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Sorry it's taken me a bit to get back to all of you.      Thank you so much for the welcome.      My OOB dreams started around age 6, but when I was four I was scaring my parents with stories of my past lives.  Then when I was eight I had a NDE and didn't remember any of my abilities before the accident.  When I was a teen the OBE dreams returned, but this time without my understanding.  I hated them and did so for several years.  Nov 1, 2002 my father died.  I was with him when he died and was holding onto him.  As he crossed over I got a vision of his life. I had to my knowledge never had a vision before, at least I couldn't remember ever having one.  I saw all the happiest times in his life and all the things he loved.  I watched as he crossed over.  I know I was shaken from what I had seen and was grateful that my brother was also there.  He was freaking out because I was unresponsive to him calling my name.   From there little things kept happening.  Such as, knowing things I couldn't have known, premonition dreams, lucid dreams, and OOB dreams. I also had a series of 12 dreams that were unlike anything I've ever experienced before.  They were Epic and Mystical,  I was shown different periods of my life, including my early childhood and my NDE at eight.  Before those dreams I had no memory of my early childhood.  All I knew of that period was what I'd heard from my parents and family.  Since those dreams I have a profound understanding of my life.  It finally makes sense!  Which is what led me here...looking for others like me.   

Thank you again for the encouragement and welcome! 

I think your preception is right on target. 
peace, love, and light  Q:)

That really doesn't help anyone who comes to "this" forum though.
The point of forums such as these is that we *ALL* help each other.
Keeping knowledge to yourself kinda defeats this purpose... and really, I'd have to worry about your motives, cause it really sounds like an ego-stroking thing to do.

I agree, this doesn't feel right.  Q:)

Hi Rusty,

1.  It's okay to pray mentally.   I pray several times a day.  They don't have to be long.
2.  Yes you can... it's probably best if you shut off your mind and speak from the heart at first.   If it's been awhile or you're new, start your relationship off right.  Speak from your heart. 

Guidelines:   I talk to God about everything, he knows every aspect of me.  I always remember to thank him for listening and for all the blessings in my life.   

Oh...I would suggest that you try not to ask for things because God already knows what you need.  I do believe you're looking in the right direction though.  If you've been pulled to pray, listen, there's a reason.  Hope this helps.

Q:)

I sent the light Being into the dark and the dark knew him not, he must hasten to shine in the dark and bring life to the lost souls in the abyss of their own making


Alan,
      I cried when I read this.   I am unsure if you will understand.   I have been looking for a little while now, but I have not found another that can see what I see.   I'm hoping to.  My gift is just a little different and has taken me most of my life to accept.  37 years.  In my dreams I can tell the living from the dead.   I can see the living that have been darkened.  That have darkness clinging to them, using them.   I can also get it out.   God has given me this ability to shine light on the darkness, to help him.  I can only think of one reason why he would have given it to me.  To help.

Peace, love, and light.
God bless
Q:)

Actually, that makes sence, but also after seeing the crime on tv I learned that it was daylight when the money was stolen.  So, it's night when I dream, the dream happened in the same time zone, actually area code.  I couldn't have dreamed a dream from RTZ if the crime happened during the day.  Right?   Take in mind premoniton is another gift of mine.  Not only that...I think someone from here was there with me and I was hoping this topic would draw him out.    Maybe not.

See...I remember just about all the dream and a little more happened than what I've said.   I did get an escort home.   

I was talking to the shadow when he arrived.  I'm not sure if he saw me get the "hat man" (I think this is a term used here) out of the live man or not.  My gift is to see them for what they are.   I see the mark, yes they are marked and I can see if they are inside a live spirit.  All I remember is him (the member of this forum I think) being there when I was trying to send a message with the demon.   Then as I'm trying to talk, and think he's babbling on about no...no...no...I shouldn't.  Do you know how hard it is to concentrate with two entities talking at the same time, in and OOBE.   Needless to say it didn't end great and I lost a lot of strength.   I was upset to say the least.   I only wondered if he happened to look up as he was escorting me home.   If he did he would have seen my guardians.  They are usually not too far away.

Maybe if he's open...I'd be willing to talk.   I believe his gift a powerful one, but I think he might spend too much time teaching and not enough listening.  Peace, love, and light Q:)

Alan,    I know where your heart is and that what you speak is true.  I think you'd get more satisfaction sharing your experiences with those that see vs. those that do not see.  I have seen the mystical place you speak of and I believe it is heaven.  I have heard that voice also speak to me and felt that understanding wash me.  It is an amazing gift to read your words and have them mirror what I felt.  I believe there is only one true God Alan.  I believe you too have also seen him.  In my heart I would think you would be happier sharing your gift of enlightenment with those more ready to see it.  I was told Alan that those that see will always see.  Those that do not see, do not see.   We will not reach them all.  I believe God knows where your heart is.   Those of us that agree, will tell you, at least I will.  God Bless.  Q:)

I have been going through a period where I needed to prove to myself what I could do.  I've read lots of posts on here about "tests" or other things people do for validation.  I thought I would share what I do.  At least maybe one of the things I did for self validation.

This is the dream: (condensed version)

I flew to a nearby city and realized it was daylight.  I knew it was night in my dream so I figured this must be tomorrow that I'm seeing.   I was on a street corner, couldn't read the sign.  Up the street a little was a crowd of live people talking.  I approached them to see what was happening.
Some bags of money had fallen off a Brinks truck because the door was not shut tight.  A man in the group was going to steal some of it.  The others in the group would not.  I focused myself and repeated what I know.  I felt myself become very bright and I pushed that energy into the man, while saying, "let the hand of God touch you."  I placed my spirit hand on the man and felt flesh.
A dark shadow emerged from the man.  He said it was too late, the man would do as he asked.  I told him the man would get caught and go to jail.   The dark shadow looked at me and asked who I was.  I told him I was of the light.  He asked me if I was alive.  I told him yes, I am a child of God.   He asked me again who I was, and I told him quietdreamer.  The shadow stepped back into the man and the man turned to look at me.  I turned and walked away.  The man rushed off across the street and already the other people talked of turning him in.

About two weeks later I was watching the news when I saw the broadcast.  After a special investigation the law was led to this man.  He had tried to hide the money in foolish placfes. I don't know if this will help anyone or if anyone else can achieve this.   

BTW spell check was not working...hope it's okay. Q:)

I still cannot suceed in astral projection. so I decided I would try to spread awareness and ask you guys to please help lost souls if youe encounter them. I really dont know very much and am open to advice or any comments but it would seem to me that without help lost souls are really doomed to exsist forever in pain. and I realized that it would be great if we could help them. There only chance of ever having their endless torment stopping is you guys so please dont leave them they are people too.
thanks so much

I have encountered lost souls, but I believe they are not mine to help.  It is an understanding of time and place.  I believe they remain here because they did not cross over into the light.  I can see them and understand some of them, but most are stuck in what happened to them during life.   Unaware of anything else.  They are lost souls and I can not save them.  Mine I believe is a gift of life.  I believe the lost souls are in God's hands, so I try to help the living.  I may be wrong, but this is what I believe.  Q:)

Alan,
     Yes, I do.  Sometimes I feel like it was too much to fathom all at once, almost like: if I truly understood everything all at the same time it would have been detrimental to me.  Like what I saw needed to be understood, but it was okay if it took my mind a while to wrap itself around it.  If that makes any sense... 
Q:)

You're very welcome.  As for negative energy...I think negative energy is everywhere and I don't really see how other realms would be different.  I couldn't tell you if there are more in RTZ or in the astral realms.  I've only gone straight to RTZ.  Like I said this started early for me and wasn't necessarily a wonderful thing the whole time.  It's part of me and I accepted it a long time ago, but it's hard to describe.  I'm thankful for the bit of understanding that comes from a forum like this.   Good luck Vargaskall, happy dreams!  Q

I believe everyone has someone that looks out for them, but not all believe this.  That would depend on what you believe.  What one might see when they are OOB might be different than what another can see.  The male spirit I encountered when I was small had a darkness in him.  He didn't have light, he was misty looking with darkness in his eyes.  I don't know anything about shooting small blue pentagrams.  I've never tried and probably won't.  I haven't needed anything other than the light and head God gave me.  That is what I use.  As for returning to your physical self...I guess that too would depend on the person.  I have woke myself with thought, by laying inside myself, and because something freaked me out.     Q:)

I missed this somehow...excitement I guess!   Well, here I am...finally.  I've been peeking for awhile now trying to understand all that happens to me.   I understand some people have trouble having OBE's and most of my life I wished I couldn't.   I've learned this is what was meant for me and I hope to learn a lot more.  I also hope to contribute in a positive way.   Peace, love, and light!  Q:)

Alan,
      Thank you for sharing.  From one NDE to another:  Isn't it strange how it feels like words inadequately describe what the mind knows and sees in God's realm?  As if mere words aren't good enough?   I have tried to describe what I saw and felt, but feel you have done a better job.  Again, thank you.
Q:)

Sounds to me like you performed your first soul retrieval at a young age.  However, I wouldn't consider it a 'negative entity' perse, just a confused spirit.

I wouldn't say he was confused.   He was too alert for that.  He distinctly didn't like the fact that I could see him.  He thought he could stomp around our house, open doors, cabinets, and be a royal pain.  When he discovered that I could see him he was angry.  He was very specific about his intentions.  Which only meant I had to be firmer in mine and I was, which worked out.

Wow fascinating stuff  quite dreamer
I am just wondering if it is possible to sustain any harm to energy body or astral body from an attack?
Or die or worse yet lose your soul? Should i be worried about a possible attack or not? What to do in the event of an attack?

I'm not sure about the first one...I'd say probably.  If it's possible to build our own energy and strength then it's probably possible for something to try to drain it.   When something I see doesn't feel right I send it away.  I center myself and tell myself the basics.  Things like:  I am a child of God.  I am of the light. I am alive.  I am three.  I am mind, body, and spirit.   (A lot of that would depend on you and your beliefs.)   Once I feel confident I tell things to, "leave me."    On another note, when I have an OBE I see myself as a spirit with light in my center.   It's this light that gives me strength and the stronger I feel, the brighter the light.  My light has to be bright to send things away. 

Bad breath?      What strikes me most is the difference in appearance.  I can see distinctly the difference.  I'm not sure how, I've just always been able to.  On another thread I talked about a male deceased spirit I met as a child.   He did have an odor, but I'm unsure if it was his breath.  He smelled rotten if that helps.   Some of the deceased spirits I have seen do appear lost in thought or stuck in their life they led while alive, not really aware their dead.  BTW, thank you for your reply.   

Has anyone woken themselves up with the awareness that something is happening you want to stop?  Like thieves in the night? 

No he never caught me.  When he got close enough I would wake out of breath and scared.  Then one night mid run it dawned on me.  I was alive.  He was dead.   I stopped running and told him so.  Then I told him he would leave me alone and he did.  It's funny you ask if I think he could have harmed me.  I remember some of the stuff he would yell as he was chasing me and I know how scared I was when I woke up.  I think he tried to do more than scare me.  He would yell things like, "I can see you."  At that point I already knew that the living could not see me in this state.  And the woman spirit never acted like she could. He did.  He didn't like me and told me so.  He would threaten that he'd have my spirit when he caught me.  If he was harmless, he didn't act like it. 

My spirit guide's name is Peter.  Everyone has one, don't give up if you haven't met yours yet.

When I was about six I had my first OBE.  After about three times I learned our house was haunted by a man and a woman.  The woman was stuck repeating the same thing, the man however was a jerk.  He was stronger than her and knew of me. He wore a deep blue shirt and brown pants made of funny material.  I researched the house and think he was one of the owners in the early 1800's.   He didn't like me and would look at me as I projected around inside the house.  When I tried to go outside of the house he would chase me.  He chased me around the outside of the house and through the barns and back to the house.   Until I learned to stand up for myseld and say, "leave me now!"  he chased me around the house. 

    I'm new to this so please bear with me as I explain...  I was six when I had my first OBE and have been doing this off and on most of my life.  When I was about 13 I was wandering around our farm in spirit form.  Not really realizing what I was doing, I didn't want to leave our home.  So I would wander our property.  One night I saw men trying to steel a hydralic thing from my father that I knew was expensive.  I remember thinking, "get up, wake up, now."   The next thing I knew I was at the bottom of our stairs in our house.   My mom was standing over me asking me if I was all right and where I was running to.   I didn't have the heart to tell her.  I learned early waking myself up was dangerous and had to be done with care.  Can anyone else tell the difference between earthbound spirits and live people spirits in their OBE's?  or wake themselves up like that?