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Question.   If you astral project at night, will it be dark outside or light out side?   Or does it all depend on what you will it to be?



Thank you

Thanks for your answers.  I'm at a point now that im trying to build up the courage to try this.  I keep thinking i'm going to have some evil entity waiting for me.  I've seen too many horror films in my life, so I have images of the move excorsist and other demon movies in my head.  Trying to reprogram my mind into some fantasy land....maybe from video games that I play. lol

I'm really new to this subject and have been fixated on it ever since last week.  What caught my attention to this subject is the vibration and wind noises during separation.  When I was in my late teens/early 20's I experiencing this along with SP at the same time.  Not knowing what it was i always tried to wake up but couldn't move or open my eyes.  Based on the similar descriptions that seem to match what I experienced is why i'm so interested in AP.   I never heard of the concept until last week.   When I was experiencing the sypmptoms...I didn't know I needed to pull myself out which is why this is now so interesting to me.   

However, I also have memories of floating around my parents house and being sucked towards an invisable entity and beuing thrown around and hearing "monstors yelling" ...kinda what you would expect in a movie...it ended up in a struggle to wake up.   I remember one time waking up and I could still hear them but it faded away after a few seconds.   Over time these stopped as I seemed to become aware that I was dreaming and became so powerful that I could defeat anything that was coming after me and could wake up at will.

I hardly have Nightmares anymore and I think because of that I've been losing the awareness and less powerful.

Now..I honestly don't know if these were just dreams or APing.  They feel like dreams

Can someone please tell me what it feels like to ap?  I don't want to know about the vibration and wind/whoshing noises.   I want to know when you arrive back at your body and wake up, does the memory feel like a dream or does it feel like you were actually walking around as if you were awake?  Lets be honest, dreaming doens't feel the same as being awake and 100% aware.

Now that I know of AP'ing, I want to try and induce it.


Thankyou