Hi,
I've been practicing OBE for many years now, with a lot of "off-periods" in my training, but the saddest thing is that I still haven't had a successfull outing yet. Ever since I've started I've had this odd feeling that there's "answers" out there. Anyway, about the last 2 years, after a loooong pause where I've done no intentional training, the astral projections suddenly came back to me with, as I would describe it, full force. Almost daily I would be thrown into the initial state of OBE whenever I tried to rest and sometimes when I went to sleep. At first I got really excited, I remembered the sensation of the tingling, and then the oh so unpleasant schreeching in my ears and then I would feel most of my body separate, and how I could move around my legs and arms, but, my head was ALWAYS stuck!
For months I tried all the different techniques I know, read about new ones and whatnot, but nooo, no parting from the head. I became so utterly frustrated, and especially since the initial state now came to me so easy, sometimes I even had to tell it to go away or I had to sit up for a minute just to make it go away because I didn't have the time to fight with the parting at that time. Sometimes I even had just put my head on the pillow and was still in a pretty cautious state when the tingling and schreeching practically bombarded me right away trying to pull me out. And now to my biggest wonder, at the end I began to hear a voice saying, calling "Come....come" over and over when I was at my maximum parting state, but stuck with the head - as usual. At first I was a little scared but then I got in to frustation mode and "talked back" saying things like "I'm trying, help me, but come help me instead!" But, success was a no-show even these times!
I was so frustrated! So then I began to actually interupt every invitation to OBE I got. I felt that if I couldn't separate anyway it just took time from my precious sleep and resting time. Now the excessive invitations is almost gone. They haven't occured more than a handfull for the last 6 months or so. I'm sad and frustrated. Something called me. And I still have the extremly strong sensation that I have to "visit".
Have someone else been called? Who/what can it be and what do it want? I'm both really curious but also a bit scared (maybe too much so it makes an obstacle) of the extremely sad or dark "creatures" out there.
I really don't know what I want with this post, share thoughts, and hear experiences of course from others who had someone "out there" who called, what did they want? I can't help but feel that I'm failing something/someone that throws all these easy invitations and also tries calling me.
I will soon try to get the OBE:s to come back, and find the time to practicing this again. Maybe I've missed my call for something but I'm still dying to know if I can find a missing piece of the puzzle "out there".
I've been practicing OBE for many years now, with a lot of "off-periods" in my training, but the saddest thing is that I still haven't had a successfull outing yet. Ever since I've started I've had this odd feeling that there's "answers" out there. Anyway, about the last 2 years, after a loooong pause where I've done no intentional training, the astral projections suddenly came back to me with, as I would describe it, full force. Almost daily I would be thrown into the initial state of OBE whenever I tried to rest and sometimes when I went to sleep. At first I got really excited, I remembered the sensation of the tingling, and then the oh so unpleasant schreeching in my ears and then I would feel most of my body separate, and how I could move around my legs and arms, but, my head was ALWAYS stuck!
For months I tried all the different techniques I know, read about new ones and whatnot, but nooo, no parting from the head. I became so utterly frustrated, and especially since the initial state now came to me so easy, sometimes I even had to tell it to go away or I had to sit up for a minute just to make it go away because I didn't have the time to fight with the parting at that time. Sometimes I even had just put my head on the pillow and was still in a pretty cautious state when the tingling and schreeching practically bombarded me right away trying to pull me out. And now to my biggest wonder, at the end I began to hear a voice saying, calling "Come....come" over and over when I was at my maximum parting state, but stuck with the head - as usual. At first I was a little scared but then I got in to frustation mode and "talked back" saying things like "I'm trying, help me, but come help me instead!" But, success was a no-show even these times!
I was so frustrated! So then I began to actually interupt every invitation to OBE I got. I felt that if I couldn't separate anyway it just took time from my precious sleep and resting time. Now the excessive invitations is almost gone. They haven't occured more than a handfull for the last 6 months or so. I'm sad and frustrated. Something called me. And I still have the extremly strong sensation that I have to "visit".
Have someone else been called? Who/what can it be and what do it want? I'm both really curious but also a bit scared (maybe too much so it makes an obstacle) of the extremely sad or dark "creatures" out there.
I really don't know what I want with this post, share thoughts, and hear experiences of course from others who had someone "out there" who called, what did they want? I can't help but feel that I'm failing something/someone that throws all these easy invitations and also tries calling me.
I will soon try to get the OBE:s to come back, and find the time to practicing this again. Maybe I've missed my call for something but I'm still dying to know if I can find a missing piece of the puzzle "out there".