Hi everybody, sorry for the long absence. I've been very busy the past month. I went through a major crisis in my professional life and had so many things on my mind that my phasing activities had to be put on hold. Anyway, now that thing's have improved somewhat, I hope to get back on track.
Continuing from my previous post, some of my phasing experiences don't tell me anything at all. Here's an example:
> Slept well, full of energy. I have a feeling the journey will go well. Go past the neon ring. Enter white orb. I can feel the wall of white glowing energy, room is permeated with pure white energy. Enter 3D-void. Sensing capability has improved, can see it stretching to infinity. Want to visit K, try finding him but he's nowhere to be found.
I see a portal (it's like a square hole in space with scenery beyond it) and go through it. I'm standing on a clearing in front of me is a massive-looking timber house. The windows and doors have wooden coloured frames with carved ornaments. I have the impression the architectural style is Japanese (?). The mood is sombre, like a shogun's (?) house. I peer through the windows but it's empty and dark inside, as if it's been abandoned. I try to open the door but stop. I somehow feel uneasy about the situation, although I don't sense any real danger. It's just that the house seems deserted and I feel like I'm intruding.
I turn around and leave the house. Across the clearing is a small shed. I turn to the left and continue walking. I look for K but he's nowhere to be seen. I realise there's no point staying around here, so I phase back to C1 by doing the visualisation in reverse. Time elapsed: about 30 mins <
The next day, the phasing session was more successful, although K showed me something I didn't understand and subsequently dismissed (maybe I'll understand later the rational behind it).
> Rested well, feel good and alert. I go through the visualisation steps and I'm in the white orb. It's refreshing and I feel recharged being here. It's difficult to describe the white energy in words - it's pure and clean, very pleasant, yet neutral, meaning it's just "there" and nothing happens. I play around a bit, I change the white energy to cyan and back. Below I see a sort of city with towers (like a crystal city) made of the same white glowing energy. I descend onto it, it's empty and there's nobody / nothing around. I find a portal in front of me, go through it and find myself in the 3d-void, stretching to infinity in all directions.
I call out to K, and K appears in front of me, again as the vertical oblong glowing aura with the diamond inside, radiating with energy. I feel the strong sense of affinity to K - K is me and I am K. I enter K's white aura and find it easy to do as I am also glowing at the same "frequency". We are both within the same aura, enveloped by the energy. I notice I am also an energy diamond, exactly like K. We are the same person / related / friends / part of each other.
Next thing I know, I find myself in a scene. I am inside a dark wooden chalet looking out through a big rectangular window to a Swiss (?) countryside with pine trees. The scenery is familiar to me, it is similar to the woods in my previous journeys. There is a path of grey white earth, leading from left to right. To my right, diagonally at 45 degrees, the path slopes down the hill to a forest of pine trees in the distance.
K is standing on my left. K appears in the form of a man in the 30's, european and of athletic build. This is the first time I see K take on a human form. (In our subsequent meetings, whenever K decides to appear as a human, this is the form K would take on again).
K says "Let me show you something". We fly over the countryside and land on a grassy clearing. Again, feeling the grass underneath my feet, it never ceases to amaze me how real the experience is. We are standing beside a construction made of raw concrete. It is a free standing abstract sculpture representing the architectural form of a house. The walls are represented by a single vertical slab of concrete whereas the roof is hinted by just the outlines. Although I'm an architect by profession with a strong interest in art, I can't make much sense of it or find it terribly interesting.
I say "This is boring, let's talk about something more important". We sit down on the grass on the hill slope, overlooking the countryside. Our conversation went on like this (I've left out the details as they are personal) "I" is me.
I: What should I do about the problem concerning .....
K: Be patient, it will take care of itself.
I: When?
K: 2 weeks (this turned out to be true, although it was 3 weeks later).
I: Will my (new project) be successful?
K: Only if you work hard.
I: How?
K: Find other ....
At this stage, I can't remember what happened next. I lose contact and find myself back in the 3d void. I reverse back to C1 and look at the clock - 30 mins. <
During my later conversations with K, I realise they would usually follow the same pattern. K would never give a straight answer. K is never judgemental and never says what I'm doing is wrong, or that I have to change this or that. If I want to quit my job and backpack around the world for a year and ask K whether it's a good idea, he would say something like "If that's what you desire, then go ahead".
From K's answers, I realise that the life I'm living is mine, and I can live it the way I want. The reason we're here on earth is to learn and gain experience. Ultimately it's up to us to make the most of it. There is no right or wrong. I can be a couch potato and watch TV the rest of my life, nobody would stop me but then I wouldn't have made any progress in my evolution. Whatever I do, it's my own decision and responsibility, and whatever I want to achieve, I'll have to do it myself. At the end of the day, it doesn't matter what we do, it's the experience and what we learn from it that counts.
Continuing from my previous post, some of my phasing experiences don't tell me anything at all. Here's an example:
> Slept well, full of energy. I have a feeling the journey will go well. Go past the neon ring. Enter white orb. I can feel the wall of white glowing energy, room is permeated with pure white energy. Enter 3D-void. Sensing capability has improved, can see it stretching to infinity. Want to visit K, try finding him but he's nowhere to be found.
I see a portal (it's like a square hole in space with scenery beyond it) and go through it. I'm standing on a clearing in front of me is a massive-looking timber house. The windows and doors have wooden coloured frames with carved ornaments. I have the impression the architectural style is Japanese (?). The mood is sombre, like a shogun's (?) house. I peer through the windows but it's empty and dark inside, as if it's been abandoned. I try to open the door but stop. I somehow feel uneasy about the situation, although I don't sense any real danger. It's just that the house seems deserted and I feel like I'm intruding.
I turn around and leave the house. Across the clearing is a small shed. I turn to the left and continue walking. I look for K but he's nowhere to be seen. I realise there's no point staying around here, so I phase back to C1 by doing the visualisation in reverse. Time elapsed: about 30 mins <
The next day, the phasing session was more successful, although K showed me something I didn't understand and subsequently dismissed (maybe I'll understand later the rational behind it).
> Rested well, feel good and alert. I go through the visualisation steps and I'm in the white orb. It's refreshing and I feel recharged being here. It's difficult to describe the white energy in words - it's pure and clean, very pleasant, yet neutral, meaning it's just "there" and nothing happens. I play around a bit, I change the white energy to cyan and back. Below I see a sort of city with towers (like a crystal city) made of the same white glowing energy. I descend onto it, it's empty and there's nobody / nothing around. I find a portal in front of me, go through it and find myself in the 3d-void, stretching to infinity in all directions.
I call out to K, and K appears in front of me, again as the vertical oblong glowing aura with the diamond inside, radiating with energy. I feel the strong sense of affinity to K - K is me and I am K. I enter K's white aura and find it easy to do as I am also glowing at the same "frequency". We are both within the same aura, enveloped by the energy. I notice I am also an energy diamond, exactly like K. We are the same person / related / friends / part of each other.
Next thing I know, I find myself in a scene. I am inside a dark wooden chalet looking out through a big rectangular window to a Swiss (?) countryside with pine trees. The scenery is familiar to me, it is similar to the woods in my previous journeys. There is a path of grey white earth, leading from left to right. To my right, diagonally at 45 degrees, the path slopes down the hill to a forest of pine trees in the distance.
K is standing on my left. K appears in the form of a man in the 30's, european and of athletic build. This is the first time I see K take on a human form. (In our subsequent meetings, whenever K decides to appear as a human, this is the form K would take on again).
K says "Let me show you something". We fly over the countryside and land on a grassy clearing. Again, feeling the grass underneath my feet, it never ceases to amaze me how real the experience is. We are standing beside a construction made of raw concrete. It is a free standing abstract sculpture representing the architectural form of a house. The walls are represented by a single vertical slab of concrete whereas the roof is hinted by just the outlines. Although I'm an architect by profession with a strong interest in art, I can't make much sense of it or find it terribly interesting.
I say "This is boring, let's talk about something more important". We sit down on the grass on the hill slope, overlooking the countryside. Our conversation went on like this (I've left out the details as they are personal) "I" is me.
I: What should I do about the problem concerning .....
K: Be patient, it will take care of itself.
I: When?
K: 2 weeks (this turned out to be true, although it was 3 weeks later).
I: Will my (new project) be successful?
K: Only if you work hard.
I: How?
K: Find other ....
At this stage, I can't remember what happened next. I lose contact and find myself back in the 3d void. I reverse back to C1 and look at the clock - 30 mins. <
During my later conversations with K, I realise they would usually follow the same pattern. K would never give a straight answer. K is never judgemental and never says what I'm doing is wrong, or that I have to change this or that. If I want to quit my job and backpack around the world for a year and ask K whether it's a good idea, he would say something like "If that's what you desire, then go ahead".
From K's answers, I realise that the life I'm living is mine, and I can live it the way I want. The reason we're here on earth is to learn and gain experience. Ultimately it's up to us to make the most of it. There is no right or wrong. I can be a couch potato and watch TV the rest of my life, nobody would stop me but then I wouldn't have made any progress in my evolution. Whatever I do, it's my own decision and responsibility, and whatever I want to achieve, I'll have to do it myself. At the end of the day, it doesn't matter what we do, it's the experience and what we learn from it that counts.