you
talk about angels and all these things. For example what is the white brotherhood? i know a lot of people that take the courses
at that site mysticweb believe in that there are good guys and bad guys (i cant remember what all that was about).

i believe there is something bigger out there, sometimes i can feel it , and i promised and asked it as a child that i wanted to be apart of it, this safe peacefull something.

i actually had a dream where i was trying to make these vampire beings and these dragon begins  to get along.
and it worked for their children and family's for a while and they were very nice to eachother. kind of funny to think about, a very absurd dream.

Anything that you turn around and face will stop or disappear!!

Its never really as bad as you think it might be!!
Just turn around and look

Just like your peers do when you have their respect,
they will respect you more if you stand your ground and stay to explain.


Tina

my problem is that i cant get myself to believe and trust that they can't hurt me, cause i know if i believe that a symbol on a necklace I'm wearing protects me that it will, but I'm a real pessimist right now.

i think i am in need of some serious hmm.. what do you call it in english..cleansing? but my mom hates when i burn sage, but shes going away this weekend though, do you have any tips for a newbie something simple i can do? i used to know a lot of stuff about magic , i read a lot but i dont have any practical experience ?

"those evil bastards"  :lol:ha ha that sounded kind of funny 

thank you for your replys, I heard that awaken our kundalini is something you shouldn't do by yourself, that it can be dangerous?

Andrew: I had the feeling that was what you meant,  but i dont have anything to teach them.as far as i know i might be turning evil myself? that's how i often feel, afraid I'm a bad person or something.

I'm not sure I'm ready to deal with these scary things i try for example to stay in my dreams when a tornado comes but i always wake up or run. i dream of tornados often, but i look for them often too and worry.
i just dont know what these demons and tornados mean? i try often to interpret my dreams but it's hard.
but i think the demons are not created by me. but maybe i bring them to me by being afraid and thinking about them?

well enough babbeling , i must get back and rule the underworld im afraid 

i don't know if i want to be friends with these dark beings, they are scary i believe there are good beings and bad beings and of course some in between. But i don't want to be friends with the enemy. thats how i see it, cause I'm sure they want to harm me, some of them are sucking energy from me(?) some are trying to do something to me. i feel sad and afraid after those dreams. 

i had one of those bad dreams again this time it was even worse than the usual nightmares. there were demons everywhere we tried to shut them out(the white good guys), we couldn't destroy them but make them keep a distance. i tried so hard, it only helped twice.I made the area forbidden for them, tried to send out a wave to send them away, but they came in through a "gate" kind of like the stargate on tv and came back in, but in the end i saw my eyes in a mirror and they became black for a second, i was taken over by them, and they where everywhere. somehow even if i know it's a dream i cant get the tornados or vampires ect to go away, i try to make them go away but i don't believe they really will so nothing helps, and im often one of them in the end. i stopped wearing my pentagrams necklaces cause they dont help, and ever since i put one on my shelf in my room it's started again im thinking of throwing them all away.

i have very little experience in practicing magick, what can i do to make it better?