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hi.

in all my dreams i can see ; hear and feel every emotion around me ; they're always so real and vivid i can recall them when i wake up and write them down ... but i can never control them ... they feel so real that it confuses me why i cant actually do anything about them.

i have no "experience" what so ever this has just started happening recently and so i dont know really whats going on as most people say they can "control" what they feel but for me i know im in there i just cant do nothing about it .

thanks for your replys x.

hi i have recently had some weird experiences ; more of dream states.

i was hoping someone could shed light on weather im lucid dreaming /try to astral project or  if its just vivid dreams and my imagination !

this is extracts from my diary of what has happend.

1. dream.

I was stood in a room full of people armed with guns i was watching ;  a man stood up he said " id rarther be executed then live like this " they asked him how he said " lethal injection"   then he ran out into a corridor .. I ran after him I was crying and so was he ; we got to a door labelled "staff emergency " a person who looked like a nurse was sat on the step on the stairs through the door ; I said to him " dont do this we can do this together " he looked at me and the next thing I knew he was on a trolley been wheeled into a room ; he was shouting for someone called "mary" I was with him ; I was crying badly ; he  said to me " if we could go anywere now where would it be " and I said " I wouldent id stay here with you"  I put my head on his chest he said " your miss populer " ... I laughed and I saw an injection next to him then I said " ill never forgot you" ;; he smiled and then I woke up.

with this dream i knew i was physically awake but i just couldent do anything it was a sense of moving from one dream universe to the other but without any control ; i know u are meant to be able to control ur dreams if its lucid but this felt so real ; i felt the emotion ; i heard him talking i still remember his face.

the second one came the night after.

before this occured i did my meditation with brainwave entertainment and told myself " i will lucid dream " and i imagined where i wanted to be but this happend instead :/

2.
this was not so much a dream as an experience I still try to work out ; after restless sleep from 9pm – 12pm I started to see little white shapes and swirls in my vision ; then it felt like it was sucking me in through my vision I was getting deeper and deeper into this "world" I guess ; then I felt like someone /thing was tugging at my arm ; like my arm was trying to break free and when I looked up my arm was in the air it  just look suspended I couldent move any of my other parts of my body  ; this was then followed by what I can only call an "euphoric " feeling . then i "woke up".

was this my body trying to travel ?

if anyone could shed light on these experiences i would be grateful.