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SCHMUSTIN, I haven't been doing much of it since I've been failing much. I spoke to my intuition and told me root cause of failure is fear, so I'm working on that for now. But I'm making progress on that, I decided to be quite for a while.
Unless you have tips on how to overcome it, share them

Maybe you guys can help me, my surrounding people can't, I've tried them and their help is no help but more confusion. however, if I'm on a wrong channel, please direct me to the right one. Ok, here goes:
Since I began trying to astral project I've had many many trials with no success except for a time when (during the day) I remembered myself coming out of my body, turned vertically and launched myself to space and the other time I just remembered being in a church that's being built but I've never been in it (I've seen from da outside) , I even remember it was about to be sunrise. I think I projected unconsciously but then again, I'm just guessing.
I notice how I feel, it's not me but other people's thoughts and emotions, opinions. I tend to feel their thoughts sometimes and whenever I want to feel (by focus). I did experience kundalini signs but not so much now, I know I am awakening though.
I also have a spirit friend who helps me make decisions, sometimes guides me on what to say because I can be abrupt lol,. This year, I feel him/her like an another human next to me, I normally refer to him/her as "Intuition" since I see us as one being.
Also, I get A Lot of knowledge downloaded in my brain, knowledge like what is the soul, the universe, God, people (their potential).
So please, help me explain what the heck is happening to me because I'm SOO confused and stressed about the confusion.
Last one, I see the world differently I'm normally called a weirdo for my divergent perception. I feel like there's a lot more than what we're told and I sometimes feel a certain energy that's ALWAYS there but it's like I have no access to it.

Sorry I wrote soo long, I wanted to make sure u have enought detail... I really really need your help
Thanks so much

I was trying to astral project again after some weeks of not trying because I had moved into the city and it's soo noisy and just to active for me but it's where I discovered I'm clairsentient, I discovered because I noticed I was keep feeling emotions that where just not mine (after learning to identify they weren't).
So I practiced today after everyone was gone. I noticed a leg twitch, then a hand twitch, a few visions and then I heard sounds a very few distinctively chatter (I was sure it was not from my neighbors). Then I noticed my leg arm got heavier like I wasn't feeling it but feeling its energy, I was holding my phone (I was actually waiting for a call lol) then I was starting to slightly lose sensation with my phone lol.
I had to quite because my roommate kept knocking on the door, so I had to open the door.

Hello Subtle Traveler, I've not been doing much of spiritual anything since I moved into the city and still was trying to adapt to it. But I am getting messages from my spirit guide, I was trying to astral project 2 weeks ago and I couldn't do it. Instead what happened was that my own issues came up to me and my guide actually offered guidance, comfort and all that. Honestly, I didn't know that a guide cares in that level. I could actually feel he's/she's sincere about caring and guiding to what I wanted to be and to help me develop my clairs. For now, though, I am getting to my heart more since a heart is like a being by itself and I am doing so intuitively.

Also, thanks to everyone who replied to my posts

U guys I don't know what happened but I have contact with my guide, he's angelic and sounds like me when he talks. but trouble is that he sounds the same as my intuition. I can't tell the difference lol, but I know that I have to learn discernment to tell a difference should I continue on wanting a difference.
Thank you all for your help .

From my experience, lucidity is not an "on and off" switch ... it is more like a gradient or continuum ... so I sometimes become partially lucid or aware during a dream.

Second, guidance uses dreams for communicating. Your guidance was probably helping you in your dream. For example, meditate on this ... "Who turned the light on? Why would someone help like that?" ... this kind of help happens all the time so don't be concerned about missing it ... my experience is that guidance is often gentle and subtle (and their help is overlooked because of this ... at least until we become more attuned to their assistance).

You're doing great.

I never thought of it that way Subtle traveler, I never noticed that guy turning on the sun was subtly telling me I'm in a dreaming. Another thing I forgot to mention is that when I was in a roof with my cousin, I thought of flying (since I knew I was in a dream) as I jumped for take off this guy held my leg tight and I was on mid air. There was a small window on my left and a nail that was nailed above that window.
He told to fly, I thought of what he was doing. I told him that there is a nail by the window and if I take off while you are holding my leg I will hurt myself by the nail, plus I'll break the window. He was impressed with my answer then he let me go. it could be the same guy who turned on the sun (or light lol).
Here's a weird part, that guy was on the ground and I was on the roof but he held my leg and yet he was normal height, weird huh lol?
But seriously, how do I lucid dream again,  I love it, it's so HD.

It was in the morning when I tried to astral project, I used binaural  beats in the morning. I tried to astral project but I failed, strange thing I saw myself falling asleep but was too unconscious to stop myself, I just moved with the motion.
As I fell into sleep there was darkness then a dream started, t'was at my cousin's house there was this girl who later I found she's an android (silly I know), I spent quite a time with her then suddenly there was her daughter who's also a an andriod who hated me, she didn't want me near her mom (lool). Strange thing about this, the house was at anothe location but the back yard was at home, that was a first marker that told this is a dream, and that's when I knew I was dreaming. I went to another room and found my other cousins watching tv, I sat with them but didn't talk, I just told them that this is a dream... at that time I was thinking that maybe I'm in a shared dream because the dream was sooo real and this was my very first one I've ever had.
I saw my other cousin, i told her this is a dream and she can leave the house without using a door so we levitated through the ceiling and onto the roof (although i got stuck after the ceiling but made it out though)
Another marker was someone was turning the light but the switch was outside, i found that to be odd so i guessed to him that he's turning on the sun, he laughed and denied and he did turn on the sun so then i saw certain without a doubt i was dreaming. So since i knew i was dreaming i thought of flying, i was thinking that because i told a friend about lucid dreaming and he did it and flew so i flew to. i had a fun time in the air though i couldnt be on the air for very long and i couldn't fly high like the birds.

my questions are how to why didn't i become lucid when i tried it again? and how to use lucid dreaming for astral projection?
sorry for the long read.

Thank u 4 ur respoces everyone, they have been helpful, now I have an idea how to make contact. If that is how you make contact Escape Velo then it means that guides communicate like how intuition communicates then. However, I will learn how to tell a difference.

Hey guys, I need help with contacting my spirit guide. I know he's around bcz sometimes I feel a presence when I concentrate on the now. But I need help talking to him. One time after a failed AP attempt (not really failure bcz I was close to do it) I was more intuitive and I could sense low vibrational beings from the lower realities. I used my thoughts to get them away (thinking of light and such). I thought of an angel and I saw one, I felt these dark spirits cowardly ran away then I felt a calm and peace like love. I asked my guide as to why didn't do anything and told me I had to utilize him.
How do I do this?

Thanks guys for your responses, I just needed to be sure that I'm close and now I am. I will continue till I succeed and get help from my spirit guide.

Hey guys, I started practicing astral projection for a while now and I've had some signs that I'm getting there like the getting into the hynogogic state and having vibrations. I have a few questions because to me this astral projection thing is really confusing and worse of all because I'm new to this. But days ago something happened, I was in the morning (because I fell asleep at nite lol) I was decided to listen to the binaural beat because the morning is noisy. I listened to it, I experienced a change in my conscious, my thoughts were dissapearing and t'was like my mind was changing to something else. That shocked me so I decided to got thru the hynogogic state instead. In the hynogogic, I saw quite a few visions and the more I was in it the deeper I got into and as I got more into it I felt everything in it, the vibe, the people, their emotions, you name it.

As I got deeper into (thanks to those beats) I felt like my arms lifted and held hands together. In one of those visions, I saw myself climbing onto a bed and my knee slightly bent, twas so real like I bent it physically. I felt like my shoulders were tensed but not my physical ones (now that doesn't make sense to me lool). I, also, felt energy going up and down my body (not vibrations but energy).  The beats started to sound different like when you vibrate something and pass sound through it. The biggest one of all, was knocking my teeth together (I think I wrote that correctly lol) when it happened it woke me up, that one felt soooo real but I didn't do physically!

My questions are, am I close and if so how close am I? and for my mind to "change" is this a change in consiousness when about to project or what is it? also how to make it better and finally get out of my body . Oh I'm having premonision like feeling of me about to leave my body and I sense like someone is waiting for me to get out... could you please explain that one to please... thank you

Sorry for da long read.