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Recently I have been going crazy acording to "normal" people.

One of these reasons is I question if you people are actualy there or if im justing imagining you there. Almost like as if I was the only "real" thing here and the time I must spend in my physical body before my "death" is just a time for me to learn more about my true self before I go to the (insert whatever you want here) when I die.

So, what do you people think?

Also I know this post is useless because if you people are fake its not like you would know it... or be able to tell me.?

Hello everyone! This is my first post on this site even though Ive been reading it for a bit.

Anyways, I haven't gotten an AP yet but I'm trying usually two times a night (when I go to "bed" and by using the "wake up way to early tech" and would like an (explanation?) on some things.

If I just go to sleep I'm usually out within 3 minutes but when I try to AP it can take about twenty minutes before I fall asleep (if I fail and lose consciousness).

I can lucid dream extremely well to the point that I can retain 1 dream throughout the entire night and if I wake up I can just go back to sleep in (1 min) and get right back into the dream. As in I can enter dreamstate very quickly.

Also I have 6 clocks in my room that are constantly clicking. usually during my 1st attempt for the night I can always hear them but on my 2nd attempt I don't even realize they exist.

That was just some background so yall could maybe help me better.

So, heres my problem. I can get into a trance state then as I mentally reach out for vibrations I get a small tingling (usually on my left arm) then as I try to get the vibrations throughout my body and stronger then (I think I think about my physical self and get screwed) but whatever the problem is, I cant get past that part.

So I thought to myself "ill just try to exit with small vibrations" but when I tried this I could visualize myself rising out of my body but only about a foot above then something goes wrong and I lose my trance.