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Why does everyone use difrrent names.  Like John Doe use's KillPig?
My name is Liz my last name on this forum is short its not my full last name but i feel like who i am on this forum is who I am.  Are the names your tribal name or majick name?  My last givin name was Light Hawk but this is not that tribe and that is only a part of who i am.  I know never to give out your majick name, but I dont do that.

I never have used chat on the computer or forums although i do read others from time to time.  This is the only forum I seem to have found I like.  So with that, being out of the internet is using my name not proper?   I'm used to coffie house chat where you are looking at the person you are taling to.

Can someone explane to this internet chat virgin?


Liz[:I]

Hello,

I dont do drugs. I dont like drugs. I dont drink. (ok cigaretts and caffine). one of my friends clames pot helps them with a "higher frequency". Does anyone belive this? Is it true?
I will not do drugs personally. It is my personel choice. I dont care if others do. I just wanted opinions.


Liz[:I]

I was just informed on a diffent part of this forum. I have done real time zone projection. what is this.


Liz[:I]

Hello,

I hope this belongs here.  
I had an odd experience yesterday.  I was laying down, thinking of someone. I had been for a few days and boom.
My eye's were closed and all of a sudden a tube came out of me and right in front of him.  He looked at me and it was like he knew I was there (We are not on the best of terms so to speak) and he looked away. The tube was like water well energy in the form of water.
I have had people do this to me I dont see them but I feel a tube there and they usualy say something telepathicaly. You are outside the person but have access to use telepathy to say what you want.
What do you call this?

Liz[:I]

I have to heal from an attack I've had. Mainly novices that have no idea of what they have done.
I know the only way I am going to heal is to love them. I did for a long time and it was good. Whene I had forgiven these people I did heal and amazing things happened.  I did start my grudge holding again and more neg's and evil people came out of the wood work.
Does anyone know how to love people not neg's that are realy sick. People who need love more than me holding a grudge. It sounds easy but in reality whene someone has been wronged it is harder than it sounds.
Thank you,
Liz

It's Liz again,
and i want to thank every one so much with my last entry real deal attack. i got some great stuff, this has to do with my dream it was actualy night Thursday night.
Four people packing (normal brain stuff i was helping my brother move), and suddenly a demond is in me talking trew me and then a lot of dead people but they looked like people you kill after a videw game not real people, the demond kept jumping between the four of us and shooting people. the court said it understud and only 3yrs probatioon. but i know the demond would be back but instead of doing all the wards to get it away i ran and two lesser  demonds came and said "hay its not your falult the demond has a score to settle you could think of it like someone owe's him money and he want's to use you to get it back". i said no and they left and said they would find some one else. but it had to do with the persons who had attacked me.
i was wondering because i have been under attack from some people and neg's and life hasn't been too fun for abuot 9 years now. if this had anything to do with that or just my subconcious getting the best of me. i have never hurt anyone in a dream before so i dont know.
it helps to have others info. i adn would like to thank you for reading this even if you dont reply i am greatful.
Liz
and i am sorry i dont mean to take up to much of the boards space and each of your time.

Hello, this is my first time here. My name is Liz and I am 25. This might be a bit long and I hope you will forgive me for that.
I have been under attack for 9 years now from the time i was in high school. It started by my big awaking, i thought i went to the 4&5th demention. alot of information and energy rushed in for quite a few days. that was when a black thinking demond jumped into me for only about 15 seconds but i could here thousands of little buggars laughing. I thought that was my only problem but over time i was proven wrong i was also under human attack. i went to shrinks for all the im hereing voices pills all of them failed and the more i got on the more i was attacked they started hitting at night and left greenish grey bruses on my face. i was told they had a dark army and this was going mainstreem. telepathy is not as rare as you would tink you would have to have it to know just how meany people have it.  they have said things like shes "toasted" and "poached" and threats of turning me into a vegitable or a heart attack. some one said the damage was too bad it had calcified. what can i do to stop more damage? to stop this. ive had a budist munk disconect ties (cords) but they just keep comming back and he did remove the astral snakes as well as some demonds i had two one was sent to me by a person so what do i do.
liz
lizmccal@yahoo.com

This is my first time on your foorum thank you for allowing me to be a part of it.  My name is Liz and i am 25.  i need help bad.  I have been under attack for 9 years. acording to my attackers i should and will be a vegitable soon.  it started on my first big awaking i went into what i called the 4&5 dementions and something jumped into me a thinking shadow demond with thousands of little laughing buggers. I thought it was only demon attack but it was not 9 years latter and with lots of proof i am more damaged than ever.  i used to get hit in the middle of the night and green bruses left on ly face, this is not yoru area but i ran into someone lately that said i was "toasted' "poached" and the damage calcified. Is this true? Can i do anything?
if you only want to write to me liz@yahoo.com

Hello,

Thank you for allowing me to write my opinion.  I got in a hot and heavy conversation under the book section title Children of the Matrix.  No one kicked me out and after reading that post it was ha heck of a meaner harsher conversation.  The fact that a single one mediator can ban some one is not a good practice.  It leaves for what in my perception has already come true.  People disagree ego's get in the way and people get hurt.  Isn't that a good conversation? where your beliefs hit you so hard and clash with some one you must get humble and look at what you believe.  Is it that worth it to get that upset? Do you have that much proff to back up your belief? No one has kicked out the Christians telling us we are going to hell.
THAT WAS SIMPLE AND OBVIOUSLY A MIS-USE OF POWER.  I WILL NO LONGER BE APART OF THIS FORUM but guess what no one cares but me and I have looked at this stopped posting and yes my belief is this strong.

Good buy
Liz Monkey Girl and also known in a few tribes as Light Hawk.
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I guess it's rare why you need some?



Liz

Hello,

Ya know after a week i figured out what the stars ment.  I dont care I have questions and im not getting "THE ANSWERS" but a variety of answers from opinions and I get to see diffrent views.  Some people are passionate about their views and have stong feelings but i have never seen any one say "I am right" probably because they dont want to be proven wrong.  
I dont care about the stars I'm not asking anyone to join my one woman army. Im just reading diffrent views.  I don't think I have ever thought along the lines of i wouldnt be associatd with people in my day to day life, I just do or dont but its an interesting concept.
I just like seeing my monkey avatr.  It makes me happy.  

Liz[]

Thank you Peacefull Warrior.  I just had the Wormblaster bug on my computer it was down for a week. I have 3 fire walls on that one because it si also business computer at home.  gezzzz is this a diffrent one?



Liz[:I]

ok im pooped thats avatar

What do you think of my beauty?

I put my own picture on my aviatr.  Hot arn't I.



Liz[:I]

hello,

This guy is trying to hide a smile.  He's a good guy.




Liz

Everything happened automaticaly.[:I] From astral projecting to this real time projection to energy with nature and animals. I just dont have the words for what is going on whene it happens and with no words no way to look into it.  

Thank you
Liz[:I]

Hey,

Why didn't you say they were actors.  That should clue you off right there.  90% fo that industrie before star/after star are crul people.  I know from meeting a few.  Spiritualy hymmmm.... you might be in preforming arts for a reason, most people the adoration or they think they are "the one".  Man im tellin ya every nice feak i can talk to i met at "occult" bookstores or starbucks.  Im in technology sales and have been and i find no one that likes what i do.  to the extent i do.
Question why would you want a man who does not understand your spirituality?  wouldn't you prefer a partner in life who has diffrent qualities but an ability to grow with you, not look at you funny because you are? if he is treating you diffrently because your beliefs how can you still be in love with him? I dont care how tight the body the brain/person is what turns me on.[:X]

Liz[:I]

Hello,

The guy looks like an engeneering nerd...lol


Liz[:I]

sorr i read that sounds stuck up im 117lbs now and cant do anything cuz im soo pretty.  No i dont see it that way but people who do see me as a threat it took 3 years to get that threw my head.

If your friends are all from work well start hanging out at starbucks or something mixing the two can become dangerous especially with bills to pay.

Liz[:I]

Hello,

I am so sorry.  I understand something like that has happened to me.  No crush or love involved though.

I worked hard to be an asset to my company so it didn't matter what people think and now I have made quantum phycics a hobbie, so instead of talking about the "spiritual side" I talk about the science of atoms and dementions.  People think I'm intelegent nerdy but it is a interesting way to look at things.  

It's funny but I bet you are really pretty.  I bet that women could be envious of you for something as stupid as looks.  I bet you were a threat.  I am sorry you had to learn the hard way but proffesionalism in the office is a must and I had to learn the hard way too.

Another thing I have done is not care what people think, or broach subjects with small bits of info nothing that could hurt me to see how they react.  I admit to being "crazy" in some situations and make jokes and my self confidence seems to over ride any thing i say.  

I also don't care if people think I am crazy.  

Another good hint is do the people you talk to care alot about "things" "looks" "cool" more than human emotion and growing inside not on the outside.  If so they probably can not grasp anything outside of a 3-demention life.  Learn a small amount about quanum physics if they cant follow the idea of "atoms" science proving 11 other dementions they probably can not grasp this stuff.

I understand women being rude because you are the "pretty one" or "smart one" and if you have both insecurity can run high rather you see it that way or not.  I used to weigh 200lbs and no one did that stuff no one looked at me funny for sexual jokes im not 117lbs and I cant get away with as much. It sucks but it's true.
You had something they didn't, so go in your office like nothing can touch you with more profesionalism than Donald Trump like it didn't happen dont talk bad about any of the "gals" or "guys" and if you get the chance a review or something you can always say something witty like "my work stands for its self and i preffer not to talk about anyone else wrather it be true or not" that just plants a seed.

I am sorry again sweetie lessions come at a high price, I did lose a job once and now I dont do personal socializing or love at a place that puts food on my table.

Liz[:I]

I guess it might be a bad picture.  She could be pretty if she changed her expression.  I try not to judge people on what they look like. I used to weigh 200lbs and now 117lbs at 5'3", alot of people treat me diffrently now especialy men but i am the same person with good and bad pitcures.

Its a bad picture...I hope.

Liz[:I]

Mr. PeacefulWarrior

That was a great sight but I dont see what the sight see's. Is this a sign too?  Little dot's of white light (. that size) or just something that looks 3-d. Not like on the picture that was BIG and dark. more little white lights and you can see them in the almost dark too.  They are almost clear and i see it mainly around trees, but that could be because of the light and color?  What do you think?
I had my eye's checked and I did not know about this would a doctor see it with out knowing what to look for?

Thank you
Liz[:I]

Hello,

Didn't mean to upset anyone.  Just wondering I had such a bad experience with pot alone, it was abnormal. So I dont feel qualified to answer questions from my roommates son or his friends.  I dont know if I am allowed to print this topic out but I would like to.  Then he can get more opinions than my "I'm not a good person to ask".  

THANK YOU!!!!!

I had no idea how diffrent views on this could be. I dont feel I can can give advice or an opinion, heck pot made me want to clean the house at first then my shields went down and well it wasn't a good thing.

Thank you again,
Liz

Hello

In my thoughts/observations, In a room full of people now one thing can happen or be said and everyone has a diffrent story. I belive in what Jesus was quoted as saying but in study the bible it contradicts it's self too much. God changes his mind to much to think God is even a he how could a human like me understand what God is. Why would an all powerful being change it's mind? Why would it have a mind at all?
The bible was writen 3 generations (new testament) after Jesus's death. If we cant get a story straight today being in that room based on our perseption how could we get a story straight 3 generations later.
The bible also negates the fact that Chines writen history is far before the bible allows for the world to be created. And what about science? Why is it some of the bible is "litteral" and some interpeted or not litteral.
Did you know Psalm had 16 wives? Why would God punish one man and not another for this?
So much is up for interpitaion so much is incorrect historicaly the Romans crusified people on a stick or poll if you preffer no cross.
I dont want to change your oppinion these are just the questions I had and besides what is wrong with "Love" that is the main message of Jesus in my interpitaion that is.

Thanks
Liz[:I]

hymmm,

I wonder what shape is this energy in. I have/do see energy floaties. sometimes in strings (tinny) some times in balls. Around trees especialy a glow and energy dot's i guess you could call it moving in and around the trees. but only when I have my eye's on meaning using light clairvoyance, takes a little focus and concintration sometimes or just a zone i guess. Oh and one more thing i can't follow them just watch kinda like they are dancing & too quick for me to follow a single one. could just be energy clairvoyancy?

Could you explane more?
Liz[:I]