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@Szaxx, I apologize for not being specific haha. I was referring to the original post about finding a group online who claim to wage war in the astral realms.

Are you referring to Georgie Stankov and the PAT?

Maybe your fear is not of the dark itself. Darkness usually represents a lack of knowledge of something, and light represents the knowledge or truth of something. It could be that you are afraid of the unknown because there are so many possibilities of what the unknown could hold for you. The ego is the device that allows us to feel fear because as a younger species we needed fear in order to survive because the unknown did hold dangers, like predatory animals or whatnot. So in my opinion you need to work on letting go of your ego as your navigator and use the light that shines from your heart to do away with any fear of the unknown.

Thanks guys, I appreciate the responses. Szaxx, what you said about it being apparent is definitely true now that I think back to what was going on in my life at that time. I was going through such painful life experiences that I had began to lose my faith. But, that changed rapidly that night, lol. And, soarin12, I do agree that it cant be experienced at 'will', because I've tried a lot, but because of that trying I have had some amazing experience. One such experience comes to mind. I remember there being a random full sized mirror floating above me, so I floated it to check it out because I felt drawn to it. When I arrived in front of it, I was compelled to touch it and when I did the glass rippled like touching a still pond. So naturally, I wanted to see if there was something on the other side, so I stuck my arm through. The best way I could describe the feeling is that I stuck my hand in to pure electricity. My whole arm tingled immensely on the other side. Sadly, I woke up before I could go through all the way. Ever since then I've always wondered what was on the other side of that portal/mirror.

Years ago I had a lucid dream that immensely interested me. I remember I had just become lucid and was in the process of thinking of things that I would like to do, then, out of no where a vortex like tunnel appeared in the sky accompanied by a crashing sound. It began sucking me in, and once I entered it I became scared and subsequently woke up. I became obsessed with having another 'vortex dream' again. So every night after that I would try to will it in to manifesting in my dreams again. Well to my great satisfaction I had another about a week or two later.
This time I became lucid in a peaceful, park like setting. The park had cement walkways that zigzagged and worked their ways through out the park which had a big lake in the middle with half constructed buildings along the side of the lake. I remember walking along a pathway and noticing an old man sitting on a bench by himself. I looked over and asked him if I was dreaming and he replied, "Why yes, yes you are" and he repeated it like a broken record faster and faster until the vortex broke the peace in the sky again. This time I flew up toward it without fear because I felt that there would be something worth experiencing at the end of it. I remember the sensation of being carried through by some sort of tractor beam. Then all of a sudden a very bright light flood my entire field of vision and I felt every good emotion/feeling that one can possibly feel. It was like being whole after an eternity of separation. Then through telepathy an entity, which was what I assumed to be the white light communicated to me that everything was going to be alright, I was being watched over and I am deeply loved. I like to think that this was a meeting with the Source of all creation, but I would love to hear everyone's thoughts as well. Thanks people.