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Can you tell me if there is a way I can learn to control my emotions while projecting? Is it just a matter of gaining more experience?

May I ask what you mean by being tested from time to time? Is it possible my higher self is a woman? This stuff is completely foreign to me.


Thanks,
Javier

 Today I laid down for a nap. I awakened into a comfortable state of sleep paralysis which happens to me occasionally. I felt curious to try to leave my body as I have done a few times before. I noticed my right arm was resting on the space between my eyebrows. Somehow I was to move my arm a bit and when I did I began to detach from my body from the space between my eyebrows. As I began to leave my body I could see light and what looked like different small multi-colored geometric shapes resembling confetti falling from the sky. At that very moment  felt emotions I have never experienced before and cannot describe. Amongst the light I here the soft voice of a woman tell me, "Come on, I have some places I want to take you". In astonishment and fear I came back to my body. As I re-entered my body it felt like my spirit body was filling my flesh much like water filling a cup.

     I'm amazed, confused, and honestly a bit afraid. I feel like my whole perception of reality and existence is so small. I know that there's something I have to learn, but I'm not sure what. I'm really intimidated to explore other realms, because I don't know what to expect. Can anyone give me an idea of how to approach this? How do I know this entity isn't demonic? I have know idea what to do. Any response would be appreciated.

Javier

 Today I laid down for a nap. I awakened into a comfortable state of sleep paralysis which happens to me occasionally. I felt curious to try to leave my body as I have done a few times before. I noticed my right arm was resting on the space between my eyebrows. Somehow I was to move my arm a bit and when I did I began to detach from my body from the space between my eyebrows. As I began to leave my body I could see light and what looked like different small multi-colored geometric shapes resembling confetti falling from the sky. At that very moment  felt emotions I have never experienced before and cannot describe. Amongst the light I here the soft voice of a woman tell me, "Come on, I have some places I want to take you". In astonishment and fear I came back to my body. As I re-entered my body it felt like my spirit body was filling my flesh much like water filling a cup.

     I'm amazed, confused, and honestly a bit afraid. I feel like my whole perception of reality and existence is so small. I know that there's something I have to learn, but I'm not sure what. I'm really intimidated to explore other realms, because I don't know what to expect. Can anyone give me an idea of how to approach this? How do I know this entity isn't demonic? I have know idea what to do. Any response would be appreciated.

Javier