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Hello everyone,

I hope you're all well.

I need your help on "hunting down" a book. 

I'll try to explain as much as possible. Years ago I landed on an app that contained texts from an unknown book. It was focusing on daily/weekly meditations (I think for about 6 months in total). Unfortunately I lost the name of that app and I have no idea what the book is called. It had something to do with Initiation and it revolved around hermeticism. (It's NOT "Initiation into Hermetics" by Franz Bardon).
I remember there was an exercise that would require you to meditate on not assigning any meaning to your surroundings. Like looking at a chair and telling yourself "this holds no meaning to me". It was with the intention to separate oneself from emotional interactions with the surroundings and take upon a more clarified perspective. I believe the first exercises were standard meditation techniques like focusing on the breath and each exercise would have to be done once or twice a day for 1 week.

That's as much as I remember and I really want to get a hold of this book again. If any of you have a clue what I'm talking about please share it.

Thank you!

you're incapable of thinking outside of that paradigm at the moment.

Wow! That is a very judgemental statement. I suppose I didn't express my thoughts properly. Allow me to correct that.

I am far from confining anything within the "gender paradigm" or the physical manifestations of "penis" and "vagina."

What I said earlier is that there are types of energy flowing through the bodies and the terms "masculine" and "feminine" are merely generalizing descriptions of these types created merely for easing the expression of knowledge related to them. One cannot operate without the other as they complete each other. Let's take it down to the material plane just for the purpose of easing the imagination. A penis cannot produce a baby without a vagina. A vagina cannot get impregnated and develop a new lifeform without a seed.

Same applies to other aspects of our beings, one of such being society and its norms. As people who are aware of the underlying nature of reality (some more than others and that's perfectly fine) we are somewhat obligated to be able to work with this social aspect in a way that helps us and others achieve our goals and empower each other. For doing this, one should be able to manipulate the flow of these masculine and feminine energies (again, these are simply generalized terms) according to the social situation at present, thus being able to produce a desired outcome of that situation. Ideally, one will have achieved a balance between these energies that "works like charm" in most situations, with only minor changes required from time to time. I'll give myself as an example to help clarify my thoughts. I have managed to achieve a balance of the energies flowing through my bodies (physical, etherical, astral, mental, etc.) that allows me to imply a strong presence, which in the eyes of the "normie" that lacks true understanding appears as a very masculine person (masculine this time being the gender paradigm). Yet, the "feminine" energies are just enough to add warmth and compassion to that strong presence, thus taking me away from a "barbaric" appearance in the eyes of the so called "normie" (I like calling them autopilots ), but are low enough to prevent appearing feminine (the "gender paradigm" type).

To summarize in hope of final clarification - the energies flowing through the bodies have different vibrations (polarities) and manifest differently on the different planes of existence. When they manifest on the mental plane they also reflect on the physical plane. Example in relation to this whole thread - a warm and gentle mental manifestation reflects on the material plane and changes your image in others to be perceived as feminine.

And finally, I have never said that I give a flying f*ck if people approve who I am and neither should anyone else with a little self respect. This whole sexuality thing was simply a small part that did not manifest properly according to who and what I am (my whole being) and needed fixing. What I am writing here is the knowledge I have gathered along my path as it is understood by me, a variation of the countless manifestations of The All.

To everyone reading this, please extract what is beneficial to you and let go of what is not, without judgment.

As for you Xanth, I hope you expand on your statements and share the knowledge you have. I believe I can learn this and that from you.

Much Love!

Hi everyone!

It's been more than a year since I made this post and I've come a long way since then. The whole feminine aspect of my being is merely a glimpse that supports the "gender" I've chosen for this incarnation, as it should be - a result of lots of hard work and events leading up to this point. I had completely forgotten about this post until now and one comment sparks the desire for discussion on a bit different topic. I see there aren't many posts and replies to this forum recently and I hope this community isn't dying. The comment I speak of is Xanth's.

There's really no such thing as being "masculine" or "feminine"... these are only subjective, societal constructs on how one should act or be based on nothing but what genitals you have between your legs.

I disagree with you on this. Masculine and Feminine are but manifestations of energy with masculine being the generative/supplying type and the latter - creative/nurturing. I speak only in the terms of energy and "life force". Everything has both, with one being stronger, more dominative over the other. For a long time I've had the creative energy at work and was neglecting the generative type - thus resulting in projecting a more feminine image of myself. Reflecting and working upon this I've reversed the roles and I find myself much more powerful in manifesting my desires. Of course, this may not be the case for everyone. Some of us "perform" better with the opposite of what they have between their legs and this is perfectly fine.
This said, I'm really interested in discussing this further and reading your points of view guys.

Ray...  Thanks bro ;( That's how you know your homies love you.

Anyways, this was posted while in a state of infinite confusion and anxiety so yeah... Ignore this thread. I'm good now.

How do I get someone to delete it?

Well, we're 5 people now. Come on hordes - step right in the flames of the discussion.

Tip: You can download Discord app on your phone.

Please tell me you don't have a vocal affectation as well...

excrement... My voice sounds awkwardly broken...  Great advices though.  Thank you!

That's a great idea! Why wait for the admins, let's do it ourselves.

Get on board people: https://discord.gg/wqK8nF8

So, this is a bit weird but I'm having trouble figuring out how to "fix" it. I thought I might get some advice from you guys.

When I was a child I wasn't very aware and I was quite primal in nature. I 'woke up' at the age of 13 and I'm now 21. Since then my energy went through a lot of transitions and so did my body. My posture, my movements and my energy became more.. gentle. This plays a backfire on me because I appear to be gay and while I support all gay people, I myself am straight. I'm attracted to women and while this high vibration really helps in gaining their trust, it often puts me in the friendzone because I appear to be more feminine. I'm pretty sure that being skinny adds up to this homosexual appearance but I'm also having trouble gaining weight, plus I don't require much food to keep my body strong.

I'm really wondering how could I change this appearance. It's even noticable in the Astral which makes it even weirder. I've been wondering for some time if I'm actually gay or bisexual and I came to the conclusion that I'm not.

So, anyone got any ideas how could I appear more masculine?  I know all of this sounds funny and bonked up but it's not really funny to me...

I love this! When I was a child I just read "astral projection" somewhere and that it's the practice of leaving the physical body. I didn't even search for how to do it, just got in my bed and did what this first technique describes. <3 It's amazing when you see your body for the first time

I'm now reading the full text of Seth Speaks. This is going to be interesting.

Not thinking about it can be hard, yes. My best way is to stay in the present moment. For example, my most recent manifestation was to meet a soul mate. Not any soul mate but the one that I can be in a more intimate relationship.
What I did was to manifest 3 days straight, thinking mostly about that then I just focused on my work and daily life.

What is most important for proper manifestation is to convert the thoughts into emotions and if you really have the concentration you can create a cycle. A thought creates an emotion which creates another thought, which creates another emotion and so on. Visualization really boosts everything but be sure that you're not being specific. For this one I've been visualizing a silhouette of energy but no specific body and face structure, which leaves the doors open for all possibilities.
I personally have mastered manifesting events and I find myself doing it during most of my day. I want to meet someone - I manifest it. I'm impatient waiting on the line in the store - I manifest it going quicker (don't ask how, I just feel it and it happens). You can say I've learned to build my days, which actually makes you walk on a thin rope with one side being manifestation and other - control obsession. I've learned this the hard way.

Anyways, I'm now working on manifesting items and financial abundance. I'm not really good at that and my only guess is that the visualizations should be more specific, but should I manifest the items I want (house, car, maybe a yacht ) and wait to be guided on earning the money I would need for them, or I should focus more on money itself? By now, I've manifested events that lead me to learning new skills that could possibly get me some cash and that came useful. However, I would like to explore other methods, so any tips will be useful.

Sorry for the long post 

Thank you! I hope I'm being helpful.

Yeah, well, my personal shield is more like a bubble but the town shield is exactly like a dome. Instead of pushing outside any negativity that somehow manages to enter, I take it and wrap it in a bubble ( I can't really explain this part as I do it by some sort of instinct) and I use that bubble to transmute the energy to neutral before shredding it down to tiny pieces and spread it outside the shield. You can't destroy energy but you can transmute it and destroy its density, which is close enough to obliterating it 

I was asking you about that realm as I think I might have opened a portal to it. Not knowing what I'm doing I tried to summon a demon from that realm to our reality and sadly I succeeded. I fought with it for two years and finally I defeated him and as far as I know I managed to close the portal, but I'm not quite sure. So, please when you go there look for a portal that leads to our world. If there is one then we shall gather and close it.
I haven't tried to go to that dimension since the summoning but I'm sure if I attempt it I will succeed. I certainly don't want demons to break loose.

@BloodShadow I know, I'm using my own energy as well and throughout the years I've managed to scale it to shield the whole town, then I created a new one for myself only. The ignorant souls (the sleeping ones) are doing no good as they spam negativity on the inside so I need to recharge the shield once in a while and cleanse the town, so I know how exhausting can be. You're stronger than you can imagine, so just don't give up.

Bloodshadow, I'm no demon hunter but I'm just as annoyed as you are. Yet, I don't think that strengthening your shield is something bad nor that if the entities are hunted down, others won't come. They are everywhere (at least where I live lol) and new ones always come.

Great to see that someone is actually hunting them down. 
Do you know of a realm that has something like an orange fog and it is full of such entities. I used to somehow get there when I was a kid and it blended with the physical reality, so I've been seeing it whilst walking to somewhere or talking to someone. I don't have the desire to go there and examine it since it is full of such entities but I'm curious if anyone knows something about it.
Thanks!

I think I understand what you mean, buddy. When it comes to manifesting I've learned one thing - do NOT be specific. Manifest the feeling, visualize that person being next to you but don't specify location, time or anything else. Just the feeling. Something else that is important is to completely forget about that after you manifested it. Let it come to you and be in the present moment. Manifestations become real when we least expect them and the quicker you let the Universe "surprise" you, the quicker you'll see the results.
I hope I helped you out in a way. I, myself am currently in such a situation 

Just delete everything after .com/ part and it works. Here: https://account.altvr.com/   

Yeah, that sounds like a good idea. I'm not sure if I should interpret it as a message from my subconscious mind though. I find myself spending a lot of time in front of the PC, so I take it like a "Get out of the matrix" message, yet here I am again 

Everyone here saying to go seek professional help. I disagree. A psychiatrist, psychologist or any other type of a doctor will not understand what is going on and most likely diagnose you with schizophrenia. This is NOT a mental condition and it is NOT only in your head. There are negative entities that take advantage of weak individuals and drive them insane. I was one of those people and what is funny in my case is that I willingly summoned such an entity. These were the hardest two years of my life but that made me much stronger. I wasn't threatened by it but instead it tried to turn me against my family and friends, creating paranoid thoughts that everyone around me is trying to use me and bring me down when in fact that entity was doing exactly that.
Anyways, it brought me to the point where I felt worthless, I was scared to talk to people and I just wanted to die. Basically, deepest level of depression which was perfect for it as it fed from my desperation,anger and fear.

So, what is important here is how I managed to defeat that thing. Here are the steps I took. (This took me about 1 year but my case is real heavy).

1. Meditate. Clear your head of thoughts and visualize white-blueish light filling your body and surrounding you like a bubble. This light is the purest type of energy that exists and will certainly help you.
1.1 This is a part of the meditation. Every morning when you wake up meditate and visualize all of your chakras activating. There are guided meditations on the web for this, if you're not sure how to do it. This is important since these entities attach to your chakras and drain them.

2. Call upon angels and guides. I know you might not believe in these, I didn't, but they are real and they can really help you out.

3. Keep telling yourself that you are stronger. Do not ignore the presence of these entities and the thoughts they spam at you. Instead, recognize them, accept them and let them go knowing these are not your thoughts and they shall have no power over you.

4. If you have friends who see energy and can heal, ask them for help. If not, keep on doing the previous 3 steps until you feel you're strong enough and start healing yourself.

5. Last step is to gain either the ability to see energy with your physical eyes or to learn astral projection. You need this in order to "grab" the entities attached to you and either transmute them to neutral energy or completely destroy them. By destroying I mean to shred them to small pieces so they lose their consciousness. I recommend doing both if you can and it is a must to be in a forest. The forest spirits will take care of the negative energy.

We as souls never have negative intentions, thoughts or fears. If you find yourself getting evil or paranoid thoughts that means your Aura is cracked and there is a parasite attached to it. Reiki healing is a good way to deal with them as Reiki masters see, feel and have the power to remove those parasites and heal your Aura.

I hope these tips will help you out. It won't be easy but it's worth it.
Namaste!

This looks interesting. I'll try it out. Thanks for sharing! 

I've been seeing something similar in the past week or so... Usually I notice them with my peripheral vision and yes they appear just below the ceiling. In my case they don't do that long distances and appear in different locations. Sometimes in the corner, sometimes in the center of the wall but always just below the ceiling. I wonder what they are...
I've had a very interesting experience that I think might be related to these little creatures. I'm usually keeping my apartment energetically cleansed and with a positive charge. I haven't cleansed it for like 3 days since I didn't notice anything negative or odd. Yet, I astral projected the other night and the walls were covered in something like a black fog. It was constantly moving and had its own consciousness, not negative though. It was hard but I managed to take it away to the forest.
I haven't seen anything like that fog before nor the black dots. If I get some info on them I'll make sure to share it here.

Hello everyone,

I'm new to the forum and I think this is a good way to begin my activity here.

So, last night I had my most amazing dream. A complete inception. A dream inside a dream, inside a dream, inside a dream.
I dream that I'm sitting in a park and it's a full moon. I'm there with a couple of friends and one of them is trying to do some spells (she's a witch) but the clouds are often covering the moon and she needs it. So she asks me and I wave my hand and move away the clouds. This happens a couple of times before we all grab our heads and suddenly the environment changes. We are at a house, sitting in the living room and we have these head gears that actually allow us to enter a virtual world. Not a VR set but a complete mask that takes you into a new matrix.
So as I grab my head I'm now into that room and I'm taking off the mask. So do my friends and I'm completely blown by this and I start freaking out. They tell me to chill out and put back on the mask. They put theirs but I don't.
The mask looked like a robot. It had the head and a bit of the shoulders. So they put on their masks and I'm sitting there thinking "What if this is also a matrix".
I grab my head and guess what - it is another matrix. I'm taking off another mask and I'm at a completely different place. I see both my friends there, wearing different masks, and a few other people who were there to watch over us. As I'm about to ask what is this whole thing and why are we doing this, another group of people arrive and attack us with supernatural abilities. I see a fireball flying towards me so I grab it (I felt like I'm using my willpower and focus to do so), turn around and throw it back. At first I was like "This is freaking awesome" but then I thought it is probably another matrix so I grab my head and I actually wake up.
Then I went back to sleep and what is very interesting was that the supernatural fight continued and we were fighting some evil witches, I had a staff and so on. It was epic!
I'm currently not even sure if this is not just another matrix and I'm sleeping somewhere wearing a headset 

I haven't watched "Inception" or "The Matrix" recently, last time was like 2 years ago, so this isn't some interpretation of my daily life. I've been thinking for a while that this friend of mine, the witch, is entering my dreams somehow.
I wonder if anyone of you know of such a skill and how it can be done?

Thank you and sorry for the long post.