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This does happen- you are activating your sacral chakra.  It can be problematic if you don't move the energy, but the way you're describing it sounds like you're spreading it throughout your whole body.  At some point this will subside, it is not an end in itself.  This won't give you an OBE, I'm not sure what part of the program you're at, but eventually you will find out that energy work is one part of projection- lots more is covered in the program.

Yea, I think more than the sacral chakra was activated. I kept buzzing all day and into this morning. I did the Day 11 Exercise and I had only one very faint sensation of sexual energy that subsided. I did get a feeling of leaning. Kind of annoying along with feelings of my appendages lifting up or being held up. Like, my fingers and toes were lifted off the ground and straining to keep lifting. I had to check a few times to make sure they were not off the ground. They weren't. I did read where one of the rare symptoms of exiting can seem like or feel like climaxing (is that okay to say here? LOL?). But usually when that sensation happens it stops the exit. *shrug*

Hmm, this is a bit troubling.  Many possibilities here- it all depends on how you feel afterwards.  First of all, does he have your permission to mess with you?  Do you feel tired and drained afterwards, can you tell him to go away and he goes?  These are ways to determine what he's about.  If he is attuning you, he will respect your boundaries.  If you feel bad and drained he may be something not quite so benign.

I've never told him to go away. But I can should he appear again. I don't see him all the time. However, since I started this energy work, I have been EXHAUSTED. EXCEPT today. I feel pretty darn good today. I also have had trouble regulating body temperature and was very very cold (which is not usually my problem I'm usually the one roasting to death in winter). But today, I feel normal again. Kind of comfortable but more hot, which is back to normal for me.  I'll tell him to go away and see if he does - should I see him again. I try not to "see" anything while meditating in these exercises.

I'd give you links to more info about the MAP program, but the Astral Dynamics forum is down for the moment.

If you can remember and get the chance once the site goes back up, can you send the link to the MAP program to me? I'd appreciate it.

So, in your opinion, would you say I got rid of some blockages?

Thanks Stookie.

Hi all!

Been a long time since I've been here. I searched the pages but there are sooo many I found it hard to discover if this topic had already been discussed. I also did a search so please, forgive this if it is repetious.

I have been doing Mastering Astral Projection in 90 Days by Bruce and Mercer. I use a brain wave generator as well (binural beats).

What I am wondering is if others have had this particular experience:

I believed I had blockages in my joints at the knees and elbows.

I focused then on those points by creating mental circles on my knees and elbows. ONce the energy began to stir I figured I'd unblocked those areas. So, I worked on the area above them. (upper thighs and upper arms) The energy did spread to those areas. As it did, I got a pulsing in the 1st and 2nd chakras which I'd been getting for sometime during regular meditation and breathing exercises.

This time, however, the pusling became more of a sexual feeling and it started to spread. At first I was worried that it was simply a distraction and so I kind of forced my mind off of it. But it started again and this time I heard thoughts that said, don't fight it, feel into it. So I did.

When that happened, this wave of euphoria, very similar to sexual climax (hope that is okay to say here!!!), spread from my feet over my entire body with the main sensations staying in my core (up through the center of my body). I was like, whoa! What just happened and how can I do that again? But I heard the warnings of focusing on those feelings and went back to stirring my energy body.

As I did that, a few moments later it happened again. Total euphoria and my entire body was buzzing! It was as if I had an electric current running through my body but it was warm and pleasant NOT painful.

So, I was pretty excited and kept wanting to do it again...but I couldn't force the sensation. So, I gave up and went back to "bouncing" the energy in my limbs. Once more, a wave of incredibly pleasurable energy took over my body. I felt out of of body and very in my body all at once. I wanted to sustain that incredible sensation but could not. As it reached the top of my head, I just felt this immense "fullness" which made my head feel fat...heavy...and full of pressure. It didn't hurt but felt that if I had had a hole in the top of my head a bolt of energy surely would have shot out like a canon ball!

What I'm wondering, is if others have felt this? Is it a good sign of progression (which I think it is)? Is it something I need to continue to have or is it merely an opening which will allow my energy body to function better - hopefully giving me an OOBE at some point?

As an afterthought, I also have this "man" that appears every now and then. I call him my "silver man". He is very sexual and a bit bossy but I don't see him as threatening or evil etc. At one point, when I saw him long ago, and I had just begun to get my 1st chakra throbbing (which also was a sexual feeling but very localized), he said that he was clearing my centers or something like that. Other friends were concerned by his techniques and his bossiness, and they told me to tell him to go away. To which he answered, in my mind, they are worried about you, tell them I am clearing your centers. (or something similar to that) Anybody have anything like that happen before or do you have any ideas for me? What is it? My own mind? A guide? An astral being?

I saw him again is why I brought it up. I saw him AFTER I had this first euphoric sensation. He spins me sometimes...in this abyss. Like, I see myself as a golden form and he is a silver form. He is on top of me (non sexually, I think) and then we both just spin. I have NO idea why or what that does if anything. Perhaps it is just my imagination. I don't know. Looking for possibilities and answers.

Hello all -

I am back and browsing. I used to be here years ago and decided to come back and check it out again as I am doing the program by Brian Mercer and Robert Bruce, Mastering Astral Projection in 90 Days. I have encountered some very cool experiences but in the early stages. I've also been meditating for a long time now. So, I'm here to look around and see if I can find some help and see if anyone's experiences mirror mine.

I'm tellin' ya it was a freakin' movie that just played in my head and I literally WATCHED the darn thing!  While it was entertaining - it kept me "awake".  I remember thinking - when will this thing end so I can sleep. But it never did - not until morning when I finally woke.

It was so vivid and as you mentioned detailed, that I wrote it down, tweaked it and sent it to an online mag for a competition.  It won 2nd place in the competition.  Pretty cool - I got that out of it at least even though my night of sleep sucked!!!

Golden Light

PS And no I'm not sure of anything!

Well, I guess my thought is that if we believe in evolution - and we believe that an awakening is happening - would it not be that each generaton exhibits a bit more of this awakening?

And my son doesn't exhibit the typical ADHD symptoms that from what I've read here are attributed to the Indigo characteristics.  Now, my daughter - well, that's another story.  Errr - but she was also premature.

Anyways, my son is quite the opposite. Calm, polite, works better with grown-ups....etc.  I don't see him as "special" or better than most - I do see him as different though than kids his age.  And because of his sensitivity lead me to ask why?  Now, he can be a mean cuss to his sister - let me tell ya -

But for the most part - to me- he exhibits characteristics that are not typical for kids of his age or younger.

-empathy for his sister or others when they are hurt (he'll cry or run and try to help)
-empathy for grown-ups that are sick (he brings me medicine band-aids, or wishes he grandma quick health)
-Very deep thought - in that he likes to really ponder things.  (sometimes he thinks he has the answer and doesn't)
-quiet and reserved
-Slow moving

I told him once, (and this is how I feel about him) baby, you're like an old man in a boy's body!

Golden Light

I found this dream in my journal - never interpretted it. I want to make it clear that this dream was EXTREMELY LUCID. It may have been the first dream where realized it was lucid. I watched it - just like a movie.  I was aware I was watching it and wanted desperately to SLEEP and not watch this movie because I was so AWAKE.

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I woke in an unfamiliar world in the future. I knew people were after me with vaporizing guns that looked like large lipstick tubes and smaller tubes of lipstick which contained gases that tranquilized people. I ran from these people, these men in suits. The men in suits carried these weapons and I saw people being vaporized left and right. The laser would hit them and they would just vanish.

In a panic,  I bolted and ran - right into this man.  When I had the sense to look at him, it was Mel Gibson. I rambled on in terror about how I needed help and these men were after me. He calmed me down and then saw who was chasing me.

He grabbed my hand and ran. We ran through the city and ended up in a restaurant.  We dashed in and around tables, snapping our heads left and right to find a place to hide.

Into the ladies room we ran. It was a small tiny room. The men burst nto the restaurant as we could hear the patrons screaming.

We searched for a way out of the restroom and saw a window.  However, the window was high up and very small. As Mel lifted me to the window I saw a suited man creeping towards the window. We crouched and held our breath.

The suited man peered in through the window - He saw us!  But moved away. We knew we had to move. We exploded out the door of the restroom, and calmly walked through the panicking crowd, and then into the streets again.

The men saw us and pursued us.  Mel shouted for me to run, but I held fast to him.  I needed him and his company. The suits aimed and the vaporizer hit me in the face and evaporated a portion of my face.  I screamed in horror.

Mel now terrified and angry at the same time, lifted me onto his shoulder and ran as he yelled.

He headed in a specific direction, but I passed out.  When I woke (in my dream), I was in a room that looked like an office. Mel sat watching over me and rubbing his forehead.  He noticed that I was awake and smiled weakly.

I instantly felt my face and there was something there. I smiled and peeked up at him noticing how handsome he was.

When I lifted myself up to meet him, his expression changed to shock.  I cried realizing I must appear monsterous.

He spoke quickly trying to calm me down.  He tried to explain that the process wasn't complete.

A nurse or technician entered and told me she'd finish in a moment.  She seemed to place a hard plastic thing on my face - on the missing part of my face. It felt like a mask and she explained that wouldn't last.

I had lost teeth too and she gave me a plate to insert.

After a few more days and conversations with Mel, who stayed by my side the entire time, I was able to leave.

I could tell by his expression that I was pleasing to look at now, but I chose not to look in a mirror.

As we left, there was a commotion in the hall. We looked at one another and ran. But I turned to see what htey were doing and there were the "suits".  They had different weaons now. They looked the same as the vaporizers but smaller. These weapons tranquilized people. A small amount of gas was released and strangers in the hall fell unconscious.

Mel screamed for me to hold my breath, but the fumes reached me and I hollered in desperation, "Mel!".

Then, all was black.

I woke (in my dream STILL) in this glass cubicle. I was lying down on someone. I quickly turned to see who it was and found Mel sleeping. I was resting between his legs with my head on his stomache. Feeling safe, I went back to sleep.

Upon waking (still in my dream) again, I noticed Mel was up and around. He told me this was his place. He fed me and we talked. I was there for days and days.  I saw in my dream how we got close and how we talked and just bonded together.

One night, (in my dream) we fell asleep together - and I made a move, a conscious move to arouse him, sexually. He welcomed it and was happy about it. We made love and later in that dream we married. We had two children (it kind of fast forwarded in my dream). We were very happy for a while.

Then, I expressed deep emotions of missing my "real-life children" Ben and Aleah. He knew of a way I could bring them with us. We did this and they were with us.

But soon after we were on the run again. We drove all of the children recklessly looking for a place to hide.

In a hotel, we finally hid out. Mel kept watch out the front. I kept watched out the back windows. I thought I heard someone down the hall. I lay down squinting beneath the door. I saw nothing, but kept looking and still nothing.

Then, a small dark figure appeared at the end of the hall. I got up and turned to tell Mel.  I went back to the window.  These were large windows from floor to ceiling.  They opened like doors.

As I opened one, I stuck out my h ead to see if the coast was clear.  It wasn't! A suited man hopped up from the corner and ran towards our window - our window which overlooked the roof. We opted for the door which led to the hall.

Hoping the man in the hall wasn't a suit, we rushed out the door. The children were still sitting on the window seat near the back window. I saw the suit on the roof crouching to shoot - and he did.

Ben (my real life son) slumped over and I screamed.

Mel turned around and rushed to gather Ben in his arms.  We stormed out into the hallway.

We made it to the parking lot. Mel thought we needed to get another car - one the suits wouldn't recognize, I guess. I spotted a minivan. It was full of Indians (from India if I remember). I poked my head in and begged them to trade us cars. I explained our situation.  They hesitantly obliged.

We piled in and raced away.  We drove for a solitary location whre no one would find us.

Then, the movie was over and I was really awake.

Anybody wanna tackled that one?

Golden Light

Jen,

Well, it was a shot in the dark but hey - I "tried".   

Waiting does stink! I"m not good at it hence my search here.  Wanting to hurry my answers along.  I hope you find the meaning soon.  (((hugs)))

Golden Light

I realize this topic hasn't been used in a long time however - I thought I would "resurrect" it as opposed to starting another one about the same subject.  Seemed more efficient this way?  Don't know.

My question is about Indigo "children". Crystaline children.

Could it be that if an evolution - spiritual evolution - is occurring that with each subsequent generation a larger and larger poplulation would contain slightly more evloved children? And it is only because we try to "group" things together that we have named this development and spotted it in our children? (many children)

And while I know the typical defintion of Indigo Children it doesn't fit my kids HOWEVER my son does seem different - very different.

IMO, he's very empathetic as is his sister.  Could be this is purely a family/genetic thing, but then again, maybe it is a quickening??? 

Signs my son exhibits: (atypical of most children his age)

Calm
Very very very focused
Can sit and work on a problem for hours.
Been this way from birth and in utereo he was very calm
Gets along better with adults
Doesn't "understand" kids or rather their "hyperness" - and name calling 
Empathetic of others' feelings and emotions especially when they are in discomfort
Intelligent (not genius but slightly above average I would guess)
Has a way of seeming older than he is


Example: He at 2 years of age, hubby, me, and son all in basement, showed enormous empathy for his age. I shivered and said, "Boy, I'm cold." He hopped off the couch, got an afghan that was three times his size, and dragged it across the room.  He laid it on me and said, "Mama, bankie make you warm."

Children typically have a hard time "understanding" temperature.  Many children will say they are hot when they actually mean cold.  Or visa-versa. Daughter does this regularly - mixes up temps. And many children wouldn't "know" to get a blanket at all.

He's done other things since then. 

I wonder about him as his grandparents have commented how profound he seems.  He also told me a story about where he believed we went when we die.  And this is something I HAVE NEVER EVER talked to about with him or even read anything to him. I sing one song that has the word angel in it. Other than that - None of the grandparents had either as I interrogated them. I always wanted to with-hold my "beliefs" so he could ask questions and then form his own. And I in fact, assumed someone had told him this and got a little angry. 

But his story: The angels wait for us when we die and are there to escort us (not the word he used). They are to help us get to where we are going. They come down and get us when we die and fly us home. All our relatives and animals and even our most loved toys are there for us.

Where would he come up with that? How does he know just what to say to make me feel better? Or that if I have a migraine HE, not his 40 year old father, knows to go to the freezer, pull out the ice pack and deliver it to me.  I don't ask.  He just does. When I mentioned once that my eyes hurt, he asked me BEFORE turning on the overhead light, Mommy, do you have a migraine? Cause I know the lights hurt your eyes and so I just wanted to ask before I turned them on!!!!

He's 9 now. He did all this before 9. Now, he'll try and rub my hands or neck when I'm sick. He does the same for his Daddy...and grandparents. He'll even do it for his sister although they go at eachother just like any other siblings.    I'm just weondering if anyone has a take on this stuff?

Golden Light

All:

Maybe I've already stated this - forgive my repetition if I have-

But has anyone considered if this stuff IS happening in the astral, that we "see" them as we expect to see them?  I've heard about and read about grays (the typical stuff) and so maybe I projected my vision of alien onto them.

Whereas, if you projected another vision, they appeared differently?  I only bring this up because our feelings about them seem to be similar.  Tests, kind, more advanced than humans, guides, etc...

What do you all think?

Golden Light

  My son - is very different than other kids. And I mean very different. (I feel for him) He relates to grown-ups easily. Holds conversations with them - easily.  charmed the PANTS off of the College President as a dinner one night. NOt kidding - she told him he was a very charming boy and that if she were younger he'd have stole her heart.  Not that I'm biased or anything.   

But my son from a very early age exhibited what seemed to me unordinary empathy. For his sister - NOT! But for other kids, for animals, for me and his father, for his grandparents (all of them). 

At 2 years old, he was in the basement playing. I was lying on a couch. Hubby in same room. I shivered and said, "Boy am I cold." Without asking, without blinking, this little 2 year old, got off the couch, dragged a huge afghan across the floor and put it on me.  He said, "Mama, bankie make you warm."  I have to tell ya - I cried. He's done so many things like that. He just knows - and I realize we as adults KNOW a blanket makes you warm - but kids don't.  In fact, kids don't readily understand HOT and COLD for a long time.

My 5 year old, total opposite in energy.  Hates rules - doesn't want to be "penned" in. Very much the free spirit. BUT she is very kind. Very empathetic and very generous.  And generous and child usually don't go together at a young age.

I'm looking into it more and would like to "expand" their way of thinking.  I'll have to post what my son told me about the afterlife after he lost his "toy" puppet whales.  It was AMAZING!   

Golden Light

the only thing I did was read the sign and stop a cow from running over me.

Andrew -

What!? A http://cow almost ran over you?   

Yes, it's a big claim and as the scientists say: Extraordinary claims require extraordinary proof.   

Golden Light

Hey V-

I've not had experience inthe astral mine is all "book" knowledge so take it with a grain of salt...

But :  I've read that the higher planes are brightly lit places.  The place you described was kind of "dark".  Also the fact the people were a bit sinister leads me to wonder if you weren't on a lower plane. 

The akashic records are on a higher plane.  Next time, you might want to find a picture of the akaskic library from the net or a book and hold that in your mind when you project. Also, I've read that on the astral plane your mind will create your reality immediately! So, if you thought this "guy" was a vampire - you MIGHT have created that vision. But you knew enough to call for help.

The lower planes are not very pleasant places to be - not all "bad" but they are not higher spiritually or rather higher vibrationally maybe?  The place I went to (unconsciously) was very bright, very white and very joyful.  There were no evil faces - no thieves and no one that I ever felt would do me harm. 

NOW - I was not necessarily "controlling" that as I wasn't even sure where I was.  But I somehow got lucky and became lucid.

My father had astral dreams that were on a murky colored plane - very geometric.  He said he felt uncomfortable on them.  He didn't enjoy his "trips". But he was a young boy and I think what his imagination conjured - so he saw. Maybe?  Again - it's my conjecture - please wait for someone who has actually "projected" to confirm or deny any of this.   

But I would try and find someway to link to a higher plane.  Where you went doesn't sound like a place I would want to go back to. personally.  I also read: (I read a lot) that envisioning a white light around your body might help protect you.  Does it?  Don't know for sure, never done it. 

(although had wierd experience when I imagined it before going to bed one night - dark shadow man hovered next to my husband - not over me, mind you?)

So, I'd love to hear about any other experiences you have. Get a picture of certain astral planes - there are descriptions that might help you "imagine" them and then you can hold that image as you project.  Also, try and remember that what your mind thinks - is what you create.  So, if possible, hold loving images, beautiful images when you project.

About the aura - I've heard/read that too. I think there are ways you can heal your own aura.  But I can't get that info right this sec. I've got a book on it.  Can get you some inof if no one else jumps in soon.  Got to get my little one to preschool!

((hugs))

Love,-
Golden Light

Jelal67:

I LOVE LOVE LOVE String Theory! I watched a multi-part special on it I think a year ago??? Is that right? Hmm, but I found it incredibly fascinating -

Everything "vibrating" at the "string" level - a level we can't detect yet with use of microscopes that the theory/hypothesis says is there.

Multidimensions! The hypothesis also supposes that there are something like 12 or more dimensions! They explained it as a loaf of bread sliced.  And the dimensions exist side by side.  If they bump eachother they extrapolated that a new world could be made. And that you might be able to cross the dimensions - however we are unable not only to envision other dimensions but also unable to see them at this time.

It was the COOLEST show.  (PBS)

Yes, I can buy that if they are able to travel and are advanced enough we have no concept of their capabilities.  I only meant that it seemed (and you seemed to agree  ) that many of these experiences may have taken place in the astral where the manipulation of objects ect seems easier. ?

Now, you know I'm gonna ask because I just can't help myself but What the HECK? Someone brawled with an alien?  Do tell!

Golden Light

V-

Funny you should mention that - and very coincidental as I recently watched Indigo Children with Neale Donald Walsch and looked up on the net about Indigo children. I need to look into it further. I'll definately check out your post and look at the site you posted.

(hugs)

Love
Golden Light

TalaNay:

Yeah, I was unaware of it's historical authenticity.  But the "prophecy" was that the human race is/was climbing an evolutionary ladder that essentially leads us to see the world for what it is: Energy. And that in being able to do this - see the energy, we also gain a higher state of being/consciousness.

But Conversations with God was just an interesting movie. Not a blockbuster mind you. However, this author, Neale Donald Walsch, went through some incredibly rough times. (homeless, broken neck, out of work, picking food out of garbage cans...) And at his lowest moment he was awakened by a voice that asked, "Have you had enough yet?"

He thought he was going crazy. But the voice just kept talking and so he eventually grabbed a pen and paper.  He ended up with maybe 100's of yellow tablets filled with conversations he'd had with this voice that he ended up believing was "God".

The stuff in the book and in the movie is uplifting and seems enlightening. Whether or not he really spoke with God and heard Him - I'm not going make that call. However, Neale Walsch says that God speaks to everyone all the time - in many different ways, unfortunately, we've stopped listening. (coincidences, people that show up in our lives at the moment we need them, hunches, and our own voice telling us what to do)

Golden Light

VioletLight:

Now, I just have to know - what were you doing there and what did your surroundings look like and do you rmemeber anything they or you said?  I'm nosey!  I just gotta know and gotta ask.   

Golden Light

That is cool TalaNay!

I can't think of any vivid dreams I might associate with reincarnation - just the regression. Perhaps once I start delving into my astral experimentation I'll come across something unusual like that.   

Golden Light

Andrew:

Is Predoque a name? It seemed to be in Latin? Don't know Latin myself.  Did you have a translation for that excerpt? Just curious. That is a very interesting dream/OOBE. I'm so envious of those that can and do have these consciously.

My world is a bit too chaotic to have the peace and quiet I think is necessary to accomplish OOBEs consciously. Kids waking at night, hubby snoring and bouncing the bed - I'm surrounded by my family all day long.   So - I don't ever have ANY time where I'm alone to practice any of these techniques. As I'd like to try to find out some of this stuff.

Find a way to investigate these dreams and "memories" of mine.

When I first went under hypnosis and the images became clear in my mind (they were hard to hold on to though), I saw my barefeet in sand. that's the first thing I recall. The two that intrigue me the most - of my three memories, are the biblical one (as I've been fascinated with Biblical times for a very long time - prior to this incident) and the one of going over a cliff.

The one with th emost detail was the woman who married (I saw the wedding) and then drove with hubby over a cliff. The scenery was clear. The road was clear. The car was clear. And the result was very clear. That life was very unfinished.  I think that was Anna.  Got to get my notes.

So Andrew - do you mean you  might have been "Gower" and not the person he spoke of in the text?

Golden Light

Jelal67 and all:

About being pulled through that wall - now how would that happen in the physical world, couldn't right? And I NOW remember reading this book a month or so ago that claims this woman went right through a closed window!  How can that happen unless it is in the Astral - nonphysical?

If my memory is not tricking me, I seem to recall that many of these abductions happen like that.  They do seem to have an astral quality to them yet I don't recall any of the investigators making that connection.  It seemed they instead made the connection t hat the aliens were able to manipulate the laws of physics....but it seems that if this is all true - working in the nonphysical makes more sense to me.

It's also sneakier! You know? I mean for those that may have these experiences it's easier to file under wacky dream category.  They can get to you without anyone else knowing - because you're still in your bed - should anyone wake up.

Thoughts on that or maybe it's been talked to death already?

Golden Light

Jelal67,

samandhi

Could you explain what this is - I'm not familiar with it.

I never heard them speak either.  (her speak either) I "felt" what she wanted me to feel. I have to say it was amazing. Or perhaps I interpretted it as feeling? But whatever way she communicated, it was in huge chunks. Kind of like a paragraph or sentence being dumped into my brain all at once YET it was clear, never confusing.

What intrigues me now - thinking back - is that she had the ability to turn it on and turn it off. Like, when I messed up, at the end, she just turned off the switch. It was GONE - a wall was up and no matter how hard I tried to "read" her or feel her thoughts - it was like she was not even there. VERY Cool - albeit frustrating at the time.

Golden Light

TalaNay:

You know, I think I've read a book or two by Weiss. Yeah, I wish I had that attitude about most things - not to worry about it so much.  Like my dreams etc.  But for whatever reason my make-up wants to "know".   

Golden Light

Jelal67

Oh - thanks for clarifying that because I was under the assumption that you thought they DID want to hurt you. That's interesting. As I said before, I never felt threatened by them. I was fearful simply because my reality seemed to change.  And it felt safe to think of it as a dream but the moment I became "lucid" that shocked me.

And I find it interesting that perhaps many of these "experiences" I've read about recently may in fact be via AP/OOBE. I know I read that when their "victims" remember them, they can recall the aliens going through walls or windows...and how else would they be able to accomplish this? To me, it seems that it would be in the AP/OOBE state.

Have you all heard or experienced that anomaly?

Golden LIght

Jen,

I did some 'research' regarding dream symbols. See if any help - or perhaps you've come to a conclusion as to what your experience meant?

Hospital: feeling in need during emotional times, dreamer can BE the hospital and type of illness gives insight about the problems you'll face. A healing place - place to be made better

Needle: Emotional and/or physical pain or a symbol for an awareness that is driven to an extreme.

Throat/neck: the throat is where the words get stuck, some people may be a "pain" in your neck.

Head: represents consciousness, intellect at the expense of your emotions sometimes

operation (procedure): emotional problems and their elimination...what's being done in the operation will tell you what is distrubed and how to remedy it.

passing out/sleeping: avoidance of problems, or need for rest

Mother: the supporter, bad conscience, if the dreamer is the mother then it could represent a lack of pyschological support usually by a partner.

Without knowing Coast to Coast I'm in the dark with this, but it may play a key here too.

If I were going to interpret (guess) - without knowing anything about you and strictly going by this book:

The dream opens with you asking for support, or allowed to do something. You end up in the hospital (a place where people heal) where you have an external source draining something out of your throat (words perhaps?). I could say that either someone wants you to express yourself more and they seem to be draining this out of you. Or that trying to express yourself drains you.

But your focus is on the needle, the pain caused by either feeling unable to get things out of your throat or because you are being forced to do so - Maybe your focus is directed on your intellect - your mind which doesn't allow you to release these words but your subconscious is indicating a need to do so.

Then, you pass out in the midst of it all - perhaps not ready to see what needs to be done or not wanting to know what must be done. Or it could still mean that you are tired of it all.

According to this book and my piecing things together - perhaps in order to heal a part of you, you might need to try and verbalize something in your life. Let your mind take a rest and give yourself a voice.

I have NO idea but to me this is what these images would represent in MY dream. I'm shooting in the dark here so forgive my bad aim!



Golden Light

Novice,

Yep, that sounds like you're not supposed to "know" that in waking life - just yet. Thanks for sharing - very cool experience.   

Golden LIght