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Hi everybody,
I had a tarot reading done last night and was told something wants me as a "meat-suit"
It refused to answer anything other than wants "full possession of my living body"
it also refused to say what it identifies "as"
the tarot card showed the devil in the "darkness place(?)" (far right on bottom)

It has been attacking me physically and mentally over the last 2 years and im getting tired.
Im not giving in to it, because what it wants to do with my body is beyond absurd

The person who gave me the reading said they would reach out to their ancestors to hopefully figure how to get rid of it,
but i am also needing to do my own research for my own sanctity.
They said that the "feelings" of what is taking hold of me they couldnt sense, because ive been making sure it cant emit
them, as long as i still have the willpower im making sure to keep it that way.

Ive been told that i should expect ramped up exertion now that it has been brought to light.

What should i expect from here on out?
If i do crack before removal where does my soul go?
is there any way to lighten my load til it is removed?
Will my body slowly return to normal after its removed or is everything done permanent?
Will it try to just kill me instead?

Sorry i feel naive in my questioning, but i do appreciate the answers and any other info

 

How hard is it to interact with a kobold, gnome, or brownie, etc depending on what name used? Im pretty sure one live in the grandfather clock. It would explain the unexplained stuff that happen sometimes in room i sleep. The enviroment isnt hostile and i really dont mind having it around. I would like to have a conversation if possible as i read they are all pretty elusive and dont want to provoke any ill will since i share living spare withing 10ft.

Havent been able to again but been close. I sure notice alot more background things occurring that i never would have before. The house wakes up at 240am and goes absolutely crazy at 359. Weridist one is what hides in old grandfather clock that died same night i had the encounter awhile back. I kinda wish i knew if it was related or just so happened never gives threatening impression but i think it tries avoid me as much as i do...i kinda feel like a detective figuring out where the pieces go 

2 nights ago i was able to project for first time. It took me a long while to gain clarity instead of 5-10secs of clear sight than period of hazy bluriness. After this went away everything became crazy. I watched an entire scenario happen down to the finest details. Problem began when it actually started happening awake. I later found out that it was all played out and none of it actually occurred.

Following night i had no problems with focusing on different matters on myself. Last night i tried but was too tired couldnt maintain.

Im in debate if it was caused by overload to all the senses being fully used for first time, trial by fire to see if would continue, or if unlocking subconscious caused mild rift that normally would remain hidden because thats when all the events began.

What have been your experiences with this?

All of your wisdom has been very insightful that I am most grateful for.
It has answered many questions related to and others along with allowing me to see definition from the littlest clues to better understanding as I encounter/re-encounter each experience.

I read sometime back that while you get stuck within a state of dreaming you are running circles in it constantly like around a square city block, within a mall, etc, that we often pass or miss the exits that allow for Astral projection to occur.
I've noticed lately that Im starting to locate "doors" when I get to these circles, but what happens at them is perplexing. For me to go thru I seem to b asked the same question "how do you become one without becoming one?"

I'll think about and when I say the answer for it it doesn't quite feel like me when it happens. It carries a capacity and eloquence with it. Best way I guess to describe it would be like how philosophers would put words together to form a sentence that sounds off but the individual words do the talking not sentence itself. It's not that I don't have the ability to do so I never have needed to use that degree of language in my life so far.

Door opens after sounding like I quoted John Locke, Voltaire, etc, and than I wake up...and can't remember answer.

Are these self impeding devices? Distracting attention from something else? Has a purpose?

Thank you all for responses. As of now all I can do is share and pass along what you all have said. Appreciate it.

Hi everybody
I'm trying to help my friend out who has constant occurrence with what I'm to assume evil shadow people?

Some background: (From my understanding)

Was able to enter Astral plane when young,
Learned most of knowledge thru own experiences and few scattered people came across who didn't call insane by recounting events,
Stays completely out of plane if at all possible,
Said when young ran amuck opening doors with no understanding but closing them and would wake up feeling like was in a fight, rough n rumble, something along those lines,

Currently sees 4 shadow people from discription rough body outline no exacting detailing characteristics,
Cause sleep paralysis, along with grab and hold body, stare down from position of power (bird eye view), until sun rises,
Grab heart when wanting to inflict control (has feeling of life being snuffed out discribed as can't breathe and heartbeat dropping as if a light dimmer controlled both in unison),
Can appear outside plane but have no physical influence here,
Trying to force out/consume soul to create empty physical vessel and if won't cede be a puppet,

The dilemma has been going on for long enough that the Astral plane to them seems like it only holds more dispare and problems. I would really hate for that to always be.

Anything helpful is much appreciated

Thank you Xanth for reply.

Hi everyone,

As of lately I've been have having a few problems (internally) within myself. I've been wanting to have a conversation with my subconscious to find out if "I" am the one just causing them.

I use to be more conscious and self-aware of myself. Over the last few years have become even detached, due life and lack of devotion.

I've been working on projecting and am on the right track to being close (all the answers and questions I had about where I current am were all on first page listings  )

My question is, because I am trying to for a specific purpose than just for doing so could this cause a hindrance?

Appreciate it. I'll try and reach out and see if still willing to talk

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This is similar to what it looks like as far as best representation I can find online

Hi everyone I'm new here and thanks for having me.

I don't understand and have the knowledge about the things in other realms, but I'm not disillusioned by it.

I've had an encounter in the past with a hostile spirit in a house that I use to live in years ago who committed suicide and killed his wife but nothing close to what I'm about to tell.

I was sitting in my room later during the night with a single light on as I do when playing on computer.
I started having this feeling as a hunter does when they have became the prey and that feeling grew as time when on.
Out of the peripheral of my eye I could see a familiar start to appear sitting next to me but I instantly knew that it was an imposter.
The more that I denied it that was the real one the entity outside the window looking in became more and more angry and more hostile and the feelings of being the prey only kept increasing.
After the person I stay with went to bed is when it started getting crazy
It's would come up the window and beat on it with an open hand (glass makes a certain noise when done so) in the upper corner of the pane. It would back away into the front yard than intently stare at me than come up to glass to do it again. I refuse to let it inside and refused acknowledging it by not looking directly at it (could see in peripheral though exactly what it looked like).
It caused the light in the room to flicker and flash as if the bulb was dying but it wasn't and hasn't died yet. It also would run around in the roof crawl space as a heavier type animal making a noise like an animal but not animal same time.
It always starting right above my head go running across the rafter from where I'm sitting into the room. Go for its run and start again right above my head. Both my dogs have been barking at the window and chasing barking at it while running around inside the roof. It also played with my psyche to make me start crying for absolutely no reason which means it was manipulating something within despite me not knowing what exactly.

I've asked 2 people who have occult experience and look at it in different views, but both have said that it was a demon of some type...just have different opinions on what it exactly is. I asked each of them separately and didn't say I talked to the other and got same concensus.

One told me that it is a immature shadow of death who's purpose is to drive me crazy to commit suicide and drag my soul to hell.

The other says that it is a reaper not "the reaper" cause it didn't appear on a horse, but couldn't exactly tell me which one due to books in storage.

I still feel it presence around me thats stronger during the night which i know is it time. It has only affected me 2 other times since than. Once was for the psyche invasion and the other was running above me and only I heard it while people where in the adjacent room. The dogs still bark at but hasn't had any other physical manifestations since.

Whatever this thing is I strongly feel had a purpose to strongly seek me out by the vibes it gave off. Not in the fact it just happened across me, but absolutely wanted me.

Sorry for long post.
I'm trying to find as much insight as I can possibly can about it, what it wants, and why it wants it.

Thanks everyone