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had some of the worst nightmares (all Lucid) I had ever had in my life last night. I have no idea why but I just kept getting one after the other. I remember praying before I went to bed and mediating that I WOULD have lucid dreams tonight but nothing unpleasant unless I needed to "learn something". Sure enough, I got my lucid dreams but HORRIBLE ones.

They were gruesome, terrifying and very very realistic. I hate to even mention what was in them but one was of me giving birth to hundreds and hundreds of mangled.... beings. Like I said I hate to describe them to you because they were so horrible. I felt like I was stuck in the scariest horror film ever made.

I've had bad dreams and bad lucid dreams before but this went beyond that.
Do you think I somehow got "stuck" in one of the lower realms? I do think I astrally projected last night at some point because I remember "buzzing" very strongly and then.. I blanked.

Help! I never never want a night like that again. Any ideas, similar experiences? Has anyone gone to a lower plane and can share their story?



Ring the bells that still can ring. Forget your perfect offering. There is a crack in everything. That's how the light gets in.

I had some of the worst nightmares (all Lucid) I had ever had in my life last night. I have no idea why but I just kept getting one after the other. I remember praying before I went to bed and mediating that I WOULD have lucid dreams tonight but nothing unpleasant unless I needed to "learn something". Sure enough, I got my lucid dreams but HORRIBLE ones.

They were gruesome, terrifying and very very realistic. I hate to even mention what was in them but one was of me giving birth to hundreds and hundreds of mangled.... beings. Like I said I hate to describe them to you because they were so horrible. I felt like I was stuck in the scariest horror film ever made.

I've had bad dreams and bad lucid dreams before but this went beyond that.
Do you think I somehow got "stuck" in one of the lower realms? I do think I astrally projected last night at some point because I remember "buzzing" very strongly and then.. I blanked.

Help! I never never want a night like that again. Any ideas, similar experiences? Has anyone gone to a lower plane and can share their story?

1. Are you male of female?

Female

2. What race do you associate yourself with, if any?

Caucasian

3. What is your favorite color?

Purple

4. Favorite type of music (and group if you have a specific favorite)?

Mainly top 40 but I tend to go toward the trippy stuff, Pink Floyd, stuff like that. My all time favorite group is U2!!!!

5. Favorite kind of films (ie. drama, action, documentary)? Do you have a specific favorite?

I love horror films. The Shining, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Fight Club...

6. Do you read often, sometimes or never?

Sometimes.

7. If you enjoy reading, what kind of books do you like?

Metaphysical non-fiction

8. Do you like television? Do you watch often?

Yes, a couple hours a day.

9. How do you feel about the media?

They're there to make money. However, I'm happy that I can be informed.

10. Do you consider youself open minded?

Yes, definitely.

11. Are you an extrovert or an introvert? Neither?

Introvert.

12. How do you feel about capitalism?

I think it's fine. I don't have anything against it.

13. Do you feel racism is a big problem still?

Yes.. only now I feel  there are more Black against White issues instead of vice versa

14. What is your favorite type of food (general, ie. Italian and/or specific, ie. lasagna)?

Japanese.. especially sushi!

15. Do you believe in God (ie. intelligent design of the universe)?

Yes

16. Do you believe in evolution?

In general, yes. There are many different theories and I do believe species evolve.

17. Do you enjoy watching sports?

No.

18. How do you feel about homosexuality?

I feel there is nothing wrong with loving another human being no matter what sex they are.

19. Is society better today then 200 years ago?

Yes.

20. If you had one wish, what would it be?

That fear would be eliminated from the earth.