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#1
So lately, since reading that that even was a thing ( I didn't know) I've been wondering if I am just too sensitive like everyone says or whether that really is a gift. I do just know things sometimes, and I do feel an awful lot. So I thought I would ask any others that would clarify themselves as empaths or those that may have clairsentience, or some sort of super-feeling thing, if they also get some of the weird things I do. Like I can't watch shows like American Idol unless it's for someone I know is really good because otherwise I get so worried that they'll mess up and then I just feel awful for them. I tend to get embarrassed for people...people on t.v, in movies, friends whatever. I mean really...I'll get all awkward...and blush, if it's on t.v. I have to turn the channel. And I can also be a bit paranoid like I can see through a lot of things with people...like if thier lying I'm usually pretty good at knowing, I have pretty good intuition and I sometimes feel like everyone is like that and I worry that they can feel what I'm thinking too.
#2
I was thinking some more about the sensitive thing...and I was realizing that I also fell things that other people feel...I mean I can't watch really gruseome scenes in horror movies and stuff...it's almost like I fell those things. Anyway so I was researching the NEW energy things you mentioned ( I had never heard of it) it seemed pretty interesting. I was playing around a little with it last night and today.It's so weird! I actually could feel things in my foot and then when I stop thinking about it the feeling went away...it's incredible. So I was reading that you could use this to heal certain ailments right? That is just amazing!!!
#3
Thanks for replying.

Lately I have been wondering if my sensitivity is some sort of gift. I mean I am a visual artist and I guess my strong feellings about everything do translate into ideas for paintings. I am starting to wonder if I don't have a touch of clairsentience, I mean I was able to tell that my mother had passed before they told me. There have been instances with pets when I just knew too. I think maybe I just haven't learned to control it yet. Maybe I'll try meditating longer every once and a while, like 45 minutes or something.

I do know what I want, I want to be peaceful. So far I am healthy but I know that stress will cause problems for me later. Thanks again.
#4
I also tend to be quite sensitive. Sometimes I think I absorb other peoples energy. The smallest thing makes me cry, a song on the radio or a beautiful sunset. When I was house shopping a few years ago, I could tell a lot by the way I felt when I went to see the house. If it didn't give me a calm feeling then it wasn't for me. The house that I bought made me feel calm and happy. One of my biggest issues is trust, I have very little for anyone, and I try to make everything that I want happen, rather than trusting that it will work out. I think trying to make everything happen is exhausting and so I am always worried that I forgot something....which won't happen unless I make it. I just need to calm down. My meditation achieves that...but only while I'm meditating. I need something that will allow me to keep that calm feeling aftwards.
#5


Ok, so I've been trying to experience my higher-self. I meditate for about 20 minures every night and I also sleep with a notebook by my bed to record any dreams I can remember. I am trying to become more peaceful, but my nature is to be uptight. I am kinda jumpy and scared of everything. I worry way to much and I know that there is a part of myself that knows I don't need to, but just telling myself that doesn't make the knot in my stomach go away. I have been a lot happier since I've started reading about different theories on the mysteries and wonder of the world. Sometimes I just can't shake the worry though. Is there any specific meditation technique or other things that anyone can suggest for me to try or will I get there eventually but it just takes time?
#6
Welcome to Members Introductions! / Re: I am new!!
February 18, 2009, 20:36:06
I really am pretty happy which is pretty amazing considering I used to be such a depressed pessimist. Looking at the world differently has made all of the difference. It's like someone is finally turning the lights on. :-D
#7
Welcome to Members Introductions! / I am new!!
February 18, 2009, 19:37:34
Hi, I just found this place this morning and just had to join. I am Lillianna and I feel like I have been awakening lately. My family has noticed a difference and I certainly have. I discovered Wicca last year and have been reading everything I could get my hands on in that area. Well...the beliefs in Magic and reincarnation and other unseen forces lead me to want to learn about other unknown areas of the Universe. I realize how divine we are and how amazing the world is, I just wanna know as much as I can. So I am a new Wiccan, haven't yet passed the 1 year and 1 day mark and am excited about the magic in everyday life that I never realized before. I've been reading about Atlantis and Avalon, the afterlife, Aura and where our souls go, and it's all so exciting.

So I wanted to say hi to everyone!!