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Thank you Selski 

I think that being millionaire is neither good, nor bad from soul evolution point of view. People tend to think Earth centric, human centric. It is a ridiculous limitation.

My intention was not to say being a millionaire means you have a good soul or that being poor means you have a bad soul.

Everything is vibration, even being wealthy. I always find it interesting that the same person will win the lottery more than once or that rich people who lose everything will prosper again. Everything has an energetic vibration that attracts certain circumstances that match that vibration. I would think if a person is incarnated on this physical planet with it's current economics, then there must be some lesson in it. What you do with your money, what you take from someone or what you give does impact you on a soul level.

I have done something similar but it was like meditating inside a dark pod with loud music which produced visuals.
They have something like it called "Somadome" you should try it.

Reincarnation is real. You won't necessarily be in a better life next time around tho. Where you end up is based on your vibrational frequency.  If you are in a low vibration in this life and only getting lower, then you will end up worse in your next life. Even if you are a millionaire in this life, if you are overall miserable then you will end up in a miserable situation in your next journey. You could also end up in an entirely different universe. We are not alone on this one planet but that is a different thread.

I can remember thinking that butchering an animal was kind of gross when I was about 5 years old hunting with my Father. Most people would experience butchering an animal as gross even after doing it several times, I still think it feels gross to reach inside a warm slippery carcass and separate the skin from the meat.

Using the converse argument, one can eat things they can kill, I see flaws. If there was an organism on this planet that looked and tasted like a giant walking Snickers Bar that is secretly intelligent but shows no signs of pain or suffering, it would be a free for all to eat that being.

The above scenario is basically the way we treat plant based food. The reason I gave that example is to point out that people only care about the wellbeing of the things they eat to the extent of their limited perception. To flip the whole thing upside down I could say "I always hear people saying how gross it is to kill a living being yet they are eating plants, it makes no sense to me".

There will always be reasons lurking around to not eat meat, such as attempting to rank the value of beings by intelligence or more accurately, how similar they look and behave to a human. If one can't make an excuse for why they are eating meat or plants they probably shouldn't be doing it? Excuse might be the wrong connotation, I think of it as a rationale to live by.

What I am saying is that it is all subjective.  My old guru said it did not matter in the slightest if you ate meat. It would not make any sort of difference in your spiritual quest. He was enlightened and ate meat without any problems, he still had his abilities, there was no suggestion that you would attain any sort of advantage by refraining from animal products.

I have my diet truly based on health reasons alone but people don't seem to buy that. So I thought about it & what I came up with to try to explain to someone in the simplest terms is that I wouldn't eat something I couldn't kill. And no I could not kill a walking snickers bar, that would be a tragedy. Also, I don't think it's healthy to eat snickers so it's not even in my diet. In my experience, you get the best results in all areas of your life when you choose what makes you feel the healthiest. Not everyone has the same reactions to foods, dairy makes me feel quite ill, so I stay away but to someone else it might make them feel strong. It's all very personal and one should not force their diet/way of life on another purely based on ethical beliefs.

With that said, I despise the animal cruelty that goes on in factory farming for cheap meat. Something will have to change about that. I read they are growing meat in labs now, so I guess that is the next logical step.

That's interesting. I know Frank loved Seth & read all the books. It is what started his success with phasing. I should read those now. Thank you.

Are these reunions of people no longer on this physical plane? It might be that you miss them.

I believe focusing intently on something, anything actually, can help the parts of the brain that allow you to remember. Focus and awareness help the most. If you meditate by being in the moment & focus on the awareness of that moment instead of letting your mind race, then you will definitely have experiences.

Yes, of course. I was in a walking dead episode last night.

Anyway, could be  Raynaud's Syndrome, Raynaud's Phenomenon, or Raynaud's disease.

Could be mind control of bodily functions but I doubt it.

That is a pretty cryptic statement. What do you really mean?

I have gone out into the bush in Western Australia or New Zealand and hunted Kangaroo, Emu, Goat, Rabbit, Turkey, Boar, Duck etc. We most definitely can go out and kill animals ourselves but what does that have to do with the ethical dilemma.

I think what you are trying to say is that if you are unwilling to get your hands dirty you shouldn't be eating meat but that is a pretty flimsy argument. Most people are willing to kill an animal to feed their family or themselves when push comes to shove.

I could not eat something that I could not kill. I always hear people saying how gross it is to kill an animal yet they are eating that animal, it makes no sense to me. Do you not realize what you are eating or how it got on your plate? I know many don't care, they just love the taste. Don't make excuses about why you are still eating it. If there is some reason lurking in the back of your head that it is wrong to eat meat, you are setting yourself up. Just own it & eat your bloody meat.

Banish it. Tell it to get the hell away from you. Don't entertain it. Demand whomever (angel, demon, God/Goddess) you believe in to assist you to take this being to the light or back to hell, whatever makes you feel better. Give thanks.


Are you paying someone to help you? Stop.

I think your medical intuitive is an amateur.

Video or it didn't happen. 

If I couldn't kill it myself, I wouldn't eat it.

Supplements that help memory work very well. Any Nootropics can help but make sure you research, some can have side effects. Anything that causes more blood & oxygen to reach the brain will help. I started taking these to help with my studies but found it made my dreams more lucid:

Gastrodin
Ginkgo
Alpha GPC
EPA & DHA
Bacopa
Lion's Mane (mushroom)
Drink Green Tea


I heard this works but never tried because major side effect is bad headaches which I despise:

Galantamine


There are some herbal extracts I haven't tried yet but it's on my list:

Calea Zacatechichi
Leaf of God
Sinicuichi
Mucuna pruriens

I would suggest going to the gym and getting some muscles. Learn how to act masculine, lots of guys put on an act. Also, dress as though you have money. Buy designer clothing or go to the thrift shop & look for designer clothing. Don't be too nice to the ladies but don't be a jerk either.

I was enjoying the reading. Is there anything else you can say about it? How far exactly were you able to get? Not in the cult, but in your spiritual practices within doing what the cult advises.

They helped me to be more consistent in my daily practices, like a spiritual mentor. They helped motivate me to meditate daily, even twice daily by explaining the importance of developing your soul. My meditations went from being relaxing to having profound breakthroughs. Now I can shift so quickly into deeper levels of consciousness, I feel energetic vibrations throughout my core, I can feel my being expand beyond the physical & I feel a connection to the universe. I still experience this and even though I mix in other techniques, it hasn't lessened the impact. When I did group meditations with them, it was even more intense because that made me have spectacular visions, once I asked the lady next to me if she saw anything & she started to describe exactly what I saw, I'll never forget that. For some reason being in the large group meditations with the master, were we are in trance for 2-3 hours, produced the most surreal visions. I can have visions on my own but they are like looking at something from a distance, with the group it was like having it in high definition. I assure you I didn't drink any kool-aid. As far as energy work, I am now able to sense energy much stronger. I also have premonitions of things that will happen more often. People I have a bond with, I can pick up their thoughts easily, I can hear whole sentences they are thinking, repeat them & see the look of fear on their face lol. I can't tell you how many times I have heard "how did you know that!"

They make you feel like your spirituality is the most important thing about you, nothing else matters, nothing at all. It's this intense belief & the trust you put into your efforts that make the difference. A new reality opens up and the illusion starts to break away. They crack you open.

I guess it wasn't obvious that I am not going to say what cult it is... it wasn't obvious? If I name them they will come for me & this site. There are a lot of cults, it doesn't matter, a cult is a cult is a cult, who cares which cult it is, you would never join a cult, so it doesn't matter.

If you did join a group and they all seem to worship the "master" you are most definitely in a cult. For example, one day the master says you should only wear black clothing and later you decide to wear something purple...then all the members keep coming up to you saying, "the master says not to wear that, what is your problem? Why aren't you listening to what the master said? You must not be a true soul". Or maybe you tried this meditation technique and wanted to share how well it works...but did the master teach you that? If the master didn't teach you then it is a false teaching! Blasphemy! Everything the master says becomes a new rule like a commandment.

Every lesson builds upon the next lesson. There are levels, you are not allowed to skip around or move to the higher levels before you do the basic work. I could tell you things but I don't know if they would work for you without doing everything else. The way it is all set up, you drown yourself in the teachings, you have to put in a lot of time, go to spiritual places, be involved in group meditations, meditate daily, practice a lesson until you get results then go to the next. Sometimes, there are members that can never get past the basic stuff. I've seen members complain about not getting any results from the most basic meditation for months, they get frustrated & end up leaving.

They have there own lingo for stuff, so it makes it difficult to explain. They don't place much importance on astral projection. It is seen as a waste of time & a distraction. The do go over it lightly since many people are interested in it. Here is one technique that helps. Let me know if you heard it before, I have to use my own words instead of the lingo. So first of all, everyday you want to really study the details of your surroundings. Try to memorize every single detail of your room, the placement, the texture, the colors... Close your eyes and see it exactly in your mind as it is in reality. Open your eyes & see if you got every single little detail right. The smallest details, it is all in the details. Now close your eyes and imagine touching everything & feeling the texture. Imagine what the texture is like as if you were reaching out & touching it. When you can reach out and touch something with your mind & feel it, then you got it. At night before you go to sleep, spend sometime studying the details of your room, then close your eyes and imagine touching those things with your mind, feel the texture & density. When I do these things I start to have more lucid dreams, I can remember the details, it feels more real, I start to wake up inside the dream every morning.

If it's not a secret what kind of physic abilities you discovered and maybe some tips you attained : P?

What kind of tips are you looking for? Let me know.

"...you might be in a cult."  ...or the army. Ok, enough. You've teased long enough. If you are truly concerned that others learn from your mistakes, you'll quit with vagueness and spill.

I never said I was concerned about others. Where did you get that idea? Just wondering if anyone else has ever been in this situation. You can't help someone that is in a cult, they made that choice. Anyone can leave at anytime. I never said I made a mistake, I don't regret it. Spill about what exactly?

Which was what?

In cases like these, it helps to provide developed answers. One of the best ways to protect others from such exploitation in the future is to be thorough in your explanations of what happened to you, and the reasons you can see for it all (when it is safe to do so).

Most people don't make it too far or stay very long...because it takes a lot of money first of all. I can't say that I didn't benefit. I learned a lot, had amazing experiences, felt like I was in a family with people who understood me. I discovered abilities I didn't know I had. I feel like I made a quantum leap in my spirituality. I don't regret it. I just realized it was no longer for me, I could never really trust their beliefs so I felt like that was holding me back. Some of it didn't feel like the truth & almost like my energy was being used for something I didn't sign up for. I think if you join a group that wants your money, tells you what to believe, does not allow you to explore other teachings, tells you to avoid anyone who is not part of the group, puts you in fear of losing your soul if you leave them...you might be in a cult.

where in the world are they based

what are there main goals and rituals etc

They are based in the US but the members are international. Main goals are spiritual, psychic, self-improvement....
Rituals are based on meditations, energy work, visualization...

What exactly lured you into it?

They don't appear to be a cult on the outside. It's only when you get deep into the teachings you realize that you are in strange waters. If you are a seeker you might know what I mean... looking for secrets that will increase your experiences & psychic abilities. I have always been fascinated by people that call themselves an enlightened guru. Wanted to meet one in person & become a student.

 

Fill us in  

How did it start for you?

They are online & I found them.

What about you personally made you vulnerable to being exploited this way?

They made promises of something I wanted.

How was the moment when you "snapped out of it"? Was it difficult /dangerous for you to be up front with the group members when you needed to leave?

When I saw they were evil and not what I thought. The only way that it is dangerous is if you are vocal about it, then they release personal info about you or they hack your computer. They also practice black magick on their haters. Black magick is more powerful when a large group is participating.

How did your departure play out?

I just ghost them, I still kept up with what they were doing.. didn't technically leave, did not make an announcement like some do. Just stopped participating in it all.