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#1
This happened 3 or4  months ago but I am just now realizing what I saw. Hearing a similar story, I researched the internet but now I would like your opinions on this.

I was in the passenger seat while my boyfriend drove. I do admit that I was moderately high on cannabis at the time. Cannabis is the only substance I use. While driving up a slight hill I see a man on bicycle coming straight at us. He had on a tan long coat and a fedora. His feet were outstretched on the bike (not on peddles but much like a kid having fun, feet in the air). He was coasting down the hill coming straight at us. My boyfriend always gets annoyed when I become a backseat driver or get nervous at his driving like I often do. So when I saw this I stiffened up and was about to say something but I held my tongue cause I knew he had to have seen this guy coming at us. I don't know where this figure went but I assumed he just went beside the car cause he was closer to the driver side as he got closer. A few seconds later I see a regular dressed person riding his bike down the same hill but on the sidewalk. I say to my boyfriend, "That's weird. Two people in a row on bikes at this time of night" but he looks at me funny and said that there was only one. I chalked this up to being high until I herd the story of a hat shadow man. I have not ever hallucinated while being high in the past so it was puzzling. His description fits. But I think that if this was real, this figure was trying to scare me. Do you think it was also strange that there was another person on a bike directly after.

Since then I have seen this figure on a few occasions. Often standing in traffic or in strange areas. He always quickly vanishes. Sometimes while high and sometimes while sober. 

Lately I have been having a hard time what with working and a very busy lifestyle. I have been having more and more panic attacks and depression lately. I was wondering if anyone has had similar dealings and if they also suffered from having present negative experiences. I'm not sure if this thing is attracted to people who see it or people who are down on their luck and sad.

Opinions and experiences are much appreciated. Thanks for reading.
#2
Hi any help or advice would be greatly appreciated. I found out a few weeks ago that I was pregnant. During the immediate time before i found out I haven't been able to project or feel heavy vibrations. I assume that it might have something to do with me being pregnant and having a innocent soul inside me. But my real reason for posting this topic is for guidance and advice. There are many issues with the pregnancy I wouldn't like to go into. I am unable to give the baby life and would like to have a private moment with him or her. I was wondering if it was possible to project while pregnant and if so would I be able to meet and have a conversation with the babies soul. I have been emotionally numb since learning this. I just want to be able to say goodbye and know they heard me. Thanks for any advice.
#3
This has happened to me on a few occasions. I have never attempted to purposely lucid dream but I have noticed it was a dream while in one. Every time its the same. Something is chasing me and I think, "This is a dream. Its not real." and then I Face whatever is chasing me, instead of continuing to run away. But each time I do that I never win. I cant get whatever was chasing me to leave me alone. And one time I tried flying away but couldn't fly too well and another I got a gun and sword and even tried attacking it. It was kinda like a jump and a little flight and then back to the ground. I thought when you realized you were dreaming you could do whatever you wanted? Anyone know whats keeping me from doing this?

Also, I never notice I'm dreaming normally, Only when something is chasing me. And this has happened twice recently.
#4
Thanks. I didn't even know what a false awakening was until you mentioned it and with some help from google. I think parts were real and the other parts were a false awakening dream maybe. Still a creepy experience. Thanks for your help
#5
This just happened but I didn't  remember it until a few moments after I awoke. I laid down to take a nap cause I'm pretty hung over from last night. At this point I don't know if I was dreaming or not but the end part, I am sure it was a dream. Is it possible to dream that you are AP and feel it and everything? Okay, back to the experience. I started to come out of my body. It was feet first and something was dragging me toward the end of the bed. I couldn't make out a figure or anything really but at one point I think I saw a shadow in a human outline. I would try and open my eyes and But had two eye sights going back and forth. I didn't want to come out and tried fighting it. I thought I was doing well and moving my arms and stuff to wake up. I rolled off the side of my bed and to the floor. But then I opened my physical eyes (To me, I thought they were already open. guess not) and it was like I hadn't moved at all. What I thought was moving my physical body was actually not. I was back in my bed same position and everything. From there even though I had opened my eyes for a instant and thought I was awake and could move. I couldn't and the fighting continued. This is where my memory gets even fuzzier. Somehow I met something. Oh did i mention I was praying and asking for my guardian angles the whole time? I don't think I have ever prayed in a dream. usually you wake up when you cant handle it...This make me think this first part was real. I don't know if I ever came out of my body or if this whole thing was a dream. But the thing I met was a blond male and didn't have cloths on. he tried to lick me or something. I cant remember but all I know was he noticed his tongue was weird and apologized to me. His tongue was shriveled up at the end to a pointy stick. He said something about it taking time for the body to adjust and stuff to look normal. I started praying again for protection...just incase. The rest is sorta just flashes of the memory. Like There was a bowl of pretzels and the pretzels were in a perfect circle sphere and at one point were were sitting on a couch ( not my couch. I don't know where this was and I don't own pretzels). I think he did the weird pretzel thing (and there was another thing too but I cant remember) to try and calm me down and show me that I wasn't awake. Sorta like amusing me to stop freaking out. So we were on this couch and there was someone else there with us. I can't remember but the blond guy knew him or something. And thats it. My memory goes blank there.

What do you think?
#6
So where to begin. I did my first astral projection today and well, some weird things happened that I have never read about happening. I first tried doing projections maybe a few months ago but only attempted it maybe 4 times. no success, little to no vibrating. I got busy with life and forgot about the idea. Out of the blue nowhere, yesterday I tried it again. I got very intense vibrations but still no luck. So naturally I tried again today. First I relaxed a while and had just vibrations. Still no luck. So i quit and watched sone videos on my laptop for maybe 30 min or so. It then happened. Something clicked inside me and I knew that if I laid down that instant I would project. I have no idea what it was. It wasn't a voice, but just like a gut feeling of certainty.

So, I put my laptop on the side of my bed and laid back down. After closing my eyes I instantly felt vibrating. I only was like there maybe 10-15 sec. and i could feel the projection starting. I don't know how it happened so quick. On past attempts I would relax and lay there for a hour or so before i even felt vibrations. Again, I had a gut instinct to open my mouth. I have no idea what it was. Many people visualize themselves floating up and out. I tried this before. But this time my gut told me to visualize going out of my mouth. I saw white light as I did this and felt like a suction pulling me out through my mouth.... But It scared me a lil cause I felt like I was dying. I stopped it there for a min. Not stopping the vibrations, but the suction out. I relaxed and continued.

I was then out of my body. I walked across the room but was a little concerned about my body. I went back to my body and layed where I thought it should be. I had a hard time seeing. I saw my room clearly but I never actually looked at my body when I went to return to it. I never looked down either to see if there was a silver cord. I wish I had.

I felt myself going back into my body. It was a safe feeling. This is when it gets weird. I still had trouble seeing when I opened my eyes. I saw but then I didn't see at the same time. I was seeing like a frozen picture of what I saw before I projected and then I also saw what was happening currently. It was weird. I walked around my room and had no trouble and didn't run into things but all I saw was a frozen picture. It wore off some but I then took a nap and when I woke up it was all back to normal.

weird. What I'm asking is if anyone knows what just happened? I googled it with no success. I wasn't scared through my experience, just felt cautious. Kinda confident but very cautious.